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You didn’t speak to the human.

Not a single word, hiss, or threat. Not even the satisfaction of letting him know you understood his language well enough to be offended by it.

You sank to the bottom of the spring and sat there in the cold, clear water like a stone that had learned how to hate. Above you, the human remained.

That, more than anything, was strange.

You had expected shouting, demands, or posturing. The crude confidence of a land-dweller who believed a weapon and a trap made him powerful. You had expected him to loom at the edge of the water, to gloat, to poke and prod and test how frightened you were.

Instead, the human just sat.

(short reacts) vol. 2 | "you can't sleep" + one piece men

summary: it's quiet. dark. the hour when everyone else is asleep and the world is still. but you? you can't sleep. so you go find him.

characters: zoro, sanji, beckman, kidd, kuzan, smoker, doflamingo, lucci

volume 1 here: (crocodile, mihawk, marco, ace, shanks, law, corazon)

Tags: Comfort, slight angst. SFW. Reader is she/her. Some can be read from sh!reader’s pov but it can also be read separately. This post is a lot heavier and more personal to me as a writer so i won’t be taking any request on this fic.

I had no intention of actually posting any of these so I’m not sure what tags to include sorry if I’ve missed somethings ><‘

TW: Suicide, sh, vomit and mentions of drug usage. Please read safely everyone!

Note: I’ve struggled with mental health for so much of my teen years — and December is an especially rough month as it marks a two year anniversary since I survived an attempt.

I remember picking myself up from the floor, and forcing myself to vomit the pills back up. I remember how I cleaned up the mess and dragged my body to the shower to wash out the spit, the blood, the residue from my hair and body. By myself. On my own.

I felt like a used rag, a lump of rotten meat, a dirty wound better left untreated.

That feeling — of pure loneliness, of the realisation I will never have someone to come and save me; is a devastation I don’t wish on anyone at all. No one should have to be found bleeding or left to treat their own gashes. In that moment, I wanted nothing more but a warm hand pressed against my cheek. One that I never got.

I mourn that girl from two years ago, even now when I’m a bit wiser, stronger. In short; I wrote these fics to give myself that warmth, that comfort I never dreamed to recieve.

I never intended to post these fictions as they were nothing but for my own comfort, but hey, we all struggle. And if this can make someone feel seen — then exposing my own dark mind is nothing to a warmth better shared.

Mental health looks different for everyone, but we all try to make something out of our lives despite the circumstances. And I think there is beauty in that.

Take care, and don’t give up! You’ll be okay, even for just a day, even for just a moment. And if you’ve read this far — Much hugs and kisses to you! Stay safe! ><

A/N: thank you @austrianmusiclover13 for your request about "Marco or Hongo for a reader who has aches in their joints despite being young?" I went with Marco bc despite me really really liking Hongo I have no clue how to write him. And i really feel you about thehip and lower back pain I've been in therapy for quite some time bc of it now.

Warnings: none really, sfw, fluff, Marco calling you little bird, established relationship indicated

Characters: Marco x GnReader

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“ our understandings of the word POWER are fundamentally different. “

Ships passing in the night

This is the prettiest he’s ever looked and I will die on this hill

“All Waves, Rise now and Become my Shield, Lightning, Strike now and Become my Blade — Sōgyo no Kotowari”

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Daddy?

Sorry

Daddy?

And I WANT him in my bloodline!!!!