So, some people may have been wondering where I have been. The answer is somewhere not great. I've been really struggling with mental health as just a barrage of different things have been happening. I started working overnights, which has sucked, I am getting yelled at for not being fast enough at work, I have been saying all the wrong things unintentionally to friends and feeling crappy about that, and the final straw that has thrown me over the edge the most was my parents calling me up and demanding to know the reason that I wasn't going to be attending a family reunion. Thing with that last one was that I had told them a couple of times. I had just gotten off the phone with my grandpa who had been asking the same question. He got the same answer I have been saying for about half a month at this point. He then offered me money to come up, like that would fix a tire appointment that we can't schedule any sooner than when we did. My parents then guilt tripped me by saying if they had known about the tire issue they could have helped, but I didn't tell them(Obvious lie). I'm just trying my best and trying to recover. I'll get there eventually.