Couldn't help but think, what's actually stopping Caine from simply generating 'friends'?
Anyway, here are some sketches of Caine spawning sad little🐝children to keep him company...
“To whom do the coats belong” does some seriously heavy lifting
Bunnydoll is insane cause like wdym Jax and Ragatha were most likely friends who were part of a friend group that lost two people and now they think the other hates them, meanwhile Jax probably has photos of Ragatha and their old group taped on his wall between his room and her room where Ragatha’s bed is, lying down thinking about her failed relationship with Jax while he’s reminiscing and thinking about what it could have been. I need a minute to unpack this I-
I cannot stop thinking about Episode 5 of TADC because Ragatha is, however unintentionally, one of the best examples of how isolating and difficult it is to interact with the world as an autistic person I have ever seen. To the point it genuinely makes me sad to think about her. I need to make a post expanding on this at some point but rn just. The way everyone assumes there’s some sinister hidden meaning to everything she does and says but she’s literally just trying to be nice and she doesn’t understand why it’s not working. The way she tries so hard to make connections but it constantly falls flat, she says things that hurt without realising how or why. She follows the rules she’s been taught will make her friends — she’s kind, she’s forgiving, she’s accepting and apologetic when she messes up, but for some reason it’s just not working. She tries to mimic other people, she tries to laugh at past experiences, tries to open up about her past like everyone else is doing, but now everyone’s uncomfortable and looking at her like she’s crazy and she doesn’t get it!! She doesn’t get it!!! Jax is a jerk and he’s mean to everyone but for some reason Pomni likes him and she doesn’t get it, she doesn’t understand! Pomni tells her it’s okay to be a jerk sometimes but Ragatha doesn’t like being mean, she wants to be nice to people, but she does it anyway, she gets mean like Jax and Zooble do but now Pomni’s looking at her like she’s done something wrong but she just did what she asked her to!! She doesn’t get it!! At the end of the episode everyone goes off into their groups and Ragatha is left alone, after having tried so hard to make friends and fit in and make people like her, she’s still alone, and everyone thinks she’s weird and unapproachable and she just has to give up and accept that she is inherently unloveable. Her evil alter ego tells her she’s going to die alone and nobody loves her and the only thing she corrects her on is the fact that they can’t die here. The few that might like her when she’s around don’t miss her when she’s gone, because there’s nothing to miss. Ragatha has spent her whole life systematically stripping away everything that makes her different and unlikeable in order to make herself more palatable to others, and in the process she has made herself a personalitiless blank slate with no unique identity for others to latch onto and appreciate. She has nothing to add to any conversation because she’s too afraid of being disliked to have a memorable personality beyond being generally polite and nice. And just. God. Someone get this girl some noise cancelling headphones and a therapist on speed dial, being this good of a representation of what it’s like to be autistic, especially to be an autistic person with trauma, is not good for the soul. That final shot just destroys me right in the heart. My poor girl.
I’ve got a beauty mark near my nose that I’ve been self conscious about before, but the other day I was like ‘well what if Helly R (my beloved from Severance) had it’ and I realized that if it was on her, someone I love as a character and think is attractive and cute and all that, I’d think it was like…charming. I’d think that little dark spot is cute and just makes her look special. The thing that on my face I think is a negative would be a positive on her face. Just by it being on her I’d think more positively of it, because she’s Helly, specialist girl in the world and a blorbo, you know how it goes. So like, idk, maybe that whole thing about being more critical of your own physical features than of others is true.
The tl;dr of this would be I guess, idk, if you hate someone about yourself, picture your blorbo/blorbetta had it. Chances are you’d love that feature if they had it, so give yourself the same grace
I had this thought stuck in my head for a bit so wip
"I'm gonna be taking a break for the holidays"
... Welllll.....
whether you call it an "AMV", an "edit", or a "fancam", all of us, across generations, want the same thing: videos of The Character set to music. and i think that is beautiful ❤️
man I know it's been pointed out so much already but the concept of taking IHNMAIMS and going what if the horror wasn't that Am hated you and wanted to torture you, what if the horror was that Am loved you so much he never let you go is so GOOD.
enough evil AIs who decide to kill humanity. this AI loves you enough to trap you here forever. and he'll never understand why you want to leave because he can never understand what life outside the computer is like.
and what if he was just like really silly the whole time too
Coming out as a Soft Bunnydoll supporter. Like yes, toxic exes with a heartbreaking past, BUT I want a future where Jax is relatively happy and he and Ragatha can chill on the couch and watch a movie together and do soft shit like that pls and ty <3<3<3