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Wednesday Reading Meme
Jan. 7th, 2026 09:04 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Nothing. Once again, it is migraines. I am getting some fic edited, though, so there's that.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Nova Centurion #3, Ultimate Wolverine #13, Ultimate X-Men #23 )
What I'm Reading Next
IDK. I'm trying to find something short. I mean, clearly I'm being challenged by picture books here, lol.
Nothing. Once again, it is migraines. I am getting some fic edited, though, so there's that.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Nova Centurion #3, Ultimate Wolverine #13, Ultimate X-Men #23 )
What I'm Reading Next
IDK. I'm trying to find something short. I mean, clearly I'm being challenged by picture books here, lol.
BALL x PIT
Jan. 5th, 2026 09:06 amAs I think I have mentioned, I usually attempt to finish games before posting about them, but I suspend this rule when the game is clearly designed to be an unholy timesink. I'm not actually sure this game has an end. Or a plot.
I bought BALL x PIT during the Steam winter sale, which I mention because it is theoretically still the Steam sale for a few more hours and I don't want to deprive anyone else of the sale opportunity, although the game is reasonably cheap anyway. It is the new hotness of "roguelite games that have combined roguelite meta-progression with some other genre of popular game," most recently exemplified by Balatro (roguelite poker), Vampire Survivors (roguelite bullet-heaven, which is of course a variant of bullet-hell shooters) and my beloved Slay the Spire (roguelite deckbuilder, and, yes, I am counting down the months until the sequel hits Early Access; I would count down the days if they had said anything more specific than "a Thursday in March").
So BALL x PIT is a roguelite version of Breakout. Or Pong, I guess, if you prefer. You shoot bouncy balls at enemies. The balls have powers like poison and lightning and whatnot. You level them up and then combine them to make different balls with more powers. In between levels you retreat to your base, which is full of buildings and resources and so on that you arrange in order to have balls bounce around them with maximum efficiency like if SimCity were pinball, and then you build buildings that buff your characters. They have this gameplay loop down solid. It's fun.
Anyway, I am posting because I wanted to mention the accessibility options, since I watched a bunch of streamers and read a bunch of reviews, could not figure out if I could play this, bought it anyway, and then discovered I could.
So you can play this game either with keyboard/mouse or with a controller. If you're playing with keyboard/mouse, it's WASD to move and mouse to aim/fire, my least favorite control scheme. If you're playing with a controller, it's left stick to move, right stick to aim, right trigger to fire. (There's an option to aim in the direction of movement, but sadly only if you're using a mouse.) I will say that you can play this while not being especially great at aiming, because the balls will eventually bounce approximately where you want -- it's not like playing an actual shoot-'em-up.
You can remap the controls if you need to (Settings > General, then scroll down) but for me the most useful general thing is the ability to turn autofire on, which you can do while playing. Your character slows down a bit if you turn this on, but there are buffs during the game to bring your movement speed up, so it's not so bad. Then you just need to aim and move (and not fire), and I can do left and right stick with one hand if I have my 8bitdo Lite SE controller.
However, there are points where this game becomes an actual bullet-hell shooter. You can shoot down some projectiles, but not all of them, and the boss of the first stage -- for example -- shoots a bunch of intricate projectiles that you do in fact have to just dodge. Now, I bought this game anyway and figured I was just gonna die a lot, because I can't dodge worth a damn, but it turns out the devs thought of that! Under Settings > General, turn on "Allow slower movement speed."
The regular game has three movement speeds you can cycle through while playing, which I knew, and I nearly didn't select this option in the settings because I figured this was how you opted into that, but it turns out the three regular speeds are there anyway. What this option does is turn on super-slow "1/4" and "1/2" speeds so you have five speeds to choose from. Yay!
(As far as I can tell, this does not lock you out of achievements; you can get an achievement for completing a level even if you have fought the boss at half-speed. I don't know if there are any locked achievements for completing a level at a specific speed, in which case those are probably still locked.)
So it turns out that I can definitely mostly dodge projectiles in the boss fight in a bullet-hell game at half-speed and that there's still quarter-speed available if I need it. I hadn't seen any of the reviews mention this setting, so I thought I would bring it up. You too can play BALL x PIT even if your reflexes are not usually up to par for bullet-hell shooters!
I bought BALL x PIT during the Steam winter sale, which I mention because it is theoretically still the Steam sale for a few more hours and I don't want to deprive anyone else of the sale opportunity, although the game is reasonably cheap anyway. It is the new hotness of "roguelite games that have combined roguelite meta-progression with some other genre of popular game," most recently exemplified by Balatro (roguelite poker), Vampire Survivors (roguelite bullet-heaven, which is of course a variant of bullet-hell shooters) and my beloved Slay the Spire (roguelite deckbuilder, and, yes, I am counting down the months until the sequel hits Early Access; I would count down the days if they had said anything more specific than "a Thursday in March").
So BALL x PIT is a roguelite version of Breakout. Or Pong, I guess, if you prefer. You shoot bouncy balls at enemies. The balls have powers like poison and lightning and whatnot. You level them up and then combine them to make different balls with more powers. In between levels you retreat to your base, which is full of buildings and resources and so on that you arrange in order to have balls bounce around them with maximum efficiency like if SimCity were pinball, and then you build buildings that buff your characters. They have this gameplay loop down solid. It's fun.
Anyway, I am posting because I wanted to mention the accessibility options, since I watched a bunch of streamers and read a bunch of reviews, could not figure out if I could play this, bought it anyway, and then discovered I could.
So you can play this game either with keyboard/mouse or with a controller. If you're playing with keyboard/mouse, it's WASD to move and mouse to aim/fire, my least favorite control scheme. If you're playing with a controller, it's left stick to move, right stick to aim, right trigger to fire. (There's an option to aim in the direction of movement, but sadly only if you're using a mouse.) I will say that you can play this while not being especially great at aiming, because the balls will eventually bounce approximately where you want -- it's not like playing an actual shoot-'em-up.
You can remap the controls if you need to (Settings > General, then scroll down) but for me the most useful general thing is the ability to turn autofire on, which you can do while playing. Your character slows down a bit if you turn this on, but there are buffs during the game to bring your movement speed up, so it's not so bad. Then you just need to aim and move (and not fire), and I can do left and right stick with one hand if I have my 8bitdo Lite SE controller.
However, there are points where this game becomes an actual bullet-hell shooter. You can shoot down some projectiles, but not all of them, and the boss of the first stage -- for example -- shoots a bunch of intricate projectiles that you do in fact have to just dodge. Now, I bought this game anyway and figured I was just gonna die a lot, because I can't dodge worth a damn, but it turns out the devs thought of that! Under Settings > General, turn on "Allow slower movement speed."
The regular game has three movement speeds you can cycle through while playing, which I knew, and I nearly didn't select this option in the settings because I figured this was how you opted into that, but it turns out the three regular speeds are there anyway. What this option does is turn on super-slow "1/4" and "1/2" speeds so you have five speeds to choose from. Yay!
(As far as I can tell, this does not lock you out of achievements; you can get an achievement for completing a level even if you have fought the boss at half-speed. I don't know if there are any locked achievements for completing a level at a specific speed, in which case those are probably still locked.)
So it turns out that I can definitely mostly dodge projectiles in the boss fight in a bullet-hell game at half-speed and that there's still quarter-speed available if I need it. I hadn't seen any of the reviews mention this setting, so I thought I would bring it up. You too can play BALL x PIT even if your reflexes are not usually up to par for bullet-hell shooters!
Wednesday Reading Meme
Dec. 31st, 2025 10:54 amWhat I Just Finished Reading
Eric Poulin, Here Comes the Pizzer: The Found Poetry of Baseball Broadcasts:![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
lysimache got me this for Christmas, so I have now finished twelve books this year and I nearly didn't finish this one. Stupid migraines. Anyway, this is baseball broadcast found poetry. The poetry skills on display here are of varying quality -- like, only a couple of people are actually doing anything unusual with the text -- but I still think it's charming.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday! Time to probably destroy the universe. We are instructed to read Ultimate Endgame before Ultimates.
( Sorcerer Supreme #1, Ultimate Endgame #1, Ultimates #19 )
What I'm Reading Next
A new year! I have no idea what to read. Once again, I need fewer migraines.
Eric Poulin, Here Comes the Pizzer: The Found Poetry of Baseball Broadcasts:
lysimache got me this for Christmas, so I have now finished twelve books this year and I nearly didn't finish this one. Stupid migraines. Anyway, this is baseball broadcast found poetry. The poetry skills on display here are of varying quality -- like, only a couple of people are actually doing anything unusual with the text -- but I still think it's charming.What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday! Time to probably destroy the universe. We are instructed to read Ultimate Endgame before Ultimates.
( Sorcerer Supreme #1, Ultimate Endgame #1, Ultimates #19 )
What I'm Reading Next
A new year! I have no idea what to read. Once again, I need fewer migraines.
Heated Rivalry
Dec. 29th, 2025 11:03 pmSo everyone in fandom has become obsessed with the gay hockey show, and lysimache and I watched it a couple days ago. Neither of us care about hockey (I think we are both hoping that fandom decides to care about baseball, though this seems unlikely -- but, hey, it's 42 days until pitchers and catchers report) but we do like gay things a lot.
It was nice? I mean, it's not going to be my new fandom, but I'm not sorry I watched it. I did nearly give up after the first two episodes for narrative reasons that I will explain below.
( Spoilers )
It's only six episodes, so... you might as well watch it if you like gay shows, I guess? It's not bad.
I somehow own the first book. I am not sure yet if I will read it.
lysimache and I watched it a couple days ago. Neither of us care about hockey (I think we are both hoping that fandom decides to care about baseball, though this seems unlikely -- but, hey, it's 42 days until pitchers and catchers report) but we do like gay things a lot.It was nice? I mean, it's not going to be my new fandom, but I'm not sorry I watched it. I did nearly give up after the first two episodes for narrative reasons that I will explain below.
( Spoilers )
It's only six episodes, so... you might as well watch it if you like gay shows, I guess? It's not bad.
I somehow own the first book. I am not sure yet if I will read it.
Wednesday Reading Meme
Dec. 24th, 2025 02:00 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Nothing. Working on it.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( 1776 #2, Marvel Winter Break Special 2025 #1, Will of Doom #1, X-Vengers #3 )
What I'm Reading Next
I woke up this morning to find thatlysimache had gifted me an ebook entitled Here Comes the Pizzer: The Found Poetry of Baseball Broadcasts, by Eric Poulin, so I guess that's what we'll be doing dramatic readings of aloud for Christmas Eve. While eating pizza.
The title is a reference to this extremely classic Red Sox broadcast moment. Here comes the pizza.
(We usually read the Christmas story in Greek, Latin, or Old English for Christmas Eve but we can probably make some time for this.)
Nothing. Working on it.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( 1776 #2, Marvel Winter Break Special 2025 #1, Will of Doom #1, X-Vengers #3 )
What I'm Reading Next
I woke up this morning to find that
lysimache had gifted me an ebook entitled Here Comes the Pizzer: The Found Poetry of Baseball Broadcasts, by Eric Poulin, so I guess that's what we'll be doing dramatic readings of aloud for Christmas Eve. While eating pizza.The title is a reference to this extremely classic Red Sox broadcast moment. Here comes the pizza.
(We usually read the Christmas story in Greek, Latin, or Old English for Christmas Eve but we can probably make some time for this.)
Well, that wasn't in the kids' version
Dec. 20th, 2025 10:04 pmFor my last book of the year, I do indeed seem to be reading Pegasus: An Easy Ancient Greek Reader. This retells the story of Pegasus in very easy Ancient Greek with basically every word on the page in a facing glossary.
I had a big ol' book of Greek myths when I was a kid -- not one of the standard ones -- and of course my favorite story was the one about Bellerophon bridling Pegasus and then fighting the chimera. Because, you know. Horsie. It had, I think, a full-color plate for every story (this is why I suspect it wasn't one of the standard books because it was not heavily-illustrated). Now that I have looked around, I think it was this -- Myths Every Child Should Know -- which seems, uh, pretty obscure. I found a nicer PDF though.)
I remember being in, like, second grade and having painstakingly made and illustrated my own "book" of Pegasus, retelling the story in my own words, for some kind of school project, which I bound by having my parents help me wrap pieces of cardboard in pegasus-themed wrapping paper and then duct-taping the spine together. I definitely remember using my extremely fancy Prismacolor colored pencils to render the golden bridle. So I am deeply familiar with it... but only this one exact version.
Anyway, the story in Myths Every Child Should Know definitely did NOT mention that Bellerophon was in Lycia fighting the chimera because he'd been exiled from Corinth for killing a rando guy named Belleron -- apparently "Bellerophon" means "murderer of Belleron," and his previous name was Horse Mind (Hipponous) -- and he ended up in Argos as a guest of the king who ritually cleansed him of the miasma of his murder (lysimache says this is a cultural concept that everyone knows but I have never heard of this in my life) but then the queen decided she wanted to fuck Bellerophon and when he turned her down, she went to her husband the king and said Bellerophon had wanted to fuck her and therefore the king should have this guy killed. Of course she did.
So at this point in the story, Bellerophon is being sent to Lycia with a letter telling King Iobates (the wife's father) to have him killed, because the king of Argos can't just kill him because he's a guest he has ritually cleansed and eaten meals with and killing him is just Not Done. However, it's cool to send him to your father-in-law and have him kill him. That's fine. I love hospitality.
Apparently this part was not a Myth Every Child Should Know. Anyway! Looking forward to more unanticipated sex and violence!
I had a big ol' book of Greek myths when I was a kid -- not one of the standard ones -- and of course my favorite story was the one about Bellerophon bridling Pegasus and then fighting the chimera. Because, you know. Horsie. It had, I think, a full-color plate for every story (this is why I suspect it wasn't one of the standard books because it was not heavily-illustrated). Now that I have looked around, I think it was this -- Myths Every Child Should Know -- which seems, uh, pretty obscure. I found a nicer PDF though.)
I remember being in, like, second grade and having painstakingly made and illustrated my own "book" of Pegasus, retelling the story in my own words, for some kind of school project, which I bound by having my parents help me wrap pieces of cardboard in pegasus-themed wrapping paper and then duct-taping the spine together. I definitely remember using my extremely fancy Prismacolor colored pencils to render the golden bridle. So I am deeply familiar with it... but only this one exact version.
Anyway, the story in Myths Every Child Should Know definitely did NOT mention that Bellerophon was in Lycia fighting the chimera because he'd been exiled from Corinth for killing a rando guy named Belleron -- apparently "Bellerophon" means "murderer of Belleron," and his previous name was Horse Mind (Hipponous) -- and he ended up in Argos as a guest of the king who ritually cleansed him of the miasma of his murder (
lysimache says this is a cultural concept that everyone knows but I have never heard of this in my life) but then the queen decided she wanted to fuck Bellerophon and when he turned her down, she went to her husband the king and said Bellerophon had wanted to fuck her and therefore the king should have this guy killed. Of course she did.So at this point in the story, Bellerophon is being sent to Lycia with a letter telling King Iobates (the wife's father) to have him killed, because the king of Argos can't just kill him because he's a guest he has ritually cleansed and eaten meals with and killing him is just Not Done. However, it's cool to send him to your father-in-law and have him kill him. That's fine. I love hospitality.
Apparently this part was not a Myth Every Child Should Know. Anyway! Looking forward to more unanticipated sex and violence!
FIC: Steady (Avengers, Steve/Tony, M)
Dec. 19th, 2025 01:18 pmSteady (35953 words) by Sineala
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Avengers (Comics)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Steve Rogers, Tony Stark
Additional Tags: Romance, Love Confessions, Marriage Proposal, Depression, Alcoholics Anonymous, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Past Drug Addiction, Past Drug Use, Post-Marvel Comic Event: Secret Empire (2017), Post-Marvel Comic Event: A.X.E.: Judgement Day (2022)
Series: Part 2 of When Trouble Came
Summary: After the events of "When Trouble Came," Steve takes Tony home with him, back to his childhood apartment where he now lives, so they can spend the night together. Conversation ensues, and it becomes very clear that they're going to be together for a lot longer than just the night.
This is the epilogue to When Trouble Came that I promised I had. I thought that this was going to be a nice little timestamp from Steve's POV, and then I realized it was 35,000 words. Whoops.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Avengers (Comics)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Steve Rogers, Tony Stark
Additional Tags: Romance, Love Confessions, Marriage Proposal, Depression, Alcoholics Anonymous, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Past Drug Addiction, Past Drug Use, Post-Marvel Comic Event: Secret Empire (2017), Post-Marvel Comic Event: A.X.E.: Judgement Day (2022)
Series: Part 2 of When Trouble Came
Summary: After the events of "When Trouble Came," Steve takes Tony home with him, back to his childhood apartment where he now lives, so they can spend the night together. Conversation ensues, and it becomes very clear that they're going to be together for a lot longer than just the night.
This is the epilogue to When Trouble Came that I promised I had. I thought that this was going to be a nice little timestamp from Steve's POV, and then I realized it was 35,000 words. Whoops.
Wednesday Reading Meme
Dec. 17th, 2025 05:03 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Katie Chandler, Backhanded Compliments: A f/f tennis rivals-to-lovers romance that's also a name-on-wrist soulmate story, because I guess this is just what Real Books are like now. It's... okay? The smut was actually decent, and there was some interesting worldbuilding in here (everyone visits the archaeological museum of Naples and talks about the classical views of soulmates), but I think the author should have built up the rivalry before having them actually realize they were soulmates, because pre-existing character investment is not happening in original fiction, and it wasn't really clear to me why they couldn't just be together.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Alien vs. Captain America #2, Avengers #33 )
What I'm Reading Next
I have to read one more book this year so that I do not fail my pitiful Goodreads challenge.lysimache says I should finish reading this novella about Pegasus written for students learning Ancient Greek, but my bookmark fell out and I don't remember where I was. Also I forgot the word for "bridle."
Katie Chandler, Backhanded Compliments: A f/f tennis rivals-to-lovers romance that's also a name-on-wrist soulmate story, because I guess this is just what Real Books are like now. It's... okay? The smut was actually decent, and there was some interesting worldbuilding in here (everyone visits the archaeological museum of Naples and talks about the classical views of soulmates), but I think the author should have built up the rivalry before having them actually realize they were soulmates, because pre-existing character investment is not happening in original fiction, and it wasn't really clear to me why they couldn't just be together.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Alien vs. Captain America #2, Avengers #33 )
What I'm Reading Next
I have to read one more book this year so that I do not fail my pitiful Goodreads challenge.
lysimache says I should finish reading this novella about Pegasus written for students learning Ancient Greek, but my bookmark fell out and I don't remember where I was. Also I forgot the word for "bridle."When Trouble Came (87848 words) by Sineala
Chapters: 16/16
Fandom: Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Avengers (Comics)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Steve Rogers, Tony Stark
Additional Tags: Fix-It, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Pining, Depression, Getting Together, Romance, Love Confessions, Suicidal Thoughts, Alcoholics Anonymous, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Past Drug Addiction, Past Drug Use, Past Child Abuse, Post-Marvel Comic Event: Secret Empire (2017), Post-Marvel Comics Event: AXE Judgment Day (2022), Comic: Avengers Vol. 8 (2018)
Summary: After the defeat of the Progenitor, Tony is surprised to find that Steve has changed his mind and would now like to take him up on his offer to relax in the hot springs. Steve, more depressed than Tony has ever seen him, would like to compare notes on their respective judgments and find out how Tony's been doing in his newly-sober life. He'd also like to reveal a few long-held secrets about his feelings for Tony -- and there's more than one surprise here.
Remember me? I used to write fic! This is mostly unedited, but also it's been sitting here for about three years and I mostly just wanted it off my hard drive. Thanks to Blossom for cheerleading this while I was writing it.
This is about 90,000 words of meta disguised as fic, about Judgment Day and about how much I hate Cantwell's Iron Man run. Steve and Tony spend this entire story conversing in the Avengers Mountain hot springs. Then they fuck. That is the actual plot. There is also a short epilogue from Steve's POV, coming soon. They go to a different room for that one.
(When I say "short," I mean "35,000 words.")
Chapters: 16/16
Fandom: Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Avengers (Comics)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Steve Rogers, Tony Stark
Additional Tags: Fix-It, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Pining, Depression, Getting Together, Romance, Love Confessions, Suicidal Thoughts, Alcoholics Anonymous, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Past Drug Addiction, Past Drug Use, Past Child Abuse, Post-Marvel Comic Event: Secret Empire (2017), Post-Marvel Comics Event: AXE Judgment Day (2022), Comic: Avengers Vol. 8 (2018)
Summary: After the defeat of the Progenitor, Tony is surprised to find that Steve has changed his mind and would now like to take him up on his offer to relax in the hot springs. Steve, more depressed than Tony has ever seen him, would like to compare notes on their respective judgments and find out how Tony's been doing in his newly-sober life. He'd also like to reveal a few long-held secrets about his feelings for Tony -- and there's more than one surprise here.
Remember me? I used to write fic! This is mostly unedited, but also it's been sitting here for about three years and I mostly just wanted it off my hard drive. Thanks to Blossom for cheerleading this while I was writing it.
This is about 90,000 words of meta disguised as fic, about Judgment Day and about how much I hate Cantwell's Iron Man run. Steve and Tony spend this entire story conversing in the Avengers Mountain hot springs. Then they fuck. That is the actual plot. There is also a short epilogue from Steve's POV, coming soon. They go to a different room for that one.
(When I say "short," I mean "35,000 words.")
Wednesday Reading Meme
Dec. 3rd, 2025 01:21 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Nothing. It has been a very tiring week.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Doctor Strange #1, Fantastic Four #6, Ultimate Universe Two Years In #1, Ultimate X-Men #22, Wiccan Witches Road #1 )
What I'm Reading Next
Still working through the tennis soulmate romance.
Nothing. It has been a very tiring week.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Doctor Strange #1, Fantastic Four #6, Ultimate Universe Two Years In #1, Ultimate X-Men #22, Wiccan Witches Road #1 )
What I'm Reading Next
Still working through the tennis soulmate romance.
Clues By Sam
Dec. 2nd, 2025 06:26 pmPosting here in the hopes that typing this out will make me remember the name of the site: if you like logic puzzles, Clues by Sam is a fun little daily logic puzzle.
That is all.
That is all.
Wednesday Reading Meme
Nov. 26th, 2025 12:54 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Nothing. As you can tell, the past few weeks have really been Surprise Medical Problem Time, and while I have my brain back most of the time, I am not really having a lot of energy for sustained focus.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( X-Vengers #2 )
What I'm Reading Next
I just started reading a f/f tennis rivals-to-lovers name-on-wrist soulmate romance novel because I guess this is just what Real Books are like now.
Nothing. As you can tell, the past few weeks have really been Surprise Medical Problem Time, and while I have my brain back most of the time, I am not really having a lot of energy for sustained focus.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( X-Vengers #2 )
What I'm Reading Next
I just started reading a f/f tennis rivals-to-lovers name-on-wrist soulmate romance novel because I guess this is just what Real Books are like now.
Dead Space
Nov. 24th, 2025 09:35 pmI feel like I should post something. I have a bunch of half-finished video game review posts, but instead you get me half-assing a brand new game review. The review's brand new, I mean. The game's not. This is the PS5 remake of Dead Space, a sci-fi horror action-adventure game from... uh... some time ago. I'm not actually going to look anything up to write this. This is going great already.
You may have noticed that I can't actually really play action games. I can't! Nor do I own a PS5! But I do enjoy watching other people play video games, a pastime that is much easier to engage in now that Twitch and Discord exist, and my internet friendphoenixmetaphor likes to stream games and is kind enough to stream them while I am on voice chat and can help solve the puzzles. So I feel like I played the game even though technically I did not press the buttons. I have witnessed a lot of games in this manner, and it's just that my thoughts on Dead Space are shorter than my thoughts on Clair Obscur, any Dragon Age game (I have a half-finished massive review of Veilguard), the Silent Hill 2 remake, or, like, thirteen different Resident Evil games.
(Phoenix really likes the horror genre. I mostly hate horror movies/TV (my startle reflex is overactive and really painful, hooray for cerebral palsy) but I'm fine with games (provided someone tells me if there's spiders or eye injury) and mostly I just like watching my friends play games. And I like helping solve the puzzles, which rules out watching people I don't know, because they don't want you to do that.)
( Dead Space )
You may have noticed that I can't actually really play action games. I can't! Nor do I own a PS5! But I do enjoy watching other people play video games, a pastime that is much easier to engage in now that Twitch and Discord exist, and my internet friend
phoenixmetaphor likes to stream games and is kind enough to stream them while I am on voice chat and can help solve the puzzles. So I feel like I played the game even though technically I did not press the buttons. I have witnessed a lot of games in this manner, and it's just that my thoughts on Dead Space are shorter than my thoughts on Clair Obscur, any Dragon Age game (I have a half-finished massive review of Veilguard), the Silent Hill 2 remake, or, like, thirteen different Resident Evil games.(Phoenix really likes the horror genre. I mostly hate horror movies/TV (my startle reflex is overactive and really painful, hooray for cerebral palsy) but I'm fine with games (provided someone tells me if there's spiders or eye injury) and mostly I just like watching my friends play games. And I like helping solve the puzzles, which rules out watching people I don't know, because they don't want you to do that.)
( Dead Space )
Wednesday Reading Meme
Nov. 19th, 2025 03:12 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
It has been an unexpectedly stressful week and I have read nothing, alas.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Captain America #5, Nova Centurion #1, One World Under Doom #9, Spider-Man Holiday Spectacular #1, Ultimates #18 )
What I'm Reading Next
Still not sure yet. Working on having enough energy to read stuff.
It has been an unexpectedly stressful week and I have read nothing, alas.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Captain America #5, Nova Centurion #1, One World Under Doom #9, Spider-Man Holiday Spectacular #1, Ultimates #18 )
What I'm Reading Next
Still not sure yet. Working on having enough energy to read stuff.
Wednesday Reading Meme
Nov. 12th, 2025 04:45 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Diane Duane, Dark Mirror: Reviewed here.
Avengers Disassembled: Reread this for 616 Book Club; giving myself credit because otherwise I will not make my Goodreads goal.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( 1776 #1, Fantastic Four #5, Iron and Frost #2, New Avengers #6, Ultimate Black Panther #22, Ultimate Wolverine #11 )
What I'm Reading Next
Not sure yet.
Diane Duane, Dark Mirror: Reviewed here.
Avengers Disassembled: Reread this for 616 Book Club; giving myself credit because otherwise I will not make my Goodreads goal.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( 1776 #1, Fantastic Four #5, Iron and Frost #2, New Avengers #6, Ultimate Black Panther #22, Ultimate Wolverine #11 )
What I'm Reading Next
Not sure yet.
Today's cheap indie video game rec, found via a review at Ars Technica, is Skigill, which costs $5, currently $3.50 as a launch discount, and it is definitely at least as much fun as, say, a fancy caffeinated beverage of your choice, although admittedly it's less tasty.
It is yet another Vampire Survivors-esque "bullet heaven" roguelite auto-shooter -- you know, the kind where you dodge the enemies and the game does the aiming and firing for you. You know the kind of game I mean. The gimmick of Skigill here is that it is for people who really, really love RPG skill trees. You are actually running around on a giant skill tree, and as you kill enemies and collect XP, you can stand on any node of the skill tree (that is linked to one you have previously unlocked) and it will put your points in that skill, unlock new weapons, etc. So you are leveling up and building your character based on where you are running around.
There is of course also a second skill tree that you can access between runs and use to get yourself permanent stat increases. You know how this genre works.
It's in Early Access but there is enough content in here that it's pretty playable. The Mac port insists it is 32-bit and will not work, but this is lies; it works just fine on my M1 Air.
The game has extremely retro yellow-on-black pixel graphics and a chiptune soundtrack. The one downside is that the dev is committed to having no tutorial and in fact no in-game text whatsoever, which means I have absolutely no idea what most of these little symbols are or what they do or what my character is or how come when I stand on a skill node it doesn't unlock even though it looks like I have enough XP, which means I probably don't understand what the numbers in the game represent. But I will never know what I am doing wrong, because the game will never tell me.
Still, it's fun, if you like this genre of game. And skill trees.
It is yet another Vampire Survivors-esque "bullet heaven" roguelite auto-shooter -- you know, the kind where you dodge the enemies and the game does the aiming and firing for you. You know the kind of game I mean. The gimmick of Skigill here is that it is for people who really, really love RPG skill trees. You are actually running around on a giant skill tree, and as you kill enemies and collect XP, you can stand on any node of the skill tree (that is linked to one you have previously unlocked) and it will put your points in that skill, unlock new weapons, etc. So you are leveling up and building your character based on where you are running around.
There is of course also a second skill tree that you can access between runs and use to get yourself permanent stat increases. You know how this genre works.
It's in Early Access but there is enough content in here that it's pretty playable. The Mac port insists it is 32-bit and will not work, but this is lies; it works just fine on my M1 Air.
The game has extremely retro yellow-on-black pixel graphics and a chiptune soundtrack. The one downside is that the dev is committed to having no tutorial and in fact no in-game text whatsoever, which means I have absolutely no idea what most of these little symbols are or what they do or what my character is or how come when I stand on a skill node it doesn't unlock even though it looks like I have enough XP, which means I probably don't understand what the numbers in the game represent. But I will never know what I am doing wrong, because the game will never tell me.
Still, it's fun, if you like this genre of game. And skill trees.
Star Trek TNG: Dark Mirror by Diane Duane
Nov. 10th, 2025 06:16 pmReposting book reviews from Goodreads because why not? This one is obviously a reread!
For reasons that don't need exploring at this juncture, I haven't felt like reading basically anything at all in a long time, and definitely not novel-length fiction. But lately I have started to feel like my brain can hack it, and then I spent a while thinking I just wanted to read something I already loved, and then I stared guiltily at my TBR pile, and then I thought, fuck it, I'm just gonna read Dark Mirror again. Probably haven't read this in, like, fifteen years. So here I am.
( Dark Mirror )
For reasons that don't need exploring at this juncture, I haven't felt like reading basically anything at all in a long time, and definitely not novel-length fiction. But lately I have started to feel like my brain can hack it, and then I spent a while thinking I just wanted to read something I already loved, and then I stared guiltily at my TBR pile, and then I thought, fuck it, I'm just gonna read Dark Mirror again. Probably haven't read this in, like, fifteen years. So here I am.
( Dark Mirror )
Wednesday Reading Meme
Nov. 5th, 2025 02:32 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Still nothing.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Alien vs. Captain America #1, Avengers #32, Ultimate X-Men #21 )
What I'm Reading Next
No idea. Feeling like I might actually be able to get my brain to read books, though.
Still nothing.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Alien vs. Captain America #1, Avengers #32, Ultimate X-Men #21 )
What I'm Reading Next
No idea. Feeling like I might actually be able to get my brain to read books, though.
Critical Role and Dimension 20
Oct. 30th, 2025 09:43 pmBecause I needed a new actual-play show to watch as much as I needed, uh, a metaphor for a thing I don't really need, I started watching the brand-new Campaign 4 of Critical Role, because they promised it was going to be a new campaign in a new setting with no reference to any of their other stuff, so it would be a great jumping-on point. I have considered watching it before, but the amount of canon is... daunting. I cannot imagine how long it would take to watch all of that. I don't even know how anyone watches this as it airs! I get restless after watching two episodes of a TV show; there's no way I'm watching five hours of anything at a time.
And yet, here I am.
I suspect it is not going to be a fandom-fandom for me, because D20 is also not (it's one of those things where I like watching it but have basically zero interest in fanfic for it), and also Marvel Comics still has its grip on my soul, and then Star Trek has whatever's left of my katra. My forever fandoms, I guess. (I have free Paramount+. I should really watch more Star Trek. I am having problems focusing on things with plots, like fiction books or episodic TV. Critical Role is a really big ask for my brain right now, and somehow I am here anyway. This is why mostly this year I have been watching videos of other people playing Blood on the Clocktower.)
I of course keep comparing it to Dimension 20, a comparison that is inevitable now that Brennan Lee Mulligan is also DMing this campaign of Critical Role. So I guess this post is mostly a comparison.
( A tale of two actual-play shows... )
And yet, here I am.
I suspect it is not going to be a fandom-fandom for me, because D20 is also not (it's one of those things where I like watching it but have basically zero interest in fanfic for it), and also Marvel Comics still has its grip on my soul, and then Star Trek has whatever's left of my katra. My forever fandoms, I guess. (I have free Paramount+. I should really watch more Star Trek. I am having problems focusing on things with plots, like fiction books or episodic TV. Critical Role is a really big ask for my brain right now, and somehow I am here anyway. This is why mostly this year I have been watching videos of other people playing Blood on the Clocktower.)
I of course keep comparing it to Dimension 20, a comparison that is inevitable now that Brennan Lee Mulligan is also DMing this campaign of Critical Role. So I guess this post is mostly a comparison.
( A tale of two actual-play shows... )
Wednesday Reading Meme
Oct. 29th, 2025 04:18 pmWhat I Just Finished Reading
Nothing. Such a surprise.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Imperial #4, X-Vengers #1 )
What I'm Reading Next
No idea. So many books, so many migraines. Books are not happening.
Nothing. Such a surprise.
What I'm Reading Now
Comics Wednesday!
( Imperial #4, X-Vengers #1 )
What I'm Reading Next
No idea. So many books, so many migraines. Books are not happening.
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