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My journey in the fandom started back in 2005 when I joined a little pixelated, top down game, some of you might remember, called Furcadia. I was in high school and had already been drawing most my life but had no idea what the fandom even was or that it even existed. From there I met and lost new friends, got into my first relationship and learned about FA. It wasn't until 2010, through Second Life, that I took my first official furry commission for somewhere around $10 at the time.

FA has always been a wonderful, catering, space for me and my developing characters. First there was Mystic, my Furcadian OG. She's continued to grow along with me but never had a fully designed purpose which caused her to become the Mary Sue of my squad. Then there was Kalas, my darker, more depressive side, and the one who dealt with my emotional baggage ranging anywhere from hot steamy tentacle sex RP to bad friendships gone sour. That poor guy has been through, A LOT. A few years down the road came, who was once Daddy T at the time, Outlaw T. He has gone through the wringer as well, taking on different personalities and looks, to over the years, break from his original inspiration. These have been the mains throughout my life and now I have many more with developed back stories, AUs, hardships and so on, just sprinkled throughout my journey upon this earth. That is a very short synopsis that spares you from the death of my dad, to the hardships with learning who my mom is, and any other drama filled, emotionally fueled traumatic experience within my life between 2005 and now.

The now, as many of you know, and some of those who don't, I have been solely a commission artist since the pandemic in 2020. In my early years I was drawing Mystic and crew all the time to now, not so much due to needing to get the bills paid and take breaks for the longevity of my wrists. I have had a hard time even enjoying video games which I grew up on. My commissions are doing very well, so far I continue to make my bills, in the winter months sometimes just barely, during this rough economy. That all said, I have hit a bit of a glass ceiling. I have not been able to up my digital art prices since before the pandemic for the fear that I would price a lot of people out of being able to afford them and I've been caught in a stagnant limbo mentally about my improvement for a very long time. I have known that I have needed to make a change, but what that was, I still was unsure.

It all came on seeing an artist post a really rough sketch on FB and mention exciting things to come on their Patreon. This artist, very successful and solely bringing in income from personal art. It got me asking myself, why am I pushing myself to improve so richly and spend more time on each piece, when I should be keeping it more simple in order to start pumping out art of my own characters again? I barely make bigger pieces of them due to wanting to really pack in the detail when it has been proven time and time again that it's not always quality that gets you recognized. So I sketched up the very first piece I uploaded to this gallery in an hour and a half, sat back and let the light turn on. I had... so much fun just... shitting it out, as it were. Mystic had a brand new fun piece that nodded back to her creational inspiration and I felt a feeling I had not felt in a long time, fulfillment. I did not eye dropper her colors, pack in details like I tend to do, or worry about the crisp sharpness of the lines. I kept things mostly muted playing with color theory and sprinkling a bit of humor back into my personal works.

I spoke to the aforementioned artist after they commented on that Mystic piece. They were very kind and helpful, putting some of that confidence back in me that I had long abandoned and forgotten. They asked me a question that caused me to internally process for what felt like forever. What do I want from my art? I was perplexed. I had not thought about that simple question in such a long time. I was honestly lost for a solid day and a half while I thought about that question more in depth. I have had a hard time connecting with other artists since my 2010 days and being able to talk with an artist like that again gave me hope. That hope gave me the fuel I have needed for so long and that fuel is why I am here, up earlier than normal, writing this journal on a new FA account dedicated to my characters.

My girlfriend and I have spent the last, going on two years, in our house together writing stories, developing relationships, and creating a universe for all our characters to coexist in. There is magic, there are realms, there is law, tragedy, vices, unknown phenomenon, monsters, and SO much more. We have several stories we want to further develop and that I want to turn into visual novels. Some short, some longer. I want to work on forced perspective, visit old muses, and play with my style even further.

This is where I need all of you. I need support, from sharing and engaging with my work, to those who want to help make this dream come to life. I need help now more than ever to build my patreon so I can shift my focus from commissions to this world and these characters I know many of you love, or will come to love. I want to get even better at big soft breasts and hard thick cocks. I want to play with a new art program, make alt versions of many of my pieces, give you guys more than I ever imagined possible by making my dream of living off the stuff in my head and proving to myself that all the time spent is loved and cherished. I want to leave a mark on this world we live in, in this way. Long after I am gone I want my characters to live on, but I can't do that without support. I know the road will be long, and the challenges will be great but I am confident it can happen.

So welcome to the start of this journey. Commissions will still be available every month for the time being. I announce openings on my MysticSabreonic account, and more often in my telegram channel that you can find on my carrd listed in my profile. If you can't afford to commission, just $5 a month on patreon will help kickstart this new journey and get you some super spicy content to come. I already have the ideas cooking. Now to bring them to life.