and with that am going to be 36 years old...



A bit of a long ramble to those who read this.

it has been... quite the year to say the least.



Still single, still into kinky things, and still sucking at art.



Honestly if anything though? I just wish I was better at said art.

With things going on my front, I've hardly made time to do it. granted a few things I was able to color but can't really claim it as my own. even then, I feel it's miles more than most here are wanting to use AI. kinda makes me appreciate those who are just willing to make a "cruddy" sketch all the more worth it.



As the new year comes in, there's definitely still a lot going on in my neck of the woods.

A sibling marriage being one of them. So lots of family will be around. Part of me feels great about it, but the fact that I'm still the only one who hasn't even gotten a girlfriend kinda just sucks.



Doesn't make things better when most of the family views... don't agree with mine.

it's kinda funny, even before getting on DA I was told how to view things, and for a point... I did believe it 100%



But as time went on, I started to question and saw things differently, granted there are absolutely still people who want to take advantage of things for the wrong reasons. But so far least what I've came across? People just want to be who they are.



Also granted, there are still people who simply want to cause all sorts of trouble because that's the only enjoyment they get out of it. With how broken DA and other sites be now doesn't help. But I am happy that despite how things are, the people who I've came across here and such, have been great to share my interests with kink and so on.



This is genuinely the first time though I feel absolutely uncertain what's going to happen in the future. I want to be hopeful, but realistically if that makes sense. There's still problems a plenty and way more things are uncertain now.



Regardless of what happens though I hope it can be for good. and perhaps better. See you into the next year.