Yes first journal, and yes i have been silent for a long time, barely commenting and mostly just faving things, the reason behind it? Depression and struggling to even do bassic things, reasons of me being in such a situation?
To make it short:
Since 2017 all the way up until 2020, my father had prostate cancer and took a while to get rid of it, a friend attempted to end himself in 2018 but luckely it didnt work, yet today he is missing but "alive" somewhere, the collegue i was going closed in 2019, making me start all over again in a new one, in 2020 lost my grandpa for the covid, and in 2021 my dog for old age(17) and a sickness, then in 2022 just a friend betraying me and just annoying things from this damn country that is a stressful circus, but finally nothing that serious.

But here we are, 2023, phisically improving but mentally still slightly a broken mess yet getting better and more energetic, struggling but slowly moving forward, and here is where i come to say i am getting back to business.

I will start submitting a good amount of old works i still find good to post, just to fill all the years i have been out while i prepare all the new stuff i have been doing and i am aiming forward, expect more activity and more interaction from me now on, cause if i dont push myself forward, nobody else will.

Best wishes.
Angelus.