every time I look back in the rear view mirror, just to reflect and ensure I’m going in the right direction, I keep uncovering my naivety, it makes me so angry. I have a ways to go in terms of forgiving myself for thinking for little of myself. For feeling so small and internalizing insecurities that had nothing to do with me and my capacity for life. it really makes me mad but the lessons are imprinted in my nervous system now. And I like where I’m going. even the car I drive is better taken care of.

now I understand the desire for a fresh bagel, I have been put on and life feels different

I swear I keep finding the best things when I thrift, the thrill of the find is always worth the chase

I have the idea to do a fruit theme for my edc outfits, since I have a strawberry hat and I just found an apple hat (!!), so I’d just need one more fruit

me realizing my low energy levels and grey hairs are not due to stress or depression but actually due to low iron levels

I have never really gone to a bar but I did have my first experience this week. I see why I wouldn’t want to go anyways, ain’t no way I’m paying $15-20 for a single drink. not MY money at least

this podcast is so good

this is the background song for some video my kids enjoy on YouTube and I cannot get this song out my head