So. It's been a while y'all.

In the past few years i've done nothing but nonstop talk about how i'm gonna get back into producing and blah blah blah blah blah... technically nothing has changed on that front but clearly no progress has been had. But that's not where I want to start.

It's been roughly a year now since a big change in my life happened. Most people probably know all about this already but a relationship that had been going for 12 years finally came to an end. Since then, i've been trying to work on myself a bit. I suppose that's one of those "well no duh" kinda things but eh. Just things i've realized, things i've figured out, things i've felt. Some of it has to do with producing again. Some not. But this still isn't the reason for me writing this today.

Last year I had a moment where I was a bit... I guess vulnerable I dunno if that's the best way to put it but meh. What I ended up finding was a bunch of cool people. Now I run into cool people all the time, don't dare get that twisted. People i've come to love and would be sad to have them go missing from my life. I have been sad when some of them have gone missing... some of them won't be coming back... But this past year i've run into so many great people. This journal is about them.

While I can't possibly mention every single person, I can not express how much awesome each individual has provided. I have memories I will cherish forever from these people. Even some songs have had memories tied to them that I don't think could ever change. I don't really know what to say to everyone other than "thank you". Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for being awesome. Thank you for bringing the joy and happiness you have brought with you.

Why am I writing all this? Well truth be told i've drunk a bit tonight. And while i'm fairly sober at this point it's been somewhat a rollercoaster of a night in a few ways. And i'm glad to have been a part of it. Most of these people will probably never see this, and that's fine. I just wanted to shout out all the awesome fuckers I run into. Whether i've known ya for a month or years now. Don't none of y'all stop being awesome. <3