tumblr users love reading. you literally stopped for this post just because it has words in it

now, understanding? that's a whole diferent story

Oh yeah, I forgot about this drawing. I did it a few days ago. You know, for practice.

It's suggestive, I know, but I'm not going to put a filter on it since there's nothing much besides the blood and something...between... let's not say what's between X's legs, okay?

Also

Old art as a bonus that I'm reposting again because I have no shame in deleting the things I post later.

(both of them were made in 2022)

Some time when I was like 16 or 17, I had some sort of psychiatric person talking sessions (shoddy memory of that time in my life) and I noticed the words "intellectualises feelings" in my notes, and I asked what that means and how do I stop doing that. Like give me constructive criticism to explain what I'm doing wrong and how to do it better instead.

And this bitch went "oh there's no bad or wrong way to feel or think, just personality quirks, nothing bad or wrong :)" and I was like ok whatever that means is just some quirk I have as a person and not a psychological issue I could or should be working on.

At 19 I attempted suicide because I had calmly and rationally come to the conclusion that there's nothing wrong with me, life is just really supposed to be that hard all the time and that I no longer want to keep trying hard enough, so I'm just going to quit. Just opting out of being alive because I had my free trial and didn't like it.

It's still a pet peeve of mine when I'm aware that I'm doing something wrong, and ask people what I do wrong and ask them for guidance on how to do it right, and they lie to my face about nothing being wrong.

“Attempting To Read News In 2025” (medium: safari with ads, screencap, 2025)

If this shit happened in 2005 it meant your computer had a virus

Going into one of those rage rooms where you're allowed to wreck everything, but I brought a screwdriver and a seam ripper and I'm just going to peacefully take apart fucking everything over the course of four happy, quiet hours.

I’m paying to force seven thousand strangers to see a photo of my late husband having fun with his dog. Tumblr Blaze is totally worth it. XD

Thank-you to all of my new Internet stranger friends for being so gracious about having my post shoved onto your dashboards. I loved reading all of your kind tags and comments! Both Martin and Bosco have been gone for several years now but for 24 hours, they felt very present in my life. I greatly appreciate this gift. ❤️

Reblog to have your dashboard be visited by the spirit of joy that death can end but not erase.

Love that this is well beyond 7000 people now and still going

@leavescrown Exactly! It’s a beautiful gift. Martin and Bosco out there travelling around the Tumblr community, continually making new friends.

@sseanettles

Reading your tag made me laugh out loud. It’s like two old friends unexpectedly stopped by your porch for a quick visit. XD

I’ll always reblog Martin and Bosco when they splash across my dash, because of Reasons.

What’s loved, lives.

It' still feels kind of odd to me that people in my boyfriend's family just don't say "thank you". It's just not a habit that they have, they don't thank each other for small favours or for doing things they already agreed to do.

When we first started dating, my boyfriend would often answer "why?" or "for what?" when I thanked him for something nice that he did, and I was just as confused by his reaction as he had been with me thanking him for something as little as making me a cup of coffee, every single time he did that, even though he did so every morning. At first I thought it was just a him-thing, but once I got to know his family better, I noticed that it really just isn't their custom.

It took me a bit longer to understand that saying thank you for something is something they'll do for unexpected things, like an unprompted gift that someone got you because they saw something little at the market that they thought that you'd like, or running an errand for you that you had been procrastinating but never asked them to do. When someone goes out of their way to do something that they had no obligation at all to do for you.

And they don't see helping family as an optional favour, it's just what you do, just like eating from plates and wearing shoes on your feet. Being thanked for something so obvious would be downright insulting, like someone thanking you for flushing the toilet or your boss thanking you for showing up for work sober when you've never given indication that you might ever do otherwise.

For them, being helped by family, and helping them in return, isn't a rare treat or special privilege, but a beyond obvious fact of life.

having art as your job or school focus is so embarrasing you'll be crashing out like fuuckkk... fuuckk ive got all these images due... my shapes and colors deadline is coming up.... fuckkk....

My rule of thumb with cooking and picky eaters is that I'm fine with people being picky, but I'm not ok with people lying about it. So if you've got a long list of things you can't or won't eat, give me the list, and I'm fine with cooking by it. Like literally just write a google docs with all your Yucky Ingredients on it and I can find a way to cook with whatever's left that isn't on the list.

But if you go "no I'm fine with anything it's ok I'll eat it :)" when I ask you what you will and won't eat, and once the food is on the table then you go "ew yuck it has Bad Ingredient, I can't eat this :(" I'm going to beat you with a frying pan.

Went to block this piece of shit and seems I already did so yeah me 😃

I could start a business where any straight guy who doesn't understand why women don't like him can hire me to follow him around and every time he does something annoying I can point it out like "see, this is why women don't like you."

my transgenderism is honestly such a natural part of my life i tend to forget its noteworthy to other people. so when an aunt i dont see often was like "so... are you still taking....... medication?" i completely forget she probably meant hrt and responded like ''well my doctor prescribed me omeprazole recently idk if its gonna help my stomach issues much tho'' . completely blanked. sorry ma'am.

Fun fact: if someone tells you that they've got misophonia and that they can't stand a specific sound, and you start making that sound on purpose and won't stop doing it before they forcibly physically stop you from doing it, you were the one who escalated the situation to violence.

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>it’s wet

@canadiangold

Nothing personal, but if I see you doing a video phone call in public, I'm going to stop whatever I'm doing and start doing a slutty dance in the background. And the very second that the person you're talking with gets distracted and asks "hey what the fuck is that dude in your background" I'm going to stop and keep walking like normal as if nothing abnormal happened. Good luck convincing each other that neither of you were lying.