I’m sorry I’ve been gone for a while.
Well, my grandma had a stroke.
We’ve been visiting her in hospital for a week and a day ago we took her back home since there’s nothing doctors here could do other than just stabilise her.
She still understands everything but she lost her ability to speak and move her right arm and leg, which means she cannot walk and take care of herself.
Our whole family had to move to her place to take care of her and we’re yet to find right people to start a rehabilitation.

I’m sorry, I just had to turn all of my routines upside down and start getting used to life like…this… until she gets better. She WILL learn to walk eventually with right exercise and probably will regain ability to talk. But it’ll take quite some time.
It’s weird how you always tell yourself like some shit like this won’t happen to you…and then it happens. Past couple of weeks been ROUGH to say the least but we power through somehow.
Well…merry Christmas and a happy new year I guess…
I’ll get back on track as soon as I can.