Keep breaking, breaking.. Break!
"I try to hide myself
Give this to someone else
My hands are stained with scum
Wish I could wash it away
You keep taking, taking away
And keep breaking, breaking, break!"
Yes this is a reference to a Seether song. Song link: https://open.spotify.com/track/24VA.....639a8a930c4e26
A quick vent detailed sketch, low key I've been stressed to the point where I want to punch a legitament hole in the wall. For some of y'all that had read my update on Furaffinty, you kinda get the jist of what has gone down, while it is slightly getting more or less "tame". I'm trying my best to keep ahold of myself mentally, it's pretty hard to when I'm constantly being pressured, yelled at, and berated to the point that I'll snap at everyone around me. Which I really don't want to happen, I haven't done so thankfully. While I don't want to go over too much of what's going on, those who had talked with me in various servers, whether it be role-playing servers or just any group in general.. I've mentioned my own issues and their entirety.
To make this short: I'm doing okay, but not.
As for the character himself, he normally wouldn't resort to such drastic actions, in fact; it's very rare for him to lose his temper like that. In fact, there are a few images that even show him crying while he gets in this aggressive state. As this actually hurts him a lot to get mad. Quoting his bio really quickly: "He rarely gets flustered or annoyed and even when he is annoyed; he maintains a cool voice (even though he voices his displeasure)." While this is true, sometimes he'll blame himself over a few things, even if the problem isn't even his fault. Often to a degree he'll almost mentally self-destruct. Which leads to having emotional breakdowns. This often occurs when he feels pressured, stressed, or constantly tested to "see if he will snap." He is very patient, however, it takes a while for him to actually lose his cool or loose full control of his emotions. While it's uncommon, it doesn't mean it doesn't happen. When he does get like this, it is best to not approach him until he is completely calm. If he cries, approach him with a wary mind, he may seem vulnerable, but he might overreact, so approaching him in a calm manner will increase the chances of him relaxing, and settling down.
Anyways, I think that's it for the time being, I don't wanna get too carried away with descriptions. With that said, thanks for looking, and have a good one.
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🔹️Discord: SamGalaxy#9832
🔹️Telegram: Paws Kazami or PawstheArabianMau
🔹Furaffinity:
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🔵Paws Kazami & artwork © SamGalaxy🔵
Give this to someone else
My hands are stained with scum
Wish I could wash it away
You keep taking, taking away
And keep breaking, breaking, break!"
Yes this is a reference to a Seether song. Song link: https://open.spotify.com/track/24VA.....639a8a930c4e26
A quick vent detailed sketch, low key I've been stressed to the point where I want to punch a legitament hole in the wall. For some of y'all that had read my update on Furaffinty, you kinda get the jist of what has gone down, while it is slightly getting more or less "tame". I'm trying my best to keep ahold of myself mentally, it's pretty hard to when I'm constantly being pressured, yelled at, and berated to the point that I'll snap at everyone around me. Which I really don't want to happen, I haven't done so thankfully. While I don't want to go over too much of what's going on, those who had talked with me in various servers, whether it be role-playing servers or just any group in general.. I've mentioned my own issues and their entirety.
To make this short: I'm doing okay, but not.
As for the character himself, he normally wouldn't resort to such drastic actions, in fact; it's very rare for him to lose his temper like that. In fact, there are a few images that even show him crying while he gets in this aggressive state. As this actually hurts him a lot to get mad. Quoting his bio really quickly: "He rarely gets flustered or annoyed and even when he is annoyed; he maintains a cool voice (even though he voices his displeasure)." While this is true, sometimes he'll blame himself over a few things, even if the problem isn't even his fault. Often to a degree he'll almost mentally self-destruct. Which leads to having emotional breakdowns. This often occurs when he feels pressured, stressed, or constantly tested to "see if he will snap." He is very patient, however, it takes a while for him to actually lose his cool or loose full control of his emotions. While it's uncommon, it doesn't mean it doesn't happen. When he does get like this, it is best to not approach him until he is completely calm. If he cries, approach him with a wary mind, he may seem vulnerable, but he might overreact, so approaching him in a calm manner will increase the chances of him relaxing, and settling down.
Anyways, I think that's it for the time being, I don't wanna get too carried away with descriptions. With that said, thanks for looking, and have a good one.
🌺Where else can you find me and my works?🌺
🔹Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sam_galaxy1998/
🔹️Discord: SamGalaxy#9832
🔹️Telegram: Paws Kazami or PawstheArabianMau
🔹Furaffinity:
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/samgalaxy/
🔹Cats amino: http://aminoapps.com/p/xkwpzt
🔹DeviantArt: https://samgalaxy1998.deviantart.com/
🔹Furry Amino: http://aminoapps.com/p/hjr5i
🔹Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/user/WeightFar9041
🔹Trello: https://trello.com/b/10w0wxcV/the-felidaes-den
🔵Paws Kazami & artwork © SamGalaxy🔵
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It's been like this for me for at least, since February. I'm still receiving therapy for my anger, however being at home with "them" is a huge pain in the ass. It's like a chore to come home. Thankfully I got a new job, so hopefully with the amount of hours I get, I'll be gone by a year.
Speaking from experiance, dont try to punch holes in a wall or door. My dominate hand has permanent damage from when I was a teen and would punvh walls to vent.
(This was before I discovered the local arcade had a boxing game that I oculd deck without huring my fingers so much)
That said as a adult, people who knew me avoided me in certain moods and at work I had a rep as someone not to fuck with due to a punch.
Tails high my friend
(This was before I discovered the local arcade had a boxing game that I oculd deck without huring my fingers so much)
That said as a adult, people who knew me avoided me in certain moods and at work I had a rep as someone not to fuck with due to a punch.
Tails high my friend
Paws, being a ninja his body is condition to take drastic hits. Cannonaly, he's broken through bricks a few times, not without damage though. He has scars but I don't think he's broken them. Yet. I mean, he does the same with his feet.
Me myself and I have broken through thin walls before. When I say thin, I mean it's almost laughable. As for recent, I haven't punched any holes thank Bastet. Only reason why I haven't because I'm not that uncontrollable, I can hold back a lot. Though I dislike holding things in. So the possibility of this happening again is at least 23%.
Me myself and I have broken through thin walls before. When I say thin, I mean it's almost laughable. As for recent, I haven't punched any holes thank Bastet. Only reason why I haven't because I'm not that uncontrollable, I can hold back a lot. Though I dislike holding things in. So the possibility of this happening again is at least 23%.
I punched a granite wall out of frustration at losing a chase with a shoplifter, got at least one boxers fractur that to this day plays up in cold weather and has completly changed how the ligaments move.
Again doin't recommend as a way of dealing with temper.
My fursona on the other hand has scales/armour on his forelimes amongs other places so can happyly use his full strength if needed, given he/I also has sharp quills means he doenst have to often :)
(now thinking about it, would be a intresting spar paterner for them both)
Seriously, hope things settle down
Again doin't recommend as a way of dealing with temper.
My fursona on the other hand has scales/armour on his forelimes amongs other places so can happyly use his full strength if needed, given he/I also has sharp quills means he doenst have to often :)
(now thinking about it, would be a intresting spar paterner for them both)
Seriously, hope things settle down
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