okay smilk system cuz I need to outline this for the thing im writing

Deceit: the Shadow Milk we know. Used to actually be called Shadow Milk until recently (shortly before the start of Lingering Fragments)

Blueberry Milk: FoK. Has no idea he ended up falling too (dissociative barriersgo hard) and is entirely devoted to bringing the beasts back to what they used to be. Also kinda creepy because he wants to study EVERYTHING

Juniper Berry: Sage of Truth. Deceit hates her. Somewhat omnipresent (near-always co-con)

Shadow Flare: chaos. Burning spice but less destructive and more psychological torture.

Soul Crowne: Ad-Lib ending. That’s the only way I can describe him. He HATES Pure Vanilla with a passion

uhh yeah lingering fragments is eating my writing motivation B)

heh.. heheh.

I have writing motivation. You know what that means.

guess who’s finally writing system smilk.. and shadowvanilla.. meeee…

ao3 shall fear my shit writing :fire:

I hate him

this fuckass dragon. Why did I have to get attached to him. Aaa.

(Once I finish pv’s design im drawing ship art trust)

im going to explode

not only do I have to draw sage of truth. Now I have to draw fount too because he got a confirmed canon design

I haven’t even finished base smilk btw

fuck.

Crk fanfic ramblings from TCS

Seeing characters i love deal with problems i deal with is fun as shit

there’s this one shadowvanilla fic on ao3 thats really absolute cinema to the point i was reading it for like 3 hours yesterday. It has like 120k words. I haven’t read anything THAT long consecutively since jambound. (I also went and reread the last 3 chapters again because.. smilk.)

my attention span is generally shit so if something’s able to hook me for THAT long im impressed.

it was suchhhh a fucking emotional roller coaster but holy SHIT was it good.

it also has system smilk. I’m such a sucker for this stupid blue cookie. I hate him.

anyways i need my 30+ bookmarks to update again so i can have shit to read because my very very ace ass has no interest in smut 🔥

system rep + smilk + sdvn = happy

im so tired of ai shit everywhere

i see a cool looking TADC fansong. I get hit by it having ai vocals. I see a video of some bunnies on a trampoline. I get hit by it being ai.

all of the villain/villain duet songs on YouTube are ai.

you cannot even DRAW anymore without being told ‘but ai can do it better!!’

Whether it’s people trying to act like they make this shit themselves to shamelessly posting “stop the pencilslop” “”memes”” in comments of artists just doing stuff they enjoy doing, im just fucking tired of it.

no, you are not cool if you use generative ai. It was not around in ~2020 and we did not need it back then. We do not need it now. It is only further making us more and more lazy (coming from someone who literally cannot get out of bed half the time btw) and stupid because people will blindly believe anything chatgpt tells them.

Using generative ai does not make you an artist. It makes you a thief who is too lazy to even look for artists to draw what you want

“But it’s too expensive” no. You just don’t know where to look. People do free art as learning opportunities every single day. You either haven’t tried or tried once and gave up because you didn’t get chosen by one person. I know a lot of artists who do comms for 5-15 dollars. It’s not that much.

Art is a luxury and people seem to forget it. You do not need art. You merely wish for it.

i was all for generative ai at a time, but i learned how it harmed people in more ways than one. I am able to admit when i am wrong.

if you cannot, then perhaps you are the problem, no?

this has been your weekly Juni rant

I’m gonna download a silly cookie game because I keep getting ads. How bad could it possibly be?

(Famous last words from Aster btw.. we got the game like a year ago but shhh)

Literally just posting this as it is and not editing it because holy shit

can they just kiss already im losing my fucking miiiiiindddd smilk get a hold of yourself and know that she’s MANIPULATING YOUU

pv needs to like. Get him into therapy. Forcefully. All of them need forceful therapy. Probably the gay and the lesbian first. Actually, the beasts AND the ancients need therapy. Get them all in. Holy shit.

for the cookie of knowledge he’s like,. Kinda dumb sometimes. But we love him for it.

if he ends up dying im personally writing a very strong worded email to devsis myself because im a shadowvanilla addict. Fuck. I hate having to wait on more story.they should add episode 14 already who’s with me

are we fucked are we double fucked or are we giggling and kicking our feet. THEY WANT US TO EMOTIONAL ROLLER COATSTER.

every time I see sm and pv in the same room I want to throw a gummy shark at them. Aaaaa.

I hate jambound for getting me in on this AAAA. CURSE THE PEAK WRITING I say as I skedaddle to reread it for the 3rd time

hear me out we should all collectively agree that if whatever happens next is bad we all agree it’s non-canon. Yeah. That’s a good idea. Fuck.

send help

florret is pissing me off so fucking bad rn

I SAID THE WORD POPULAR ONCE AND NOW SHE’S SINGING WICKED. FUCK.

i like it as much as the next headmate but are we for real. It’s 1am. The rest of us want to sleep.

it’s always her too. Chill out for once ;/

i wanna sleep but my fucking knee that i bruised bad enouhg i thought it was broken and this shit is NOT helping.

can you tell im not, infact, regressed today. I am using PROFANITY MORE THAN I WOULD OTHERWISE RAHHHHHHH

(And like.. I don’t feel 6 anymore. I’m back to 14, baby B))

(This body is old, send help, joint hurtings :D)

anyways. Knee hurt. Headmates annoying. Profanity. Hell yeah

-Crim

Mk I officially am making shadow milk one of our husbands

dude had to deal with annoying ass npcs treating him like chatgpt instead of an actual person

and his own fucking souljam egging him on too. My dude. I would’ve done the same thing if I had to hear that every day </3

anyways im gonna give him like 5 million hugs he needs it.

he was an unofficial husband but now I feel too bad to keep him there hooray

if he crawls into my head and gains sentience though I WILL explode. It’s crowded here. Aaa.

-Crim

AAAAAA

I dont have silent salt but idgaf about his lore

I have SMilk and I care deeply about his lore

what the fuck am I supposed to do aaa

anyways. TikTok is a hellhole

do I like shadowsugar: no

do I like THOSE shadowsugar fans: no

am I going to hate on shadowsugar: no

am I going to go back to my shadowvanilla happyspace instead: yes

Remember kids: if ya see something ya dislike, ignore it (unless it’s morally disgusting.

I can also make a post on why I don’t like it but I don’t want to rn because im shaking in my little sdvn boots

anyways. This place is somehow better than tiktok. I like it here. Weeeee

if this happens im going to do something not good c:

if smilk and PV DON’T END UP KISSING IM GOING TO THROW ROCKS AT RHE STREET.

I want my gays and I can’t have that if they’re fighting

-Crim & The Archivist (co-con)