Hi ! How are you ?
I'm noikajou. I'm a 27 years old french person.
I like drawing and making music.

I'm open to art trade :3
Try sending me a note if you are interested !

I'm currently feeling weird about creativity.
I feel like I could do anything yet feel so limited as I'm too concerned about what people would think about me.
I have much trouble drawing only for myself as I feel the urge to only draw showable things so I can receive reactions from people.

I often think "why couldn't I draw like this actually ? Like, art rules are a guidance but if I choose to ignore them on purpose it's my right."
But I feel like posting art like this would be unpleasant to people, or that they would think I'm stupid.

Sometimes I wonder if it was actually a good idea to start posting my art online.
Before, I was drawing only for myself and I wasn't thinking about this kind of stuff.
I wasn't craving for attention or validation.