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who the hell is this guy??

name -> vix <- this is me. hi :)

pronouns -> any

age -> minor

blurb of my life -> i listen to music a lot. write poetry. listen to more music. moan about being tired. stay up all night. get sad cos bowie's dead. take photos of weirdly dressed people in music venues. do wordle. forget to practice my 5 instruments. stay awake to watch the sunrise and fall asleep too early. that's about it.

some more info bout me and tag system under the cut!! :)

#intro post#existance#little changelings#vitally unimportant information#song of the day#questionable poetry#vixen's asks#a tale as gay as time#dancing cartoon eyebrows
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apocalyptic-endings asked:

HI!!!

we were moots right?

i accidently deleted my old blog cos im a dumbass and im tryna chase up all my old moots haha...

so i thought i'd just drop in to say hi how are youuuu? :)

vix

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peanut-jelly answered:

omg hello hahahah glad you’re back!!!!

i’m doing good :) finals week so a little stressed but the tests aren’t too hard!!!

how about you?

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ayy that's good! oh tests... funsies :P

i'm pretty good thanks! currently choosing which piece of music im going to play for a competition in march! i've got ages but i didn't realise the deadline for applying is in... 4 days... haha...

#vixens asks#lil changelings
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faeblixxx asked:

Hiiii I LOVE that ask list you posted

I have chosen two questions

Do you have to be related to someone to be family?

Are you in love? Do you want to be in love?

HAVE A GOOD DAY xx

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Hey Fable!

5) Do you have to be related to someone to be family? No. I always feel honoured if someone who I am not blood related to describes me as, or treats me as family. It's one of the best feelings in the world - because for many people simply being true friends is sufficient, but to know that these people chose to hold you even closer than that is something truly indescribable. You do not get to decide who is your blood family, but everyone should have a chosen family. Having a set of people of all ages who - knowing or unknowingly - can fill the gaps that are too often left by blood families is something everybody deserves.

7) Are you in love? Do you want to be in love? Yes. Sometimes I believe it would be easier if I wasn't, but from experience - breaking up with someone isn't the same as falling out of love with them, and ultimately the break up didn't get us anywhere, except from back together. It is undeniable that I am still very much in love with a few chosen people in my life. Occasionally I wish I could be more in love with myself in some ways, but I know that until I am, the people I love will simply love me extra just to make up for it.

signing off

vix <3

#a tale as gay as time#ask game#vixens asks
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greetings lil changelings

existing leaves me perpetually exhausted, but i woke up this morning having realised that now, more than ever i am coming to terms with the fact that life - in all honesty - doesnt care, it will carry on regardless, so even if i do not have the energy, motivation or hope to get up in the morning, the sun will still bloody rise and make me get on with my life.

the massive rows and snippy arguments of an evening that leave my family and friend groups shattered and scattered in pieces across the country? yes i will sit up all night worrying about them, but ultimately they're not going anywhere, and even when i genuinely do not have the time, patience or self control to be the clotting factor for our friendships, they still heal - whether it's as a result of other people stepping up, or time simply relentlessly dragging us all behind him until we find our feet again.

signing off

vix

#existance#vitally unimportant information#words
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mongoosewithaharmoniica asked:

hello there vix

how has being a person been treating you recently?

If you were to live in any fictional book, which would it be? Would you prefer to be part of the plot, working with the main characters? Or would you prefer to stay with your peace, a fly on the wall, living however you see fit without the worries about whatever it is your universe asks?

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greetings mongoose!

being a person isn't too bad as of this particular moment on this rather rainy day.

In attempting to answer my own question I have discovered that all my favourite books would be rather dire places to live - I do not believe that anyone in their right mind would genuinely wish to be confined to The Handmaid's Tale, or The Boy In Striped Pyjamas...

It certainly took some consideration, and a good 10 minutes of scanning my bookshelves - but I have settled on His Dark Materials - by Philip Pullman. If you do not happen to be familiar with this trilogy it is about a world where every human walks the earth with a daemon, a shapeshifting, talking animal which is as much a part of them as their own soul. I would love to summarise it better but even the first book is so intricate that explaining it risks leaving some important detail out... My favourite part of the world created by the books is the fact that there are no phones, no TVs, no modernisation - zeppelins, gas lamps and horse drawn gypsy wagons are familiar pieces of everyday life

In this world I believe I would rather be a fly on the wall - as many of the characters in the main plot end their stories by dying, being locked up in prison, have their daemon cut away from them with a Maystadt anbaric scalpel, or passing through to other worlds such as ours - which are reachable via 'the gaps' or the Northern Lights. None are overly pleasant or peaceful outcomes.

Were I to be the same as any average human living in this world I would likely lead a normal life - providing I stayed out of trouble of course...

vix

#dancing cartoon eyebrows#vixens asks#lil changelings
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i hereby present to you a tag game!

it's a picrew one BUT instead of making yourself - make your favourite musician and write your current favourite song by them! and try to guess who the person who tagged you made!

my favourite current song = rock n roll suicide

np tags (just lemme know if you'd like me to not tag you in the future) - @shadykoalaninja @evskiii @faeblixxx @mongoosewithaharmoniica @raeprise @paraskeinia @poe-the-failure @axolotlmage47

#tag game#music#picrew#picrew tag game#just for the funsies :)
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100 good questions to ask your friends at 4:02 am when you can’t sleep (can also function as an asks list)

  1. Are you bothered by your cosmic insignificance?
  2. Do you mourn for a place or person you’ve never known?
  3. Do you really think there is somebody for everybody?
  4. Do you place any value in gender roles?
  5. Do you have to be related to be family?
  6. Are your platonic relationships just as valuable as romantic or family ones?
  7. Are you in love? Do you want to be?
  8. Do you think you can put love into categories (family, platonic, romantic, etc.) or is it just one general sensation?
  9. Would you be happy with a life without romance? 
  10. Are you always going to be a little in love with somebody?
  11. Would you change your appearance if you could?
  12. Do you have the feeling you’ve lost something you might have had in another life - whether it be a person, a place, a world, a language, etc.?
  13. Do you believe in reincarnation?
  14. Would you want to be reincarnated?
  15. Do you think you’re special, or just another person amongst billions? Can you be both?
  16. Do theoretical ethical debates have any value? Is it important people discuss ethical dilemmas, e.g. the trolley problem?
  17. Did you have imaginary friends? Do you still have them?
  18. Are you religious? Do you think your religion is ‘correct’?
  19. If you aren’t religious, do you wish you were? Why?
  20. Do you want a grand adventure?
  21. Do you have somebody, whether it be a friend or stranger, who you think you could have loved if the circumstances were different?
  22. How long does it take you to fall in love with somebody?Is the sensation of ‘falling in love’ or ‘being in love’ better?
  23. Is love about convenience or something more? Can it be about both?
  24. Do you think you really understand your gender and sexuality?
  25. How fluid is your concept of gender and sexuality?
  26. What’s the most life-changing choice you’ve made so far?
  27. Are you afraid of growing old?
  28. Would you want to live forever? How about for a billion years, a million, a millennium, a century?
  29. Do you believe in some form of god/s?
  30. Are your choices fated or of your own free will?
  31. Do you have a hunch about how you’re going to die?
  32. Do you believe in star signs?
  33. How old do you have to be to be considered an adult?
  34. Was your childhood happy?
  35. What are you missing from your life?
  36. Have you ever met someone who had a very similar personality to your own? Did you get along?
  37. Do opposites attract?
  38. Is your life what you expected it would be five years ago?
  39. Do you know what you want out of life?
  40. What makes a person ‘good’? Are you a ‘good person’?
  41. What fundamentally matters do you?
  42. Is freewill an illusion?
  43. Do you create art? How do you define art?
  44. How often do you lie? Is all lying inherently bad? Are you generally truthful?
  45. Do you want to be remembered after your death? What for?
  46. Is true world peace ever possible?
  47. Do you have to suffer to truly understand the human condition? What is the human condition? How can you really experience it?
  48. Are you free? Will you ever be? Can anyone be truly free?
  49. Do you hold yourself to higher standards than you hold others?
  50. What do you expect from a friend or partner?
  51. What question could you ask to find out the most about a person?
  52. Do you justify all your beliefs or have you just inherited/absorbed some?
  53. Which beliefs do you have that is most likely to be wrong?
  54. Can human really understand the complete nature of the universe, space and time?
  55. Is a conscious what makes someone a person?
  56. What do you think about artificial intelligence?
  57. Do you thinks humans are obsessed with escapism (books, video games, movies, etc.)? Are you looking for an escape? Do you think that’s a bad thing?
  58. Are we eventually going to ‘run out’ of new combinations for music, art, language, etc.? Is there a limit to human creativity?
  59. What do you think the next era of music will be like?
  60. What do you think the next era of fashion will be like?
  61. Do we live in tumultuous times, or do they just seem so strange because we’re living in them?
  62. Would you want to meet a clone of yourself? Would you like them?
  63. How confident are you, really?
  64. How consistent is your perception of time?
  65. What age should people be allowed to vote? Should children and teenagers be allowed to vote?
  66. How do you feel about the idea ‘an eye for an eye’?
  67. What’s the worse thing a person can be?
  68. How do you feel about monogamy?
  69. Can you be in love with someone and still fall in love with someone else?
  70. What’s the tragedy of your life?
  71. Would your life make a good play?
  72. Should people be prosecuted for crimes that weren’t considered crimes at the time?
  73. Would you fight for your country? Do you feel a sense of loyalty to your nation?
  74. Do you believe in gender equality in every aspect?
  75. Do we have a moral obligation to care for others? To what extent?
  76. Do you crave approval and/or praise?
  77. Is there comedy in all tragedy and tragedy in all comedy?
  78. Are you ever going to be satisfied?
  79. When you are sad, do you listen to music that conveys your emotions or music that makes you happy?
  80. Is your music organised by mood or sensation or do you just listen to everything at any time?
  81. Would you marry a friend if they needed you to (e.g. for citizenship)?
  82. Are you a deep person?
  83. Given the chance to live your life on Mars, with no hope of returning to Earth but with the promise of scientific discovery and glory, would you take it?
  84. Are you who people think you are?
  85. Do you think you would be happier if you had been born a different gender, sexuality, race, ethnicity, nationality or religion?
  86. What’s your toxic trait? Are you trying to improve yourself and fix it?
  87. Do you anger easily?
  88. Are you a jealous person?
  89. If you lost all your memories, would you have the same personality?
  90. Given the chance to reset your life (with none of the knowledge you currently have), would you take it?
  91. Is hate as strong as love? Who do you hate?
  92. Do you speak multiple languages? Which do you dream in? What language would you want to learn?
  93. Do you draw meaning from your dreams, or do you disregard them?
  94. How would you describe yourself when you love? Do you love forcefully, unconditionally, gently, quietly, desperately?
  95. Is unrequited love real love?
  96. Is your perception of yourself similar or the same to how others perceive you?
  97. Are you overly analytical?
  98. Do you ever feel that you are really a terrible person, and only act good out of societal or some other obligation?
  99. Do you believe in magic? Are you superstitious?
  100. What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in?
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moots! lil changelings! i summon you to ask me thingssss :)

#slightly scared as i havent read all of these through whoopsies#too lateeeee haha
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shadykoalaninja asked:

Tell me, what is your favourite colour of the sky?? :D

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WOAHH hello Mawce... 2 asks from my lil changelings in one day!!

i have so many, because I never see the same one twice. were i to whittle it down to 3 (and you have NO IDEA how much effort that took!)

  • the colour of the sky just after a storm when you can see the literal rays of sun shining through the rips in the grey clouds and they almost look solid
  • the colour of the sky when the sun sets and the clouds look like they've been dipped in an painter's brush pot after they've painted a bouquet of summer roses
  • the colour of the sky shortly after midnight, preferably spangled with shooting stars, so dark that your eyes start to hurt and you begin seeing things in the corner of your vision

Signing off Vix

#the mawce#vixens asks
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faeblixxx asked:

HI VIX good to have you back

interestingly ive never actually watched to any of your favourite films! though id be willing to bet you havent watched any of mine

which if any do you think id like? id like to watch some of them if i have a chance

ALSO HI HOW ARE YOU!!

<3

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Hey Fable!

aw they're amazing films! They're all rather sad though... here's a low down of them...

Bohemian Rhapsody - it's a Queen biography - not 100% accurate chronologically speaking - but the actors and the actual film is amazing! also fake-brian-may looks scarily like the real-brian-may tw - um... none? i don't think? just the general stuff you'd expect from rock and roll?

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower - AMAZING watch! It's awfully sad but also completely wholesome, it's available on YouTube for free! It features a bowie song, gay peoples, sequin tights and late night car rides tw - suicide, self harm, sexual abuse, drugs, sex

The Fault In Our Stars - this one is beautifully sad, it's a romance gone wrong, that was amazing when it lasted. tw - death (cancer)

The Theory Of Everything - oooh so i like this one, it's about the life of stephen hawking (played by eddie redmayne (<3)) very very very well made tw - i don't think there are any :)

(plus an extra one)

The Impossible - this has young tom holland (14) in it and it's amazing. it's based on the true events of the 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami tw - natural disaster, death, a lot of wounds, general real-life-chaos

ALSO I AM GOOD THANK YOU!

Signing off

Vix

#a tale as gay as time#vixens asks#films
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hey guys, it's vix.

i've tagged to let yall know i accidently deleted my account (yes. i know. i'm a dumbass) and i can't get it back (pls pls pls tell me if there's a way)

but just letting you know I AM STILL HERE!

@shadykoalaninja @mongoosewithaharmoniica @faeblixxx @evskiii @gh0stwithaheart @axolotlmage47

uh. that's about it. i can't remember the other ones' NAMES im so sorryyyy

sorry guys i'll try set it all back up how it was, if you could reblog this i'd really appreciate it cos i had a bunch of moots whose names i can't remember off the top of my head and i'd love to get them back and have my lil blog how it was before :(

vix

#i was such a dumbass#basically i tried to create a sideblog#it went wrong#so i deleted it#and my main on in the process...#aaaaa

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