Whether it's finally shining out or just vanishing is about anyone's guess...
...Could it even be yours to grasp, before it slips away once more?
...Or was it simply never meant for you in the first place?
...Is it ever truly your turn?

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A small life-sign update from me: My focus is way out-of-whack (again), and I barely have squat to show for it. That's on me, but hey, luckily no one's waiting on me, I guess?

Between countless migraines, household duties, on-and-off personal projects, and the ongoing mental health battles I'm faced with (including, but not limited to a friendship-related imposter syndrome), it's just so hard to find the quiet time I need to get my posting momentum back again, like I once had on deviantART, back when it was... not-so-sus, so to speak. Sometimes you feel like you learn a lot when you spend time away and really touch grass, only to realize you've still been so out of touch all this time. Your connections fade away, as does your motivation. It's just so hard to keep going anymore and often, I dance between not wishing to give up, and a hopeless stagnancy.

It's not like anyone really gives a hot dang, though, right? There's no need to apologize for my absence if there's been no one there to apologize to this whole time. I'm talking to walls. I'm talking to the air. I'm talking to myself, hoping sincerely that I haven't cracked into some kind of insanity yet.

On... the bright side, I have been... attempting to get back into the mood necessary to complete my intended introductions on this platform.

Some of that nonsense includes:
-Developing the language for Avaika's homeworld, Klawzora a bit more since the first time in March 2021... It's coming together quite nicely so far, but right now, the pages in said notebook are a mess, and I remain to contemplate tossing the planet up as a character page on Toyhouse, so I can stuff said pages in a side tab somewhere. Of course, when I get around to Klawzora-related material here, this will be linked in the description of at least one of those pieces... So I hope you may look forward to that.
-Finally cracking, because my significant other insisted that my historically perma-single StarWolf FC, Akaiva, be shipped. After a few mildly alarming jokes about clones, it wound up being a sensible one with a face of his own, don't worry. Perhaps I'll draw those two together sometime and post it, but it'll have to wait until after Klawzora's intro, the Unknown Blaze's rival team, and a few other misc faces I want to introduce.
-On the side, I've been working with my future timelines and such as well. For now, the work on these remains private until they see enough completion (yes, TH pages again), but perhaps soon, I could slam related drawings here and once again, link 'em for the curious passer-by!

Anyway, as stated before, the details/activities above are meant to try and get me back on track, in hopes I once more find the peace and quiet meant for batch-submissions. Though, as I've mentioned time and time again, my energy is... much too sporadic and hard to fully recover these days, so... do try not to hold your breath, if possible, please. X~X;;

Well... What's important, regardless, is that I pace myself, so here's hoping for the best, right?
I... wouldn't really be me without that hope, I'm sure...