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Masterpost of my Fanfics

Why anyone wants to read these I will never know but I thank everyone of you for coming along these crazy adventures with me :) I am so excited every single time I post a story for you guys so when you guys comment your thoughts (even if your threatening to run me over because I gave Cassian a fiancee who’s not Nesta or made Nesta lose her memory) it makes my day! I love reading what you guys think about my stories. 

Last Updated: July 10, 2020 

Headcanons:

 Disneyland  (acotar) 

Text Posts: actoar   One  Two   Three   Four Five  Six  Seven  Eight   Nine 

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Cat Got Your Tongue: Nesta and Cassian decide to add to their family 

I’d Fly With You Anywhere: Cassian’s a “little” scared of flying 

Lockscreen: Nesta and Cassian through the ages

Enough is Enough:  Cassian doesn’t know how to keep quiet in class and Nesta has had enough of it 

Laser Tag: Nesta is a little too competitive 

Keep your eye on the puck: Nesta and Cassian are on the same hockey team

Princess Dragon Dream: Cassian learns that Nesta sleep talks 

Amnesia:  Cassian and Nesta’s wedding doesn’t exactly go as planned. 

Multi-chapter Fanfictions

The Selection AU: 1 + 2 3 + 4  5 + 6 7 + 8 9 + 10 11 + 12 13 + 14 15 + 16 17 + 18 19 + 20 

N.E.I.G.H.B.O.R.S - Complete (Nessian)  A story (very) loosely based off of Friends. it goes from 0-100 real quick.  

Wrong Number - Complete (Nessian + some Feysand)  A modern Au where Nesta gets a wrong number, falls in love, and ends up getting kidnapped.  

Cold as Ice - In progress  Nesta Ice skating x Cassian Hockey Player 

It’s Hard to Say Goodbye - On Hold (Nessian + maybe some Elriel/Feysand)  Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six Part Seven Part Eight 

Pride and Prejudice - In Progress

In the Next Life - Ongoing  This is a series thing about every life Nesta and Cassian find themselves in. You ca read all of them or you can read one of them. They don’t go together. Part One // World War II AU // 

Angstmas

2018: 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 // 9 // 10 // 11 (pt 2) // 12 // 13 // 14 // 15 // 16 // 17 // 18 // 19 // 20 // 21 // 22 // 23 // 24 // 25 

2019: 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 // 9 // 10 // 11 // 12 // 13 // 14 // 15 // 16 // 17 // 18 // 19 // 20 // 21 // 22 // 23 // 24 // 25

I’m eternally frustrated by the knee-jerk reaction of, “I’m sorry,” whenever someone mentions having a disabled or autistic child. Why is pity the default? That response signals to kids from the start that they’re somehow burdens, as though their very existence is a hardship others must endure. Over time, all that pity seeps into their sense of self, fueling self-doubt and shame in every aspect of life. No child should grow up feeling like an accident or an afterthought—yet rhetoric around disability often implies exactly that.

People go so far as to warn against vaccines because “they might cause autism” (which isn’t even a true claim), as if being autistic is somehow worse than facing a life-threatening illness. Or the moment a disabled child is born, parents receive condolences instead of the usual congratulations, essentially denying the child’s worth. Worse, these narratives prioritize the parents’ struggles over the child’s feelings, even though it’s the child who’s internalizing these hurtful perceptions every single day.

It’s hard growing up autistic, disabled, or both—and beyond the symptoms themselves making life harder, so much of the struggle is due to others’ insensitivity.

black widow!reader x tf141 idea/blurb

okay okay, hear me out. you grew up in the red room, a brainwashed and manipulated black widow. after an investigation done by the CIA, you were able to escape and befriended kate laswell. she took you in and was like a mother to you, helping you turn your life around. you agreed to do work for the CIA so as to avoid being arrested for your crimes as a russian spy.

makarov is a ghost from your past. the details are hazy but, he had affiliations to the red room. you knew him, he knew you. when he popped up on tf141’s radar, laswell suggested you join to aid them in taking makarov down.

at first, you didn’t get along great with the tf141. they were wary of a newcomer, especially someone who didn’t like sharing their past. however, you proved yourself on the field, and befriended the team members. price took you under his wing, as he greatly trusted laswell.

you were a great fit and continued to operate on the team even after makarov was dealt with.

until, you went missing.

tf141 went feral. they were determined to find you and so was laswell. little did they know, they’d be heading straight into the red room, and would learn all the details you tried to hide about your past.

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