Kitten Heals Chapter 9
You cannot save people. You can only love them… -Anaïs Nin
Billie was singing to herself, dancing with her eyes closed, the headphones on loud enough that she didn’t hear the office door close behind her or him ask,
Billie just continued to dance around the couch, she had the floor plan memorized, the nuances of her home in-tuned to how she moved and lived their life together. She had learned months ago how to walk about with her eyes closed, counting steps from one end to the other just to see if she could and partly to amuse herself while he worked behind a closed door in his office. Kitten had learned a hard lesson once not to disturb Daddy while he worked.
Andrew watched her dancing, the little slip of a dress flowing around her body like a ballerina, he wasn’t sure what she was singing, it was beautiful, not something he could understand as she continued her little pirouettes and back bends while she stretched her arms here and there as if in a dance studio. Billie was off in her own little world, she did this from time to time, but today, she was dancing and it was breath taking to see this new side of her. It had been too long since he had seen her appear to be content without requiring his prompting, his touch, or encouragement. Billie appeared to be free for just a few moments and then she opened her eyes as she turned to see him, gasping with surprise as she pulled the ear buds out of her ears.
“I didn’t hear you come out.”
“It’s ok, just taking a break sweets.”
“I was just enjoying the view.”
“Oh, did I disturb you? I can be quiet.”
“No love, you did not disturb my work,” Andrew smiled, still thinking of the way she was moving so elegantly. “I didn’t know you could dance.”
Billie blushed, unsure of how to answer this and just smiled while Andrew smiled back at her, feeling the smolder building up, he desired to to tell her to come to him so that he could devour her right there on the floor and he could have demanded it and she would have given it freely, but he was waiting to see if she would volunteer how she learned to dance like that.
“You don’t have to stop,” he told her, attempting to invite her into relaxing some, she appeared tense again. It was going to be one of those days, he could tell, she was going to be anxious and excessively needy before too long, it was building up right before him. He understood why, or, at the very least, he tried very hard to understand why she had so many difficulties she had moved in with him.
“It was nice, whatever it was you were singing,” he said. “Pleasant to see you happy. I like it when you’re happy kitten.”
“It was a Russian lullaby.”
Andrew nodded, thinking back to the diner and didn’t press it, he never pressed her about her family or the day he helped her leave them. Andrew moved toward the kitchen, mindful of what he was thinking a moment ago and saw that she hadn’t eaten breakfast, but didn’t ask. She watched his face as he began to make something for lunch and then gestured for her to come sit with him. Andrew set the meds down on the table, he kept track of those too, he knew they helped manage the anxiety she experienced ever since the incident at the diner with her family and the hospital stay. He also knew there was something more to it, but could never quite get it out of her either.
Billie looked at the plate in front of her and the bottles that he had checked before putting the pills next to the plate, he at least ensured that she took those, but couldn’t make her eat. Billie sighed, staring at the plate and the pills.
“They make me feel numb.”
Billie continued to stare down at the table, finding herself unable to look at him, until he told her to,
Billie looked up, her eyes dilated a notch, expecting him to tell her to go their room, but he wasn’t being playful. Billie knew the difference between Andrew being assertive and Andrew using his Daddy big voice. The difference was subtle, but she knew it well enough to understand it.
“You need to face this. I can’t fix it if you won’t let me help you. I know someone willing to work with you.”
Billie nodded, picking up the pills, slowly swallowing them,
“And you need to eat something, it’s not good if my little one doesn’t eat.”
Billie looked at the slices of turkey with gravy, picked up a few bites and chewed. Andrew watched her take a few more bites, made sure that she finished eating as he cleaned up after himself and then her. Her eyes appeared heavy as he kissed her cheek.
“Come on kitten. I’ll tuck you in baby.”
“You know Daddy loves you right?”
“I do,” she yawned. “I do know.”
Billie felt him pick her up from the chair, hoisting her into the crook of his arms like a small child off for a nap. She would sleep for a little while until she metabolized the medication enough to be able to function. It was something that he didn’t like about the medications himself, but they were effective for her in that she didn’t wind up in a disheveled ball on the floor crying unable to function when the panic attacks would hit her hard. Some days were better than others. Billie was very relaxed and asleep by the time he laid her down and kissed her cheek again. He was going to make some calls.
Cassia may have been an excessively forceful woman in the bedroom, but she was also a professional with contacts. Billie needed help and the only way to do it was to bring it to her. She would be upset, she would be angry, but she would be better for it.
When Billie woke from her nap, she heard voices in the other room. She recognized Cassia’s from the mix and then an unfamiliar voice. She laid still, yawning, trying to clear the fog from her mind, but she knew that would last a while and that was why she didn’t like the medications when she took them. It was like she couldn’t feel anything, dead inside, and so she laid there listening for a few moments.
“I can see it before it starts usually. If I don’t, she just shuts down. She’s not dealing with it.”
Billie heard him sigh, the one that usually meant he was frustrated, but this was also the one that meant he was losing his patience with the conversation. Billie yawned again, trying to just wake up enough to gain the momentum to crawl out of the bed, but she laid there dozing off again instead of getting up.
“Let’s not place blame here,” she heard the unfamiliar voice say, it drew her attention. “I can work with her. Get the right medications that won’t cause the issues she’s having. I realize this relationship is unorthodox-“
“Not placing blame here, right doc?”
There was a brief chortle of laughter, Cassia had a distinct laugh, and Billie disliked it instinctively. Then there was silence when Andrew heard her stirring in the other room,
“Excuse me. She’s probably waking up and won’t likely be in a great mood.”
“Morton,” Billie heard Cassia begin. “Unorthodox or not, they have a strong bond. He clearly cares for her and I’ve never seen anything like it myself. Please keep an open mind.”
Billie watched the door open slowly, his familiar shape approach as she pulled the sheets over her head and then the pillow.
“No,” she grumbled. “No.”
“You will get up,” he started to stay. She heard his voice change, it wasn’t Andrew speaking, not the significant other, but Daddy. “You will get up out of that bed now and put something on.”
Billie knew that was the wrong thing to say, the wrong course of action the moment she spoke the words, but she wasn’t thinking straight and he knew this as well. The sheets and pillow peeled away and she felt his hot breath on her skin. His hand was in her hair the other slowly reaching down to her vagina, teasing her awake while he kissed her.
“I will not repeat myself. If I do, you know the consequences.”
Billie nodded, she crawled out of the bed, he was quick to steady her steps and found her one of his t-shirts and a pair of his Harvard sweat pants that barely stayed on even with the ties pulled tight. She did love to wear his clothes at the strangest of times as she wrapped her arms around him and clung.
“I’m sorry I’m such a freak,” she whispered. “I’m sorry.”
“Shhhh. It’s ok, I want you to come meet someone. Just talk to him.”
Billie shook her head, trying to pull away, trying to resist being exposed to someone she didn’t know,
“I’ll be right there with you if you want.”
Billie nodded, her hands were shaking, afraid, she hated being afraid for no reason. Dancing, it was just dancing, she hadn’t done that since she was small, since her mother was still alive. The youngest of 8 children and she scarcely remembered her mother without pictures, but she remembered dancing. She remembered the lullaby and how it made her feel safe whenever her mother sang it to her. Dancing and singing, it’s what they did together, and that all changed when she died. It was just a vague memory that had seated itself that morning and she just wanted to remember it.
Billie walked behind Andrew, looking around the room, everywhere but at the table where she knew Cassia was sitting with the stranger. Andrew felt her hand begin to tremble harder and he slowed his steps, squeezing her hand back to reassure her.
“Doctor Pastore,” he began. “This is Billie.”
Billie kept herself hidden until Andrew nudged her forward and she tentatively waved her hand,
Billie didn’t think he looked like a doctor, he looked like someone you saw on a street corner selling hotdogs from a cart. He was casually dressed and so was Cassia; Billie relaxed a little. Whenever Cassia had one of her nice dresses or suits on, she meant business in more than one way. Billie just stood there, mute, trying not to look at either of them.
“Would you like to sit down?”
“Not really,” she answered.
“Maybe outside on the terrace? It’s quite nice outside today.”
Billie looked at Andrew, he nodded his approval, it was a ritual, she always sought approval to speak to other men. She knew she didn’t have to do it, but it pleased him when she did.
“Ok,” she told him, still cautiously walking away from Andrew, taking in a deep steady breath.
Cassia tried not to smirk as Billie walked away,
“You let her wear your clothes? You never let me wear your clothes.”
Andrew half glared at her, trying not to let his former lover get under his skin. It bothered him when she found a way to get around those carefully built walls.
“Oh come now Drew. I’m only teasing.”
“You always are Cass. You know I don’t like it and you never know when to stop. I had my reasons reasons then, don’t push it.”
“Oh come now Drew,” she eyed him carefully, leaning closer, he knew everything she did served a purpose. “Morton’s a good one. He’ll work with her, get her out of that shell.”
“It’s not the shell I’m worried about Cass. It’s the night terrors and the panic attacks. You should’ve seen her this morning. She was dancing, almost content, and singing to herself, some kind of lullaby. She looked happy, happy like she didn’t need to have me right there with her to function. That family of hers did a real number on her that night. She didn’t tell me anything about the dancing or the song though, just that it was some kind of lullaby. I’m out of my depth.”
Cassia nodded thoughtfully, it wasn’t her place to say I told you so at this point. He watched her sip at the tea he had made and they watched them sitting outside. Billie had herself scrunched up into a ball on a chair, closed off from Doctor Pastore. Andrew watched her body language change, slowly relax, she was listening. Andrew could always tell when she wasn’t listening and being petulant about something.
“You never told me how you two met.”
“Car broke down a few blocks from her family’s diner. It was the only place open that time of night in that neighborhood.”
“I see,” Cassia knew partly why he was there, but it was neither here nor there to her for the moment.
“Best damn peach pie I ever had,” he half smiled. “I saw her. Couldn’t take my eyes off of her, had to know her.”
“She’s smart, beautiful, witty, intelligent, and probably one of the hardest working people I have ever met. Billie used to be strong Cass, but she’s unraveling and I can’t fix that, I don’t know how to fix that and I don’t want to give up on her either. She’s stubborn, don’t get me wrong, I saw her knock someone off a stool for touching her while she was working once. That one time, I saw her, I just knew she was the one, and I took my time getting to know her. Just didn’t realize her family was a bunch of sociopaths.”
Cassia finished sipping her tea, now thinking,
“What happened that night Drew?”
“Long story short, after the first time I brought her here, she didn’t want to go home. They pretty much started in on her the moment they realized I wasn’t going away. Her brothers were going to kill me. Her father, that nice senile old man, seemed so sweet, she fucking doted on that old bastard, took care of him, he was basically going to sell her off to the night cook once they killed me. I haven’t really looked back. Still have to deal with the trial, fighting to have the 911 recording submitted be done with it, it’s a few months out yet before I can even confirm that or not. I’m not looking forward to it and I dread putting her through it if we have to sit in court room with those fuckers. I know what they’re going to do to her on the stand. I’ve been that lawyer Cass, I know what they’ll put her through, she wouldn’t make it. I already have to pry her out of here just to leave this place, she gets wound up or worse, shuts down. It’s fucked up Cass. That night at the ER, Detective Odell pushed me out, kept her away from me, and she lost it after I tried to tell the staff it wasn’t a good idea to keep us apart. I blame Odell for this.”
“This would have happened, just not as fast Drew. Morton will help her process, teach her how to cope, but it’s not going to be an easy fix. I guarantee there’s more to her than what happened that night. Be patient, you’ll see.”
Andrew glanced over, seeing the tears running down her cheeks and it took everything in him to not go check on them.
“Stay here, you can’t protect her from everything Superman.”
Andrew almost said something biting,
“I know that look Drew, I know she’s your little kitten, that you adore her, it’s so saccharine it’s sickening to see how whipped you are. You cannot protect her from everything in the world, I know that’s why you left your firm, that Marina girl you liked-“
“Get out of my head Cass. You don’t ever talk about her to me. Ever.”
“Not in your head Drew. You wear your emotions on your face like your heart on your sleeve. You could never hide that from me. You were there when she died and you blame yourself for it because of that case.”
“Now who’s avoiding trauma?”
Andrew looked away from her, tightening up every muscle trying to hide the tremor in his fists, he walked away into the study. He was afraid to speak, afraid he would say something he would regret when it wasn’t Cassia’s fault. He wasn’t going to let anything happen to Billie if he could help it. Cassia followed, stood behind him expectantly while he poured the scotch from the decanter into a tumbler, filled it to the point of near overflow. Cassia watched him begin drinking it down like lemonade. She could see that his pulse was racing by the veins in his neck, she had pressed a very tender button and had manipulative reasons to do so. Andrew hated that she knew him so well and could read his moods.
“I’m not your little boy anymore Cass.”
“I’m sorry that it happened,” she moved closer and he could feel the heat of her skin come closer, her scent filled his nose, and his stomach began to tighten. “I genuinely am Drew, but you need to face it as well. Billie’s here with you now, but she could leave once she’s able to process things and where you fit into her life Drew.”
“You think I don’t know that?”
Andrew turned to look back, saw Billie talking, less huddled into herself than she was a moment ago, and he nodded, accepting this thought. Cassia watched him sip the rest of the scotch and waited for him to speak again, but he had avoided her gaze for a reason. Andrew knew that if he looked at her, she would make that immutable tug over him just a little harder to avoid. He instead continued to drink the expensive scotch, it felt hot as it went down, smooth as it washed around his mouth and turned his breath into delicious fumes. Cassia put her hand on top of the decanter when he reached for it again.
“Should I put little boy to bed and bend you over my knee like I used to do? Or are you going to face your little demons?”
Andrew moved Cassia’s hand out of the way, poured another tumbler full, drinking it down a little faster, and glared at her for a moment,
“I think I’ll drink my $900 scotch.”
Cassia smoldered, moving closer still, the way that used to make him tremble when she called him little boy, called him a sissy and would make him clean up after her when she would bring other men into their bedroom. She watched his jaw clench with this thought, then relax, a part of him missed that humiliation, missed the way it felt to give someone else the reigns after a day trying to rule over a court room and manipulate people to his will. Andrew’s head began swimming a little, then a little faster, he knew it was a mistake, and Cassia could see his demeanor change, softening, more than a pint of scotch now processing around his body when he finally opened his eyes and looked at her again, staggering toward her.
“I,” he started to say. “I don’t want to-“
“You don’t want to what?”
“I don’t want to do this Cass.”
Cassia eyed him, he could feel her hands come firmly into the belt loops of his pants, pulling him forward, the glass falling out of his hand awkwardly while trying to not fall over onto her,
“I think your cock says otherwise. Tell me you miss it little boy. Tell Mommy you miss it.”
Andrew looked around, staggering away from Cassia, pushing her aside at first, sitting down on his chair to close his eyes. He muttered the words, unthinkingly.
“I do miss it,” he sighed, not realizing he had let them out of his mouth, trying to focus. “I miss her.”
He just wanted to be left alone for a moment, to think, but he had uttered the words like an audible at a hockey game inviting a sexual penalty box when he felt his belt come loose and his hands quickly lashed behind the chair. Cassia knew how to do this rapidly and the chair was out of sight from the terrace windows in the study. Andrew groaned, now so intoxicated, that he could barely focus on pulling his hands away.
“Cass,” he muttered quietly, trying to speak clearly, but his mouth felt numb, incapable of uttering anything coherent. “Cass, knock it off. I said no.”
Andrew moaned, feeling her mouth on his cock, her teeth scraping along the shaft, the way she used to make him feel insane, her fingers finding their way into his ass. He let loose a moan that was both pleasure driven and painful while she squeezed his balls like a pair of lemons. Cassia knew how to bring these sensations to new levels simultaneously as his head rolled back. His hands gripped for the chair as he jerked and thrust instinctively.
“Oh god, jesus,” he cried. “Stop it.”
Cassia continued, feeling him release, drinking him up, but she liked to make him suffer, knowing he couldn’t move away from her, she took great pleasure in this, watching him try to lurch and grind away from her, the groaning growing louder, more intense until he released a second time. Andrew had sweat through his undershirt and button up shirt she noticed, marveling. Andrew felt her fingers slowly slide out of his ass and he was panting, trying not to move as his body trembled from the exertion. The room was spinning as he slid down from the chair after feeling his hands come free. Cassia watch him huddle onto the floor, as he suddenly felt ill,
“I didn’t ask you for that.”
“No,” he muttered. “I never asked for this.”
“Oh, you did. You said the words.”
Cassia watched, seeing his carefully built walls go back up again.
Andrew nodded, his eyes closed, trying to shake off the spinning in the room,
“Come on little boy, you’re going to go get cleaned up before your beautiful pet starts to worry.”
Cassia helped him up, scratching him several times as she did so, she made a point of this as she walked him toward the bathroom where he stumbled toward the toilet to sit on the floor, then left him to take care of himself. Cassia knew she had crossed a line, but it needed to be done, and if it drove a wedge between him and that little angel of his, so be it. Andrew needed to be reminded that control was not everything. Cassia’s idea of being his therapist was drastically different than her college’s idea. If Morton knew half of her proclivities, that man would likely die from shock.
The terrace door slid open as Cassia came back into the main room, the conversation was quiet, but sounded positive as she heard Billie thank him. Billie saw where she had come, eyed her suspiciously as she half listened to Dr. Pastore. Cassia saw her demeanor change and smiled smugly in her general direction, licking her lips as if had just had a feast.
“Now, the question is, would you like to meet here again or at my office?”
Billie half thought about it, she wasn’t really ready to leave on her own and weary of going anywhere in general without Andrew. She began looking around and didn’t see him, and looked at Cassia staring at her with that impish smile she reserved for her whenever she had something mean to say.
“He’s in the shower dear. Wasn’t feeling well all of the sudden.”
“Oh,” her eyes narrowed. “I’m sorry, excuse me. I’ll be right back.”
Billie darted off to their room to check on him, Andrew never got sick, and Cassia had clearly been up to something. Billie found him sitting on the floor, head between his knees next to the toilet. Her eyes narrowed, his shirt open, seeing the gouges on his sides, bleeding. Billie wasn’t angry, Cassia was pushy and always had to push him, always seemed to be attempting to assert herself between them or demean her in front of him. Billie walked away, understanding that the woman had manipulated something to attempt to drive them apart, but it wasn’t going to work. She returned to the main room, finding Cassia and her colleague waiting on her. She looked at Dr. Pastore and then Cassia. She thought about tearing the woman apart, but that would come another time.
“Thank you for coming. I’ll see you out.”
Billie suddenly remembered,
“And can we meet here Dr Pastore?”
“Of course, I’ll contact-“
“I’ll set it up,” Cassia interrupted.
Billie glared at her, eyeing her, it took everything in her to not lunge at her and beat her down with the rolling pin on the countertop.
“I’ll have Andrew contact you Doctor Pastore. Thank you for coming.”
Billie saw them out and proceeded to make tea, the kind of tea she knew that Andrew liked and the way he liked it. She made toast, just plain toast, because that always made her feel better when she didn’t feel good. Billie slowly walked back to the bathroom, sat down next to him, she had never seen him like this.
“Andrew,” she said quietly, touching his hair, caressing his face until he jerked his head up to look at her. “Andrew, I made you some tea and some toast.”
Andrew nodded, putting his head back down, she took his hand, feeling that it was clammy in hers, then smelled the alcohol on his breath. It was that scotch that he occasionally drank, the one that she disliked the way it smelled on his breath because it smelled like smokey camp fires.
“Daddy,” she said in her kitteny voice. “Daddy, can we go to bed?”
“Yeah baby, in a minute.”
“Daddy,” she said quietly. “Daddy, kitten needs cuddles. Come on.”
Billie watched him slump down to the floor onto the tiles and she just snuggled up under him, taking his shirt off the rest of the way, carefully placing it under his head. The shirt was ruined with blood, but that was ok, it was just a shirt. Billie found it hard to be angry with him, she knew Cassia was an opportunistic manipulative bitch when she chose to be and she definitely chose to push his buttons. Billie wasn’t sure she wanted to know what caused it, she understood that sometimes there were things that she did that would remind him of someone else; he would become morose and he would drink that scotch. She sometimes wanted to go pour that scotch down the drain, because it sometimes made him mean when he drank too much of it.
Billie attempted to work his pants off and thought better of it, those were ruined too it seemed, he had bled through his shirt and onto his pants too. The bathroom was starting to look like a murder scene and it began make her angry. Still needing to get him into the shower, she slowly dragged him toward the door after turning on the water lukewarm. Andrew always took for granted that she was physically stronger than she appeared and it was not the first time she had sobered up drunken men. Her brothers, she paused and thought about them as she adjusted the water again. Her brothers were mean drunks, and Andrew was kind to her, she knew and understood the difference. She adjusted the water again, a little cooler, lifted him onto the bench, propping him back, and thought about how Andrew did not drink like them, she knew that. Andrew was not like them, he did not beat her the way they used to beat her. They left their marks where no one could see them when they came home drunk with father and would go after mother. Billie’s sister’s left home as soon as they could find a man to trap and she began to wonder if she had done this herself.
Billie closed her eyes, thinking about the first time Andrew had put his hands around her throat, he had done so gently. She remembered the feeling of panic at first, but he reassured her, always telling her that she didn’t have to do something whenever she appeared apprehensive, but it made her happy to see him smile when she pleased him. Billie frowned, eyeing the scratches, deep gouges along his ribs, still bleeding, making the water run red and then pink as it ran down the drain. She knew that Cassia had done it, saw the marks on his wrists, the bruises forming on his neck in the shape of her fingers, and became angry.
“I am going to kill her.”
Billie stripped her clothing off, carefully came into the shower, stepping around him, and began to wash him down. Andrew half helped while she did this, slowly coming around as she had him drink the tea. Andrew pulled her close as he realized what she had done for him, a simple act of forgiveness as he engulfed her with his arms.
“I’m sorry,” he muttered. “I’m sorry I let her get close.”
“Come on, it’s my turn to take care of you,” she told him.
Andrew staggered to his feet clumsily and she steadied him, pulling off the soaked clothing, continuing to wash him down before turning off the water, then drying him off gently. The towel came away red, stained as she dabbed him dry. She took care of the scratches, they were deep like cuts, and she thought about what she needed to do to close them. Billie rummaged through the medicine cabinet, spotting the supplies she had bought at the store months ago, because Andrew didn’t seem to know what a bandaid was before she moved in with him. She found the iodine and tegaderm bandages. She poured the iodine onto his skin which warranted a yowl like a wounded lion’s paw when he pulled away from her wincing. Billie knew it burned like hell,
“Don’t growl at me, it’s that or stitches you big baby.”
Andrew narrowed his eyes, wanting to take her by the hair, unaccustomed to his pet speaking to him this way.
“Where did you learn how to-“
“How to treat cuts? Diner.”
Andrew closed his eyes, feeling the bandages pressed onto his skin, she did this for each one, being gentle as she could. Billie seemed to be enjoying, inflicting the iodine on him while he watched her do it without so much as flinching at the sight of blood or mending the wounds. Andrew tried to stop the room from spinning, then looked back up at her, seeing her in a new light, she was not weak at all, just lost and trying to put the shell back together.
“I know. I know you are. Stand up. Come on.”
Billie laid him down, propping his head up a little, laid down next to him, her head on his chest, hand resting near his navel, it was as far she could reach without moving. She felt his hand move up her thigh, tracing lightly up her side before he reached down to kiss her cheek. His breath still reeked of smokey scotch.
“My family came to this country when I was little. I kinda remember why we left Russia, it wasn’t a nice place to live, but it’s a vague memory. It’s how we came here that hasn’t left me, it will never leave me alone. I mean the ship smelled, I just remember the smell, it was awful. There were a couple other families with us, I made friends with a girl named Sofia, we played together a lot. Sofia disappeared one day.”
Andrew squeezed her closer, caressing her back, running his fingers through her hair as he listened.
“One of the crew had raped her and stuffed her into a fish barrel when they were done with her. My parents were terrified my sisters or I could be next when someone found Sofia. We were all at the mercy of that ship crew. The-…. The captain… The captain told my father that if he let him and his crew have my mother, that his crew would leave us alone. It was all I ever knew about men. You understand? Men take what they want, men kill little girls after they rape them, I never dated anyone because that’s all I ever knew. We never talked about it when we came here, it was like Harry Potter and He Who Shall Not Be Named. My brothers used to beat me when they drank and Poppa wasn’t much better. When Momma died, I was alone when Darya married and left. So when my family, my own family tried to do that to me like what happened to Sofia. I’m afraid, I’m just afraid all the time, I’m tired of being afraid all the time.”
Billie began sobbing and Andrew squeezed her closer, trying to just help soften this, but she laid there shaking in his arms and it sickened him that he couldn’t fix it.
“My mother was a dancer,” she sobbed. “She taught me how to dance. She had a beautiful voice and she used to sing me that lullaby at night. She sung it every single night we were on that nasty ship. She sung it to me after my father let that man beat my mother and rape her, let his crew beat and rape her. They came for her so that I could-…. So that I could be spared, so that my sisters could be spared from them, and my father, my brothers, they were just going to do that to me, give me to Dmitry because they hated you.”
“I’m sorry that happened to you baby.”
Billie took his hand and shoved it down and Andrew obliged, rolling her over onto her back, ready to devour every single inch of her skin. The little moan that escaped her lips as he bit down on her neck made him hard, but he resisted this, focusing on her.
“I want you inside me,” she whispered.
“Not yet, Daddy has something to do first.”
Kitten purred, feeling his fingers part between her thighs as he spread her legs, she felt the little twitch as he moved them in and out and then the sucking that made her gasp and lift her hips.
“Please,” she begged, gasping. “Mmmm, please. Please.”
Kitten felt her hips go down as he spread her legs wider, continuing the dance with this tongue that was like poetry on her skin.
“Mmm, please,” she begged. “I’m going to cum.”
“Good,” he responded. “Then I’ll fuck you like a bad little girl.”
Kitten began to gasp, feeling the orgasm rise and then she felt Daddy’s cock slam inside hard, shaking the bed that normally didn’t move when they made this much noise. She continued to gasp, digging her nails into his back, trying to hang on as she felt the sweat pour off of him.
“More,” she begged. “More, don’t stop.”
Kitten felt him release with a slight cry to sound of the moan in her ear. She realized that he had tears in his eyes and scooted out from under him, looking at him with concern,
“I should’ve never let her back into my life,” he muttered. “I should’ve never let her back in, I’m sorry.”
Billie’s eyes narrowed, this was not like him to be so unsure of himself, not like him at all, and she shoved him onto his back, pinned his arms down the way he would do to her.
“You’re my Daddy, my man, mine. Cassia has no right to you, she doesn’t own you anymore. The last I checked, she’s the jealous cunt that keeps sniffing around you like a lost broken human being. Cassia-doesn’t-get-to-have-you-ever-again. Ok?”
Andrew tried to smile, his head still swimming and he moved her off his arms with ease. It was cute that she thought she could hold him as he rolled her over to gain back the upper hand. Billie giggled as he tickled all the spots that he knew he could reach easily.
“You’re right,” he breathed into her ear. “You belong to Daddy and kittens should never call Daddy a big baby.”
She giggled some more, feeling his touch become sensual, slowly beginning to tease again as he rolled her over. He wanted her to cum for him, again and again, because his body hurt after what happened in the study and he wasn’t going to tell her that.
“Be a good girl, cum for Daddy.”
“Yes,” she breathed softly. “I will for you.”
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