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⋆.˚✮if youre lonely, baby, hold me, you're my only one✮˚.⋆

Everything changed the day Amira was born. The world outside was collapsing — bombs, dust, screams, and fear. Yet inside a small room, by the dim light of a single candle, a new life began. While others were running for shelter, I was holding my newborn daughter, trembling, crying, trying to believe that something so pure could still exist in a place like Gaza. I named her Amira, because I wanted her to feel like a child of life —not a child of war.

  A year has passed since that night, but nothing has really changed Our house is still rubble, our streets still carry the smell of smoke, and the sky still echoes with sounds that make Amira flinch in her sleep. She has just turned one. She’s learning to walk, holding my finger with her tiny hand, laughing at the smallest things — as if she doesn’t see the destruction around her. She doesn’t know the word “loss.” She never met her father, but when she smiles, I see him there. Sometimes I watch her sleeping, and I wonder what kind of world she will grow up in — whether she will ever know what peace feels like, what home smells like. And yet, when she opens her eyes in the morning and says “mama,” everything becomes bearable again. I want to rebuild our home. Not just for the walls — but for her future. For Amira to have a small room, a safe place to dream, a life that belongs to her, not to war. I’m not asking for much. Only for a chance to give her a beginning filled with warmth instead of fear

 A Mother’s Message

To everyone reading this — thank you for listening to our story. Your kindness means more than words. Every share, every message, every donation — it all helps me rebuild not just a house, but a future for Amira. From the heart of Gaza, from a mother learning to hope again — we will live. And I will make sure my daughter grows up in a world that knows love more than war.

What a cute baby! Such a shame that inhumanity reborn, and i do not think its name needs to be stated for we all know exactly who he is, wants to kill her. For land, more than what they already have, which is already enough. Let's all look up Havaara agreement today, as a little bit of homework.

🕊 Nadin’s Hope: A Mother, A Memory, A Future

Hello, my name is Nadin. I’m from Gaza. I’m a graphic design graduate, a wife—and now, a mother.

I finished my design studies just before the war began. I had dreams of starting a small studio, of creating art that told stories. I used to think about colors and fonts and the future.

Then, the war came. And the future became something we tried to hold onto, moment by moment.

On October 22, 2023, I learned I was pregnant when a missile destroyed my husband’s family home, killing 25 members—his mother, siblings, nieces and nephews—entire branches of our family in seconds.

We were displaced twice. Everything was gone—home, safety, routine, rest.

A few weeks later, I gave birth to our daughter. There was no crib, no celebration—not even stillness. But she arrived, quietly and beautifully. In her eyes I saw something I hadn’t felt in weeks: life that still wanted to grow.

Now, our days are shaped by decisions that could dismantle the future we are trying to build together.

Today, Israel’s government is discussing plans for a full military occupation of the Gaza Strip, including Gaza City and southern regions. The stated aim: to eliminate Hamas and later hand governing control to allied Arab forces—not Israel—but with no clear path to peace or normalcy.

The humanitarian fallout is devastating. More than 61,000 Palestinians have died in this war; hunger and malnutrition are rising sharply. Hospitals in north Gaza have shut down, and 193 people have now died of starvation, nearly half of them children.

Aid remains blocked, water is scarce, and many risk dying of hunger or disease long before future promises arrive.

We Don’t Know What Comes Next There’s no clear path forward—only uncertainty for our daughter’s life and our ability to survive another day.

How You Can Help I’m asking for support—not for comfort, but for survival:

Help us meet basic needs so we can breathe, heal, and preserve a world for our daughter.

Support us as I try to stand again on my own feet—even a glimmer of stability matters.

If you’ve read this far, thank you. If you can give—thank you. If you can’t—just sharing this post is a lifeline I will never forget.

Hitler has been reborn and his new name is Benjamin Netanyahu. If you are a feminist, worry about the women in Gaza who use tent fabric for pads. If you are pro choice, worry for the women in Gaza who are shot dead before their baby is born. If you are Jewish, tell me where in the Torah mass genocide, torture and inhumanities are permitted.

NOVEMBER vs. DECEMBER

November:

Waist : 24.5 inch (UK)

L Thigh : 15 inch (UK)

R Thigh : 15.6 inch (UK)

Weight : 43kg

BMI : 19.4 (healthy)

AVG. Kcal/day : 945

December :

Waist : 23.2 inch (UK)

L Thigh : 14.5 inch (UK)

R Thigh : 15 inch (UK)

Weight : 41 kg

BMI : 18.5 (healthy)

AVG. Kcal/day : 810

How I Did It:

Momoshi on YT

April Han on YT

Shirlyn Kim on YT

15min run everyday

Karate twice/week

Personal Notes :
This month I've just been so undisciplined, but yk what that's fine. My bf's starting to catch on to me, but I'm so insecure bc all his exes had the long hair + under 37kg combo... He tries to reassure me often but it's hard to believe him when he started liking me around July, which was when I was 35kg. I only gaibed weight bc we keep going out to places.

september was practice… in october I’m getting my shit together

in november I'm getting my shit together

in december I’m getting my shit together

i have a trip in 12 days, qnd I'm still 40kg !! I want to be 35, any tips?? 🤭🤭

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I feel like such a faker and attention seeker every time my weight goes up, like,

I weight quite a lot for someone with ana 💔

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