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@aeternal-nightmare

Artist (use # my art tag!!) / 24 y.o / multifandom /

Hewwo this is my blog where I post #my art and also thoughts, memes, photos (rarely), edits, and reblog stuff I like.

24 y.o, she/her or he/him.

Simping for fictional characters with questionable personalities is a full time job and I'm dedicated

Joining the war on npd on the side of npd.

I post nsft texts and arts sometimes. Not often but keep that in mind. redacted: pretty often.

Fandoms and things I like (and draw probably):

- Those Poor Bastards and other (gothic) country, americana, all of that. Batman (I love Riddler and he's literally me by the way). TWBB, also I'm a fan of Paul Dano in general. Alien movies by Ridley Scott. Cthulhu Mythos. Dragonlace and the Last Trial. TES. Silmarillion. Star Wars (esp prequels). WARHAMMER (admech <3) At this point I think maybe would be more useful to make a picture with all that. Okay enough for now. I'll go drink some water.

My arts btw>>>

The Creature calling itself Viktor and following Viktor around is so much more tragic when you know how babies develop and how newborns don't yet realise they and their mothers are two separate people. And one of the first things babies realise about themselves is that they're a whole separate person. And one of the first things they do when they start developing as a person is find out they have hands and play with them and with textures and start exploring. And when they want to start talking, they put their hands and fingers on their parents lips and throats to figure out how that sound is coming out of there and then they start imitating. Guillermo Del Toro nailed every single step of human development in such a beautiful celebration of life.

And Viktor abused the crap out of the poor creature for not being smart enough when it was only following natural developmental milestones. Because, like most men, like his own father, he wanted to create life but he wasn't interested in raising it beyond that and instead wanted it to be born a doctor ready to show the world how smart Viktor is for creating a carbon copy of his brain except in a stronger immortal body. Elizabeth gave him five minutes of love and let him explore how sounds come out of her mouth and he started talking.

Idk why some people are complaining about the movie being different from the book when the essence is literally the same, Viktor created life as if it were a godly feat and not something women have been doing since the dawn of humanity, and then he abandoned that life as deadbeat dads do. And that abandonment is what created a monster out of an innocent souls who could have become a beautiful being had it been nurtured. That's literally what Mary Shelley wrote. She would have been proud of this story. On top of being an incredibly gorgeous visual story, the narrative is very loyal to the point Shelley wanted to make.

Maybe unpopular opinion but I don't like most of those overly dramatic quotes about love from classic authors. They make me feel absolutely nothing at best. Maybe it's also because I know just how many of those men were treating irl women absolutely terrible. And, honestly, it's not even surprising - because such exaggerated, overpassionate shit means basically nothing in reality. So, as for me, I don't trust it at all, nor need anything like that.

Words much more simple seem way more sincere and cute to me.

Started reading ranfren (*゚▽゚*)

My goal for the year 2026 is to become the worst version of myself possible

Hour of prayer

(Four versions because I couldn’t decide which one I liked the best)

Fanfiction exists for TWO reasons:

  • Dealing with complex thoughts and emotions I can't work through in therapy, like grief, despair, a complicated relationship with pain and addiction
  • Seeing the same characters fuck over amd over again

And they can be both at the same time if you want!

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