hi hello I’m jing!

at a glance: queer chinese diaspora in canada struggling through med school, obsessed with way too many things

I read a lot! you’ll find me yapping about queer novels across genres

book fandoms I frequent here: all for the game, captive prince, heated rivalry + misc bl manga/danmei

I occasionally watch shows/series, most of which are east & southeast asian; I tend to reblog and ramble about whatever I’m currently in the middle of!

forever obsessions: seventeen, haikyuu, aouboom, mdzs, misc sports and bl anime

I also write and draw, tagged appropriately under #jing.writes and #jing.draws [CURRENTLY RETAGGING]

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“He'd come to the Foxhole Court every inch a lie, but his friends made him into someone real.”


I’m not gonna lie it’s borderline embarrassing how long I’ve worked on this that I’ve spend 2 days tryna figure out how to caption it to make it less embarrassing but oh well. It also made me realise the banner says exy ncaa instead of ncaa exy but at this point that’s none of my business

Short of being inside Nora’s head here is a (mostly) (I think) biblically accurate and to scale model of the Foxhole Court and Nora I have a several questions.

Also rendered so many images of this I had like 50 cameras in the scene would y’all care if I just did a photo dump.

God I have so many things to say about working on this I had to restart like 8 times it was a mess but if I start I won't be able to stop Imao though if anyone's interested in a breakdown of all the sections and materials I would be more than happy to make a post yapping about it.

Viewport renders below


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shaneswhitesocks

holding your hand while i say this: heated rivalry has reached the point in it's lifespan where people are going to start picking it apart in bad faith. this is historically what happens when something is overexposed and also when it's beloved by a largely female/queer audience.

don't engage with people who were never going to give it a chance to begin with. understand that it does not need to prove it's quality to anyone, and regardless, it will likely remain a cherished romance for many millions of people from here on out.

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Hudson Williams on SiriusXM

  • About Connor: "He's an awful texter so not great in that way. But we'll just facetime each other. Or call each other randomly, very consistently. That has sort of been my stability especially through this. It's just having my best friend who is in the same position as I am."
  • About the team Canada fleece Shane wears at the Olympics: "I was trying to steal that and then I forgot to ask the wardrobe to give it to me at the end and I really wanted it. It's still my only regret from season 1. My only regret is not getting that fleece."
  • About Shane's coming out scene: "Some people don't have the benefit of having parents that maybe would be as supportive as his parents were. Even with his parents there's a degree of like clinical-ness to it I think. It's like what about Reebok, it's not the perfect open arms. But I hope that people can take the feeling that you're not alone and that's not something that should be a fantasy. It should be just want you kind of deserve. And whether that is your parents or not that you deserve a community and a family really that just kinda put their arms around you and let you know that you deserve that."
  • About the s*x scenes: "Fold me in half, turn me into a pretzel, every position, we didn't hit enough. Hopefully in season 2 we can fix that."
  • About pasta: "Spaghetti sucks. Rigatoni is awful. I like a noodle or a penne noodle. Or fettuccine"
  • About the Snoopy edits: "Yeah, I've seen a lot of just me next to Snoopy. I don't know if Snoopy comes first or me but I'll do something and then they'll show Snoopy doing that exact thing. I'm like did you create that or am I just Snoopy. I love Snoopy."
  • About his family's reaction to the show: "They love it. My mum was an instant fan, my dad as well. I think some other distant family members were like "is it a hockey show?" and I was like "yeah!"
  • About the Golden Globes: "I'm so excited. I'm hopefully not gonna pee myself or something."
  • About the most challenging emotional scene to shoot: "The coming out to my mum scene was really tough. Because I wouldn't go about it that same way. If I had this really emotional moment with like my mother in real life it would be just like "I'm sad, I'm just gonna cry, you're just gonna hold me" but that's not their relationship. It's a little bit more sterile, a little bit more guarded. My mum would be like "keep crying, let's cry forever". So like the lack of eye contact and things like that were kind of deliberate and I didn't feel as released as I would want as Hudson but as Shane it made sense."
  • About people speculating on his private life: "I don't care. You can look at whatever I said, I don't care. But the other people in my life, they don't want to be broadcasted. I'm pretty chill about it. On a scale of freaking me out it's like a 2 out of 10. I'm kind of indifferent. There are going to be people who have crazy reactions to it, but those people can kinda go take a hike. Because the people who have a healthy reaction to it are the only people that I care about or really respect for having like a developed frontal cortex. The rest is just Neanderthals."
  • About his favourite episodes: "I like episode 5 and 6. I think they're the best ones."