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She Didn’t Lose a Mother, She Gained a Home

Zoe Harper loved her daughter, but love alone was never enough.

To Meg, Zoe was unpredictable—warm one moment, distant the next. The drinking came first, then the excuses, then the nights where Meg learned to make herself small and quiet. Zoe wasn’t cruel, not intentionally. She was broken in ways she never learned how to fix, and Meg grew up learning how to survive around that brokenness instead of being protected from it.

Jack was the constant Zoe couldn’t be.

When Zoe drank too much, Jack showed up. When the house felt unsafe or too loud or too empty, Jack took Meg with him—sometimes for ice cream, sometimes just for a drive, sometimes to sit quietly where nothing bad could happen. He never spoke badly about Zoe. He just made sure Meg was fed, clean, calm, and held together when everything else wasn’t.

Anna changed the shape of things.

Where Zoe was chaos, Anna was steadiness. She didn’t try to replace anyone—she just stayed. She listened to Meg. She noticed the things no one else did: when Meg flinched at raised voices, when she over-apologized, when she waited for permission to exist. Anna gave her boundaries and warmth at the same time. Structure without fear. Love without conditions.

Meg didn’t lose her mother.

She gained a family.

Zoe will always be part of her story—the woman who gave her life, who tried and failed and loved imperfectly. But Jack and Anna gave Meg something Zoe never could: safety. Consistency. A home where love didn’t come with an apology attached.

And in the end, that’s what mattered.

Meg didn’t grow up repeating the chaos.

She grew up choosing something better.

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˚❀.˚Michael Robinavitch ˚❀.˚

˚❀.˚Some Wounds Need Gentle Hands ˚❀.˚

Robby x Vet!OFC

˚❀.˚Chapter 1

˚❀.˚Chapter 2

˚❀.˚Chapter 3

˚❀.˚ Chapter 5

˚❀.˚ Hold still ˚❀.˚

Robby x F! Attending!Reader

˚❀.˚ Chapter 1

˚❀.˚ Chapter 2

˚❀.˚ Chapter 3

❀.˚ Soft Spots (18+)

❀.˚ Contraindicated (18+)

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Hold Still | Chapter 1

Pairing: Michael Robinavitch x F!Reader

Summary:

Dr. Michael Robinavitch does not like you.

You challenge his authority, question his methods, and refuse to be impressed by seniority alone. He responds with sarcasm, micromanagement, and a refusal to give an inch.

For him, control is how he survives loss.

For you, distance is how you learned to stay safe.

Naturally, you end up sleeping together.

What’s meant to be uncomplicated becomes anything but, as grief, control, and avoidance collide in the space between shifts.

Word count: under 6K

Rating: general

Tags/Content warnings: rivals to lovers, rivals with benefits, slow burn, avoidant attachment, fear of intimacy, control issues, mental illness, grief, unhealthy coping mechanisms, hurt/comfort, COVID-19 mentions, patient death, canon typical graphic descriptions, parental neglect (mentioned), PTSD (implied), eventual smut, mutual pining, sexual tension, they all need therapy, idiots in love

AN: Here we go with another multi-chaptered fic. And I hope to finish it by the time season 2 airs but it'll be a tight deadline 😭 Enjoy 💙

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Robby Robinavitch x reader

A baby

As always I do not own this picture

Warnings: none this is gonna be pure fluff im ovulating and Robby with a baby is doing things to me *the warm fuzzy feeling intensifies* go away we aren't having a baby not in America at least

To my dear friend @mibustore enjoy and everyone can enjoy 20% off the Pitt plushies for the next 24 hours

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Knowing Me, Knowing You

Pairing: Jack Abbot x Resident!Reader

Wordcount: 2.0k

Synopsis: You and Jack are in an unlabled relationship of unknown seriousness, so unknown you didn't even know he had a second job.

Notes: this is a rewrite of a fic I posted a week or two ago and wasn't very happy with. i'm also not familiar with the housing in pittsburgh so forgive me

Jack

0900 at mine?

You only have a chance to glance at the message preview before another trauma comes in.

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❀⋆.ೃ࿔*Chapter 1: Show me how (you care)❀⋆.ೃ࿔* Sugar Daddy!Michael Robinavitch x Reader

w.c: 1.9k+

summary: Robby, still not backing out from the idea of finding someone to spoil, finally meets his sugar baby.

f.c: just an anxious Robby being insecure and awkward about being an old man in need of some lovin'

There's an estimated total of three-hundred seven thousand people living in the Steel City. Currently, Robby was scanning the Alla Famiglia restaurant in Pittsburgh's South Side for only one of them. He clears his throat, takes a sip of water, and tries his best to not look like he's about to defecate himself. He thinks he'd have a better chance of steady hands while dealing with a trauma back at the Pitt than here, waiting for you to show up. 

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Flustered

Jack Abbot x F!Reader

8.2k || All my content is 18+ MDNI || CW: a couple of angsty moments; suggestive flirting; touch of dark humor; quick discussion of Jack's foot; insecurity; self-consciousness; sappy; soft; fluff; no use of y/n.

Summary: When Jack has to reschedule your first date again you can't help but think he's changed his mind.

AN: Set in the A nice bonus AU, but you don't need to have read any of it for this to make sense! All you really need to know is Reader just moved to Pittsburgh and met Jack when he stopped to help when she was in a minor car accident! I don't really know where this came from but I think it's for the most part pretty fluffy and flirty and lighthearted. It was in part inspired by this ask! I really enjoy these two and I hope you enjoy this! Thank you so much for reading! ♥️

You read Jack's texts over and over hoping that the letters will rearrange themselves into a different sentence.

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here's some angst for the day... imagine being in a relationship with robby. you can't have kids and you both agree you don't need to have kids the 'normal way' or even have any at all. but you know robby actually loves and really wants a kid. then you see him with the abandoned baby and the thought of depriving him of the chance of being a father kicks you in the gut.

so you avoid him and the baby. robby tries to get you to see the baby because she's just the cutest, but you can't bring yourself to do it. because she reminds you of what you can't have. can't do. can't give. it sounds monstrous, but you want to hate the baby.

until she's crying and no one is free enough to soothe her but you. so fine, you make your way over to her and try to get her to stop crying. she's physically fine, no fever, no hair tourniquets, just a perfectly good baby that no one wanted.

after a while, you pick her up in your arms, and slowly, she starts to settle. she looks up at you with her bright, innocent eyes, and you felt a twinge in your heart. how could someone abandon you?

unbeknownst to you, robby's watching you quietly, afraid that if he approaches you, you'll bolt. that's before he sees the tears in your eyes. then robby joins you, placing a gentle hand on your back. then robby hears you whisper, without looking away from the baby,

"can we adopt her?"

robby smiles gently, but sadly. because as much as he also wants to bring this baby jane doe home, unfortunately there is a process to it. you and robby need to be approved to be able to adopt or foster, and that alone can take months. by the time it happens, she'll likely already be with another family.

and so you spend however much time you have left with the baby and robby by your side. you might not be able to adopt her, but this certainly opens a door to another conversation you and robby will have.

i don't usually write baby stuff but idk why i had this thought

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Beyond the Pour

Word Count: 3000

Summary: The story centers on the developing romantic relationship between the 29-year-old owner of a bar and Deacon Kay, a SWAT team member who frequents the establishment. Despite Deacon's initial reservations about their age difference and his past, their connection intensifies, resulting in a confrontation and ultimately, an acceptance of their mutual feelings. 💘💔❤️‍🔥

Thank you to the anon for the request! Sorry for the long one, just couldn't stop! Hope you like it, don't know if I should keep the Deacon POV....But let me know if you want more or something different! Requests are always open!

The bar had history soaked into its walls.

Your grandfather built it when the neighborhood was rougher, louder, and needed a place to breathe. Now it was yours. At twenty-nine, you owned every scuffed barstool, every dim bulb, every memory that lived behind the counter. You worked harder than anyone else there—not because you had to, but because it mattered.

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Birthday Girl - Rabbot x Reader - Part 2

summary: You're at Robby's mountainside condo with your two best friends to celebrate your birthday. A night in the hot tub changes everything.

This is a follow up to this Rabbot x reader post and is 100% just pure smutty filth.

authors note: lol let's live in suspended disbelief where men in their 40's/50's have the refractory period of a 20 year old... mmkay?

warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, so much smut, threesome (m,m,f), not proofread even a little bit

content: bottom jack, good boy, good girl, sweetheart, anal sex, RobbyfuckingJackfuckingReader, Jack turns into a whiny little sub when he’s getting fucked and nothing you say can convince me otherwise

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Flustered

Jack Abbot x F!Reader

8.2k || All my content is 18+ MDNI || CW: a couple of angsty moments; suggestive flirting; touch of dark humor; quick discussion of Jack's foot; insecurity; self-consciousness; sappy; soft; fluff; no use of y/n.

Summary: When Jack has to reschedule your first date again you can't help but think he's changed his mind.

AN: Set in the A nice bonus AU, but you don't need to have read any of it for this to make sense! All you really need to know is Reader just moved to Pittsburgh and met Jack when he stopped to help when she was in a minor car accident! I don't really know where this came from but I think it's for the most part pretty fluffy and flirty and lighthearted. It was in part inspired by this ask! I really enjoy these two and I hope you enjoy this! Thank you so much for reading! ♥️

You read Jack's texts over and over hoping that the letters will rearrange themselves into a different sentence.

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my jack

pairing: abbot x reader

intended to be read as a fourth part to the toy box series!

wc: 3k

summary: robby takes you to go see jack at the hospital. what you don't expect is the confession he makes to you that flips your friendship upside down. then, the confession jack makes that may just upend your marriage altogether.

warnings: angst, panic attacks, mentions of suspected cheating, emotional manipulation, screaming arguments, unstable marriage, jack is having a mid-life crisis and is about to ruin all the shit he built his fucking life on

the second-to-last part of my toy box mini series! i've loved all the comments and messages from you all about this, and it's been so fun to write. thank you for the love!!!

masterlist 𓊔 request 𓊔 tag list 𓊔 parts 1 2 3 4

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