Gosh, what do I even say here? First of all, I guess sorry for no big group picture this time x3 I already did a lot, and didn't have energy for it anymore. So here's a thank you, for all the people who helped me through this year.
That being said, here's some thoughts I wrote, might not be the most comprehensible, but it's what came to mind, so...

Happy new year everyone~
This upcoming year will be the 5th year I exist as MooMaid. Out of all those years, this one feels like it's been all about change. Kinda fitting for a TF artist. Almost nothing ever stayed constant or stable this year.

It started out with both my parents catching covid and being in a quarantine together. The thought of losing our parents glooming over our heads for the first month of the year. Luckily neither me or my brother contracted it somehow and both parents recovered, though my mom's sense of smell still hasn't returned a year after covid.

Then came a positive change into my life, I met my partner, Lazhannya~ We got together really fast, and she became a beacon of light, pushing me to always be the best version of me. She still helps me grow to this day. She's crazy good, and capable of amazing things when she puts her mind to it. Such as driving for 8 HOURS STRAIGHT just in hopes to have a walk with me. Or putting together a most amazing present with my friends.

With our growing poly relationship however, came pain, as we ended up breaking up with our previous parnters. We helped each other make heads and tails out of this situation in the end..

A friend disapeared from the face of the earth, various dramas happened, and I was slowly getting emotionally drained. Then our family dog passed away, after weeks of figuring out what was wrong, and finally having a surgery to help her, she died the very next day. Before anyone could fully process that, my grandfather passed away as well, just as we were on our way to visit him and rest of our extended family.

At this point, my family life would never be the same. With Poland itself progressively getting worse, I actually chose the following change. I moved out and started living together with Laz. We were in a small dorm room at first, but it was an amazing, yet scary change. My german skills still need polishing :V

There was stress of my mom, the college, commissions, social stuff, and eventually I started sheltering myself for a long time. Another good change came though, with us buying an appartment, after a month of searching, we found an amazing place, and 2 lovely sphynx cats.

Fear of change kept creeping up, as our individual obligations kept threatening to take it away from us. We managed to avoid those changes luckily, and started focusing on the changes within ourselves.

Laz found a new partner, and we finally got a healthy polycule working x3 I finally got the chance to work on myself these past few months and discovered not only new things, but also rediscovered what made me love some things in the first place.

So... yeah, a year of change. Probably more happened than I can even remember to write in here, but after the most amazing christmas in my life, and looking back at this year, I realise most of these changes were really for the better, even if some of them were scary. I want to embrace those changes and move forward, changing for the better.
As for new years resolutions? Draw more TF that makes me happy, and express what I love in art. Get back to being more social with people, and make this new year the best I can.

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