So I thought it was time for me to bring this out in the open. Seems like people will exit out my life one reason or another cause they can't handle my personality. I really do try to be social and push myself one way or another but meh here is a cheat sheet for people. I AM A QUITE PERSON DEAL WITH IT. I know shocker considering how much I do. Oh did I mention I am busy? I cook, clean, therapy, patron, blog, seconlife club manager, club twitter runner, videos, photos, wrestler, and more. So I understand if I am just to much to handle to be always the one to contact me. Its going to happen that I disappear or I am quite. I legit have my discord on offline more than online. I go through shit like any human breakups, self dought, depression, self conscious and the list goes on and on. I am just a person who is trying and if its not enough well I will not get upset if you walk away and unfriend me and live your life to get more attentive clingy personalities. I just like to do my own thing. I will try so many times to chat with you. I will not always say yes to hangout. I have my own way of things and I understand people have theirs. This is me and those who stick around are my people 100.

So yeah you got to know me and people who have been with me years understand or will wait til I change for them. I will not change for anyone anymore. I am to tired of wasting my time on it. I am tired of worrying about every single person emotion state before I breath. I am tired of going through a friendslist with a billion people just to make sure they are alive or otherwise. If you are constant with me I will try my best to be the same. I will not be quite anymore I will call you out on behavior that I don't deserved to be treated with or just walk away.