OOC: Greetings and Salutations! Cailin here.
The news of the tragic death of Daniel of Cyndago has truly broken my heart. I can’t help but wonder what was so bad, what was so crushing that he couldn’t find the strength to continue?
Having been in that position, having sunk so low as to make a suicide attempt, I understand the pain. I understand the feeling of not feeling, of being empty. I cannot remove the brands on my arms, the constant reminders of almost letting go.
Dearies, you are all so very important. You change and shape the lives of everyone you come into contact with. The world is only as dark as you let it become. I beg you, if you are suffering from anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts, or loneliness, please seek help. Come to me if you need. I am always willing to listen and help in any way I can. When we sink as low as we can go, it can be hard to remember, but you are never alone. There will always be someone who loves you, someone who finds you important. You are born with so much potential. You are strong and powerful and brave. You are courageous and creative. You are so very important. While the world may move on after you’re gone, your absence will always be felt.
I am one of the lucky ones, someone who was found before it was too late, but there are so many people every day who aren’t as fortunate. The sun is always shining above the clouds. Things will always get better. I love love love you all. Each and every one of you are important and loved. I cannot stress that enough.
-Cailin