I never found it, but maybe before the end it will come finally? It seems like in chasing it for so long I've only wasted what little time I have left. Anyways, good songs, really like them all.
Was my favorite song of all time for a while, I'm unsure what about it captured so much of my experiences of life at the time but it really meant and still means a lot to me. I slept on subside a lot, but I really enjoy that too.
I think listening to this helped me decide to start hrt, the music was addictive and resonated with me. It sounded great on my cobbled together sound system and in my car's stereo. I maybe played on repeat for months.