January 17, 2026

dawatcher:

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January 17, 2026

beadyeyes:

Where’s it made? Who brought it here? How much were they paid? Who makes it? Is it made in separate parts and put together? How much were they all paid to do this? Where do they get the materials? Who paid for that? Who brings it there? How much were they paid? Who streamlined the base materials? How much were they paid? Who gathered the base materials? Where? How much were they paid? Is it good for them? Is it good for us? Is it good for the land? Is it necessary? Is it biodegradable? How much does it hurt? Do I need it? Do I even want it?

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January 17, 2026

hellenicgoddess:

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Mycenaean daggers/swords, 16th - 14th century BC

National Archaeological Museum, Athens-Greece

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January 17, 2026

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Mycenaean daggers/swords, 16th - 14th century BC

National Archaeological Museum, Athens-Greece

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January 17, 2026

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What does Alecto want?

This is something I thought about while I wrote that post about Gideon’s immortality.

When people speak about Alecto the book and Alecto the character, there is often an assumption that Alecto wants revenge for John turning her into a Barbie, and that our main characters want to kill God.

I’m not going to get too much into what I think the endgame might be for Jod (I’ll leave it for another day) but I have some observations about Alecto!

First, people think Alecto wants revenge for the initial act of ripping her soul out and stuffing it in a Barbie body. I’m honestly not so sure that’s her main concern!

Initially, Alecto’s main fear is dying:

Your energy is limitless and you can sustain your theorems without a thought—forget about them—because she is so enormous, and you and she are one. She understands at this point that she does not have to die—that she can never die, if you’re alive. And she’s scared to die. You’re afraid of so many things, but she’s only afraid to die.ALT

This is presumably what frightened her when in pain as Gaia, and what frightened her here, starting her life with John at the end of the world.

Of course, in the middle, there’s her actual murder, and how she felt about it:

He said, lightly— “That’s it. That’s the story. That’s what I did.” “Oh,” she said. Then he said— “Do you remember what you said to me once I had done it? When we stood here together?” She looked at him and she said, “Yes.” He said— “You said, ‘I picked you to change, and this is how you repay me?’” She said— “What else did I say?” He said: “You said, ‘What have you done to me? I am a hideousness.’” She said— “What else did I say?” He said, “Where did you put the people? Where did they go?” She said, “I still love you.” He said, “You said that too.”ALT

This fragment is so interesting. Most of this chapter the dialogue is in quotation marks, indicating it’s not the memory of John and Alecto but current dialogue between John and Harrowhark.

John tells Harrow what happened. He is the one who asks her if she remembers what Alecto said. She (Harrowhark) said “What else did I say?”. And when Harrow says “I still love you”, Jod remembers that Alecto was also willing to love him despite what he’d done.

But Harrow is left without the answer to one question. “Where did you put the people? Where did they go?”

After this paragraph, she will say there are things she doesn’t understand:

She said— “I want to understand why she was angry—I want to understand the mathematics, now that I have seen them for myself. I want to know how many of the Resurrection are left, and how many you began with, and what the discrepancies are. I want to know where you put them. They didn’t go into the River. I want to know why she was angry … and why you were terrified.”ALT

Apparently Alecto’s memory isn’t fully accessible, or she can’t know Alecto’s thought process, or there’s bits of her memory gone for other reasons, whether it’s John’s intervention (unlikely, given how much incriminating stuff Alecto does remember) or because that’s what was most traumatic to her and—unlike John’s tale of apocalypse—nobody later reminded her. (Diegetically, of course, Tamsyn is simply saving that reveal for Harrow’s arc in Hell.)

In any case: after being told the entire story about being killed and turned into a Barbie, Harrowhark still says “I want to understand why she was angry”. And that’s seemingly tied to why John was terrified.

And the text directly relates that to the missing population of the Earth.

There are three things that very nearly make Nona fully recover the memory of who she was. One is when Pyrrha very nearly says her name, and Nona doesn’t want to hear it. Later she doesn’t seem to be lucid enough to Ianthe reacting it, but she reacts to the final one: Ianthe yelling “John loves Alecto!”. In the meantime, however, there’s one more thing that shakes Nona deeply:

The tower was so big—as the megatruck approached she began to realise how big, as big and as broad and as tall as any crane or building in the city— stretching higher than their Building at home, even. There was a clear mark where the water reached up it, where the stone was wet black rather than the dry-stone grey above. From inside the megatruck, she could not see how high up it went. For some reason this tower scared Nona’s top and bottom thoughts so terribly that her heart went ker-CHUNK in her chest—there was a terrible pain in her side and all the way down her arm. The pain was good, because she couldn’t think about anything but the pain. The more she thought, the more problems she had. “The hole,” said the Captain, “the hole in the road, the hole, the hole, the hole.”ALT

And it’s the sight of the Tower that makes Nona lose the will to live:

Nona slithered again, fumbling for the accelerator with her foot, but she couldn’t take her hands off the wheel. She was exhausted. She did not want to drive anymore. Seeing the tower had taken the fight out of her top and her bottom, and now out of her middle too. She looked down the side of the chair, and there was Paul, struggling across the floorALT

She also gets a couple passages where the sight of devils touches some deep, frightening memory. And we are given one last clue:

Afterward Alecto went down to the ship and stood before John, purposing to travel through the River, and was grieved to find it yet dead. John was asleep, and not in his garments, unshaved and still drunken.ALT

The River is dead.

We knew as early as HtN that the River is broken in some way. Its waters are described as brackish, salty, dirty, full of ghosts represented as rotting corpses. It doesn’t seem to flow anywhere as rivers should. House religion says the dead wait as mad ghosts until John conducts his Second Resurrection. John of course has planted House theology with his idea to conduct “a flood” at some point and start over (“empty is just another word for clean”, etc.), once his revenge is done. He needs souls to not move on, in order to do that. We know through Abigail and Dulcinea that there is another shore, a Beyond that they’ve managed to exceptionally reach.

Alecto seems upset, above all, by what happened to the River.

And Alecto said, Pyrrha, he laid me down as an appeasement to them; he fed you to them as an appeasement to them; but he has never appeased me, and now all he has done was teach me how to die. But Pyrrha did not hear above the noise.ALT

Alecto states that she no longer fears death. She has experienced it (“I died once… no, twice”, and that’s before her brief tenure as Nona).

She might be ready to leave John behind and move on, but.

What if she can’t move on?

By which I mean: what if she—a Resurrection Beast, intimately acquainted with the spiritual dimension that is the River—what if she knows that she could never cross it, if she were to die? What if she knows that she would be absorbed by the stoma in the River’s current condition, or float around insane forever? What if the sum of all necromantic transgression is that Jod committed ecocide on the afterlife and true death is no longer possible?

What if she needs the River to be healed in order to die?

To conclude, two other tidbits:

1. When Nona, trying not to engage with her Alecto consciousness, briefly considers just giving up and dying, she says:

“But maybe we shouldn’t,” she said, holding the eyelids to that little slit— watching the onscreen scribbles flash urgently on the truck glass, watching the widening white crack, watching the river water pound itself into the place where it wanted to be even if the River itself didn’t. “If we end here, it’ll be just like … a bad dream, won’t it? And maybe we’ll wake up somewhere else. I know we won’t,” she explained, “but we don’t have to know that … maybe if we all go, it’ll be quick.”ALT

2. Palamedes speaks of the Beyond (after briefly witnessing Dulcinea as she is there in TUG) right before he describes Paul as an end and a beginning. I don’t think this is accidental?

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Oh. Oh.

I have long considered John’s search for the last ship as something like a twisted version of the parable of the shepherd: he will search endlessly for the lost sheep, even if it means neglecting the rest of the herd.

It’s revenge and anger, yes. But I also believe that it’s necessary… For John’s plan to start over fresh. Let’s put this first-draft dream of mine to bed.

A Resurrection Beast is a communal soul.

You need the entire soul, to resurrect someone fully.

Maybe you also need your entire soul to die.

Part of Alecto’s soul is still on that ship. Of course, part of her soul is also in John.

Crucially, part of John’s soul is in Alecto. It’s the one significant difference between his “perfect” Lyctorhood and the rest of them. Part of his soul, for the longest time, is safely locked into an unbreachable tomb.

hhh I’m at work so I gotta wrap this up, but. Alecto can’t die, even if she wants to; part of her soul is stuck outside time, probably. John can’t die, because he put his in a safe. Kiriona can’t be resurrected, because her heart has been powering Harrow’s lyctorhood as a thalergy furnace.

And yes. I also believe that the 10 billion dead are messing up the flow of the river. Something something, the Harrowing of Hell, something something, why did you even put the unkillable man-eating magma fiah in there, John.

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January 17, 2026

dykepuffs:

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hapalopus:

I reeeeaaalllyy don’t like how widespread gender realism is in supposedly feminist circles on this website. You are one step away from becoming a radfem.

“Woman” is a socially constructed category and “women” have nothing intrinsic in common, other than viewing themselves as whatever “woman” is defined as in their society, or being judged by the standards of whatever “woman” is defined as in their society. Gender is as “real” of a category as race or neurotype, which is to say, it’s not objectively real at all. It’s an artificial category created on the basis of perceived shared traits among certain people. The people came first, they were grouped into their artificial category later. There are no intrinsic differences between men or women or nonbinary or multigender people.

Do you actually believe gender is a social construct or are you just mindlessly repeating the phrase because it sounds cool

Watching the queer way of interacting with gender go from “Gender is a social construct that can be fun to play with but at heart is a dangerous toy because it has been used for generations to oppress and divide people.” To “Everyone has a perfect crystal of true gender which you must deeply introspect to discover, and you can be wrong about its nature.” Has been a disaster.

January 17, 2026

quasi-normalcy:

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dorothylarouge:

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You are not staying in the tags

(Photos taken by Petra Parker, who coincidentally also transitioned)

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January 17, 2026

underratedgrapeju1ce:

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i’m so fucking over it

Oh so you’d rather use eugenics on animals and abuse them instead? 🙄

i was about to get violent then i saw the handle im crying

January 17, 2026

nanamimizz-archived:

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what writing fic is always meant to feel like

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January 17, 2026

crabussy:

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a tranquil smile can be seen on my face

January 17, 2026

chekhovs-raygun:

hypotenussy:

the number 1 rule of fanfic is have fun and be yourself. the number 2 rule is the average healthy adult male can lose roughly 2 liters of blood before dying.

the number three thing is that you need to run a google search on anything before you use it as lube. ANYTHING.

January 17, 2026

Anonymous asked:

how long til someone getting assualted by an ICE goon waxes them and we get trump or vance calling for a ban on conceal carry?

tbh im surprised no one has tried to use lethal force against them yet

balaclava-trismegistus:

Minneapolis as a collective body has shown an unbelievable amount of restraint. Like. This is the kind of shit that’s happening out here.

Another person got shot tonight. Story seems to be that they were chasing a guy around for a half hour, until he went to his home, then he got shot in the leg. I’m seeing people say the victim’s family said they started shooting through the door. They definitely deployed flashbangs. A witness reported “agents in tactical gear were shooting through a second-floor window.” the DHS claim is that an agent was attacked with a plastic snow shovel and a broom, so they shot the victim defensively. Victim is alive, the wound was “non life-threatening,” but that doesn’t really mean anything because just about any gunshot wound is potentially life-threatening.

This situation is an absolute nightmare. They are trying to provoke fatal retaliation in order to declare some kind of emergency and flood the state with even more goons. Frey made the point that there are thousands of ICE agents in Minneapolis right now. MPD has 600 officers. They don’t even have the numbers to resist this operation. Now, federal funding is getting cut, apparently. We are quite literally under siege. The federal Democrats aren’t doing fuck all. All I’ve heard anyone do about this is resign from state-level positions.

People are trying to keep things from getting worse but I’m really worried that a line is gonna get crossed and it’s gonna become a fucking warzone.

January 17, 2026

qwertyprophecy:

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Pest!

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January 17, 2026

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist:

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cuprohastes:

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist:

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biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist:

straight up it should be illegal for a physical storefront not to accept physical currency, or for restaurants not to provide physical menus

I’m assuming the above is a normie opinion (as it should be) so i do wanna go a tiny step further and explicitly state any laundromat that requires digital payment should be burned to the fucking ground

if a business cooerces its customers to download an app, i should legally be allowed to set both the business and its board of directors on fire

The assumption that every single business, or service, is owed your personal data, and should be able to track you and mercilessly spam you and monetise the ability to sell off your contact details and so on it’s absolutely deranged.

I have flashlights that are borderline unusable because, while the hardware is fine, the company that made them (hello OLight!) demands that you install and login to the storefront before you can access the configuration software.

But they don’t actively maintain the software or provide any of the new utilities that they promise. They are mostly using it as a way to turn off functional hardware to try and force you to upgrade.

We are living in a society where you can pay for something and the manufacturer can turn it off because they’ve decided that you’ve owned it too long .

I’ve just had to warn my family not to buy electronic door locks because the chances are, if they are Internet connected they will be disabled once the company that owns them has decided that they’re not making enough money charging you a monthly fee to open your own front door.

This is part of an ongoing trend to turn money into something that is no longer usable by everybody .

The eventual aim is to be able to pay people company scrip: If you lose your job, or badmouth the company, or disagree with the dictator, they severely curtail what you are allowed to buy, and from who.

And at that point, you have to pick sides – do you want to be able to have drinking water from Coca-Cola, or Pepsi, and whose package allows you to buy Doritos, and use your smart oven to cook food? Because it won’t turn on unless you use the app to scan the appropriate barcode from the company who now owns your ability to eat drink, heat your home, and wear clothes from brands that they approve.

And if you think that Bezos wouldn’t do that or run his own ghetto where employees have to use Amazon brands and be paid in Amazon money… You haven’t been paying attention to what he’s been building lately.

Read “Unauthorized Bread” by Cory Doctorow, from his book Radicalized

Found a link to the story: Unauthorized Bread

Holy shit.

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January 17, 2026

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