castiellesbian:

castiellesbian:

i have no proof of this but i like to think that “prev tags” started during the destielblr renaissance when we were all obsessing over meta and making fun little jokes together. idc if that’s not even when they started, that’s the origin to me <3

like all i’m saying the first instance of me using “previous tags” was between 15x18 and 15x19 and the first instance of “prev tags” was before the finale. of course i could have just been late to the prev tagging game but that’s the closest i can get to looking up the origins

ilya is watching shane’s documentary about his house and he is surrounded by every throw cushion he owns because they remind him of his man!!!!!!!

toneelspeelster:

i am glad you are here. me too.

miscelium:

leguin:

i like that every episode emphasizes that wherever ilya goes he’s seeing ads of shane hollander almost naked and advertising luxury goods. on top of all his other trials and travails, he has to deal with that.

to steal a tag from @24x81: #you know him in ways all these other people don’t and still you can only have him the way they do

imagine hudson and connor at the met gala!

!

can’t get over connor storrie with troy bolton hair like it has actually changed me

truly overcome with the thought of shane, whose entire life and all his decisions have been mapped out for him by his mum, his team, his sponsors (and to a degree, ilya)

and ilya, who has spent his life giving and giving and giving, making sure his family has everything they need, paying for everything, organising help and housing and food and clothes and caskets

watching shane sit awake all night planning their life together, mapping out a future for them. and ilya waking up to a speech about all the ways he will be taken care of without having to plan and own it all, but without being pushed out of the conversation like he was with his family.

they’re just!!!!! being what each other so desperately need and allowing themselves to love and be loved in the way they have dreamed of for their whole lives

corneliaavenue:

i love being a fangirl. i was always meant to care too deeply about the media i consume

ticklefighthockey:

ticklefighthockey:

tonight I’m hurting my feelings thinking about how one of the first things Ilya says to shane after telling him about his mother’s suicide is I don’t want you to think she was weak. it kills me. shane’s obviously not sitting there judging ilya’s mother as weak! it’s so clear that ilya’s talking to someone else in that moment, speaking aloud the words he could never say to his father. ilya as a child in his father’s house, listening to his father lay into to his mother the way he does to ilya in sochi. too young and powerless to speak up for her or step in between them. you’re weak you’re contemptible you’re defective. how are you not ashamed? aghh it hurts my heart. the abandoned child still defending her memory. still guarding her from anyone who might judge her too harshly or try to pick her apart. she wasn’t weak. she was so funny and beautiful. I don’t want you to think she was weak.

hey quick question @belly-aches why’d you have to hurt my feelings so bad

ahotknife:

ahotknife:

much to be said about the fact the costume designer for heated rivalry said that shane and yuna are both wearing linen in the coming out scene on purpose. because she wants it to be obvious that yuna buys shane clothes. and then shane subsequently makes active choices to wear those clothes when he is around her because he wants her to know that he loves her. but he also wants to show that he can be what she wants him to be by wearing what she wants him to wear. not sure if i have the strength to say it. in fact i need to lie down

this is from hanna puley’s instagram btw

chapeldean:

just out of curiousity, for those of you who have watched heated rivalry:

i had high expectations and i liked it

i had high expectations and i did not like it

i had low expectations and i liked it

i had low expectations and i did not like it

i had no expectations and i liked it

i had no expectations and i did not like it

i had [something else] and i [had some other feeling about it]

i have not watched heated rivalry

i wish this poll was about supernatural instead

malewag:

having a job and a life is really eating into my thinking about heated rivalry time

sightofsea:

says a lot about spn that nobody expected a secret good episode everybody was like yeah this was always going to be dogshit

rvcha:

this was their last kiss before the “we didn’t even kiss” scene in vegas. girl i would have been devastated too.