It's been 3 years and still feels like yesterday.
You don't ever "get over it" you just get used to the hurt.
But grief is a process.
Time heals, be kind to yourself. Not every day is a good day and that's okay. Feel what you need when you can, it hurts because you loved them so much.
I miss you so much and wish I could tell you that your lil girl is doing okay.
Love you Pa