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My name is Hunt/Siffrin (nicknames are ok)! I use they/he/xey pronouns! I am aroace and neurodivergent!
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Current main fandom: MCYT/Streamers (Vampires SMP, Lifesteal, Life Series, Whitepine, and related things)
I am a writer! (BSD, ISAT, and TMA fics!)
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i am not a psychiatrist but i do find it really weird how autism checklists are so often focused on "outward" signs of autism rather than what is going on internally. i don't know how to explain it but "do you make eye contact with other people" feels like a much less relevant question than "how does it feel when you have to make eye contact with other people?"
while i'm here, the other one that always pisses me off is "do you interpret idioms literally, for example 'bull in a china shop'?"
well, no, obviously. i know what "bull in a china shop" means because that is a popular phrase with a clearly defined meaning. and if i hadn't heard it before, then i would still not interpret it literally, because it has the cadence of an idiom and i would probably be able to work out from context what it meant. what is the point of this question
third and final complaint: "are you good at noticing subtext?"
i feel like the problem with this question is best illustrated by a conversation i had with a friend a while back, where i said something like, "i feel very safe with you because you don't do subtle hints and you are always very straight-up with me about what you are thinking and feeling."
and he laid a hand on my shoulder and was like, look dude i'm gonna be straight up here. i am subtle with you constantly and you simply do not notice <3
@luckyybones hope you don't mind me screenshotting but you are actually so correct
i'm so fucking over it
Oh so you'd rather use eugenics on animals and abuse them instead? 🙄
i was about to get violent then i saw the handle im crying
once when i was ten, so seventeen years ago, i was on one of the neopets forums that was in 2006 frequented mostly by edgy teenagers with pete wentz urls who wanted to get around the ban on romance and gay talk to discuss mcr members making out. and it was well past midnight and i was secretly on an extremely clunky laptop the size of a modern desktop, sitting on my top bunk in the tiny room i shared with my sister. and i do not remember the forum topic at all but at some point one of the participants politely asked me, "hey, how old are you, anyway? twelve?" and when i honestly replied "ten," he responded:
"WOAH. Kid, you'd better get off the boards. Wandering the Neoboards at 2 AM is like walking nekkid through the Bronx with your wallet dangling from your nipplz."
and this frightened me so much i slammed the computer shut and went to bed immediately. seventeen years later i still remember this message word for word. including the filter-avoidance misspellings. i need everyone to know about this formative childhood memory. bronx wallet nipplz guy if you're out there hmu and tell me what ur deal was
Make women hairier in video games... she is running for her life she doesnt have time to shave
doing things at the right age is literally a made up concept. you can start/pursue anything at any age. btw.
remember remember
i think ultimately you do really have to kill that part of your brain that vividly imagines how you would redo parts of your life.
Lords and Ladies - Terry Pratchett
My mom once told me she didn’t regret not going out and party more when she was younger because at the time she didn’t want to, so that was her decision at the time. I took it as, “I may not have made certain memories that may have been fun or good while I had the chance, but I don’t regret not making them because it’s not something I wanted at the time” and that really reshaped how I feel about regret and missed opportunities.
I do not wonder what my life would have been like if I had done this or that, because the decisions I’ve made up to now are the decisions I wanted (or needed) to make at the time. I’m not who I am because of my decisions, but I made my decisions because of who I am, and regretting the past is not going to change that <3
