I miss Aniwave, and I miss using Disqus. The dopamine rush I would get from people agreeing or disagreeing with my take was orgasmic, for lack of a better word. I don’t think I can find that sensation in real life—not that I’m seeking it, but I did enjoy it lol. Validation whore if I’m being real.

I’ve been window shopping too, thinking about all the drip I’m gonna buy in 2026 lol. Too many tabs, not enough pees. Soon come, hopefully.

When I’m really deeping it, this year stank compared to last year in terms of personal growth. Everything externally got better but I’m not really moved by that… is that selfish of me? I don’t know, maybe my comparisons are screwing my view of things. Yeah, not everything has to be the same or better I guess.