do it scared. do it stupid. but most importantly, do it bitching and moaning the entire time
Naked and angry
Mc is so real for this ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱ because that's the exact wish I want granted.
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Well I played it again just to double check and NOW it’s normal so it might’ve been my phone
Though it’s not the first time the game glitches weirdly so idk
Day 56, waiting for a new abyssos or tartaros demon
New year , same old tartaros , represent
anger issues as a trauma response is something i don't see a lot of people talking about, probably because it's an "unpalatable" or "uncomfortable" form of struggling. like yeah, my older sister consistently denied me any real identity or freedom of my own for the first decade of my life. based on the shit people say online, you'd think my trauma response would be to become as small and unobtrusive as possible. WRONG! i just got angry as fuck. i made myself bigger, more threatening, louder. harder to ignore. when i don't want to do something someone else does, i genuinely struggle not to just go "no, i don't wanna do that. we're not doing that.", because for so long, i had to go "okay, i guess we can do this if you want..." even when i didn't. the point is that my opinion never mattered, so i made it impossible to dismiss. and in the process became an angry, bitter, argumentative individual. and that's something i'm working on.
the point is, our brains are different, and respond differently to similar traumas. but shout out to all my fellow people who developed anger issues in response to trauma.