Mj

I want to join things and be apart of communities online and irl but im scared that people will just end up disliking me and wishing I wasn't there. :/

random pictures of pet cat to go with post :)

Ur welcome :) I'm glad to be back and I'm doing ok, thank you :)

I need to learn to do what I'm supposed to do. I can't do one of my school classes so my parents might have to pay hundreds of dollars because I didn't do any work. I'm so lazy and useless.

HIII!!!! OF COURSE!!!!! UR SO AWESOME!!!! :3

yeah, I'm sorry, I haven't had much time or energy, I do miss being on this side of the internet, I just needed a little break but I'll probably be active more now :)

THANK YOU!!! :3

Was I just not pretty enough? Was I too distant? Would anything have actually happened? Is it all in my head?

I hate where I live, I wanna go back home, I miss the cold and the mountains and trees. I hate this place it sucks. It's burning hot everyday and I can't fucking layer my clothes or wear dark colors I'm going insane.

I feel like my anxiety makes me seem irrational but it's okay because I'm probably correct about the mold and now I have a reason for it. It's the mold, it's always been the mold. And tomorrow I will be correct and get rid of the mold. And then I will be justified in my panic. It's not healthy to be around and eating mold for three years straight. I am not irrational, it's the mold.

Slightly better :) school is overwhelming

I might not post for a while or ever again bcuz I'm either going to a hospital or I'm going to kms tomorrow. I seriously wish my parents cared about my mental health :(