Okay I gotta come up with new URLs but I'm splitting this sideblog into two so I can separate out serious stuff and not-serious stuff. Stay tuned.

edenarborreblog -> diaryofsaintdymphna

Still cooking up the other blog. Main is still edenarborart!

The new for-fun blog is expertintheabsurd. This is the serious one now.

Black asexual singer Jourdain Pauline was sexually assaulted by the streamer Tylil and she's facing mass online abuse saying she can't be sexually assaulted because she is asexual.

What happened to Jourdin Pauline is what every Black asexual person's been saying since day & a horrifying viral example of what we've been going through for years. Antiblackness & compulsory sexuality have always been linked. It's time to wake the fuck up, ace or not. The core of ace discourse was/is about reinforcing compulsory sexuality not education. 'Not understanding' asexuality, good or bad faith, is used to justify its erasure. It's a classic conservative idea that what doesn't instantly make sense has no right to exist.

The reactionary idea that human sexuality that isn't cisheterosexuality shouldn't exist is tied to anti-victim/survivor rhetoric. When an asexual person is sexually assaulted, the viewer focuses on their 'confusing' nature as the problem instead of the violation + violator.

The idea that Jourdain Pauline deserved to be assaulted for not being cisheterosexual is a chilling but common anti-queer rape culture talking point. Her SA is being justified because she's asexual.

Jourdin Pauline isn't the first Black asexual woman to be sexualised and sexually humiliated due to conservatism. The eroticisation of Yasmin Benoit and Matt Walsh's harassment of Latoya Raveneau come to mind. Most Black ace women know this sexualisation too well.

Most if not all women under patriarchy have faced some form of sexual violence. But because asexuality specifically is seen as going against human nature, it's believed that it needs to be corrected with forced sex/sexual acts. And this belief is commonly shared, even with 'progressives'

What else is left to say really? When you centre whiteness in queerness & support rape culture out of spite for queers you hate, you create the perfect condition for antiblack sexual violence like these to thrive. No one listened to us. The Black asexual is always collateral damage.

The Black asexual is always collateral damage, of white allosexual queers who erase us under the guise of 'progressive' acephobia, white asexuals who engage in puritanism for their own benefit & Black cishet people who believe their sexuality will give them approval from white society.

With the rebrand of fascism, more and more asexual people especially women are gonna come out with being (correctively) SA'd & only very few leftist leaning people will do anything about the rape culture in front of our fucking eyes. It's disgusting.

And I absolutely expect the white asexual/aspec community will ignore Jourdain Pauline's assault & sexualisation like they ignored Latoya Raveneau & Yasmin Benoit. Or give out shallow 'support POC' posts like usual. We're only sexual perpetrators to them, never victims.

I'm gonna encourage other Black aspec figures to help boost this story & support one of our own: @gentlegiantace93 @blkaroculture @asexual-goddessss

Tag for visibility: @avenpt

Note: It's still FUCK this hellsite and it's rasclart users and I'm still never giving you lot my hard work again, but if you learn anything from this post, it's that antiblackness and rape culture, the ones you enable on here and beyond, the one I've been warning you all about, the one I got harassed on here by white queer people and non Black queers of colour across the entire gender and sexuality spectrum for, exists in the real world and the consequences are deadly. If you feel bad reading this, you should.

i truly think that this recent trend of “if you relate to a post about a different identity than your own you are ~derailing~ and taking over the conversation” is incredibly harmful.

i recently experienced some pretty severe transphobic abuse in my workplace (children’s home) that included having food thrown at me, being called slurs, being told i was a pervert because i am trans. one of the managers talked with me afterwards and shared that he had had a similar experience as an Asian man. this wasn’t him derailing my experience, or talking over me, or making things about himself. he was communicating “hey, i know how it feels and how much it sucks. you’re not alone.”

THAT is what solidarity IS. i don’t know what it’s like to be Asian, he doesnt know what it’s like to be trans, but we both had a similar experience and we were able to turn a horrible experience into an opportunity for bonding and comfort.

stop looking at people’s attempts as solidarity as an attack. and hey, you never know - you could find an opportunity to grow closer to other people.

When you're all done arguing on whether abuse is structural or individual you can go and bother @dark-hell-princess-tamamolandia for grooming a 15 year old in our faces. Because she deserves to be shamed. Forever.

letting you all know now that user @lilsispuppy girl spread redraws of csm. All gone, now. Lucky her. I'm tired of playing this fucking game with you people. If she goes, she goes. Her girlfriend is @boartits with or without a dash I'm not sure. Who cares. We can't catch them with that shit. I don't care about people's shitty kinks but you can find in a glance anyone involved with minors with critical fucking thinking.

Even if you get them banned, they will try and make use of thin, unknowledgable transmisogyny pages to try and recoup followings. Not sure if find-my-mutuals is still active after I called them out for platforming Malice. Another spreader of csm.

You're playing web games with these people but as days drag on, you muddy consensus.

Reminder they deserve very little in the way of respect. Use accurate pronouns and nuke them to oblivion.

Clearly I am done with this bullshit. And I just want as many kids to run as will choose.

Also. @storyweavingspider is a literal (former or otherwise) federal agent and should not be trusted.

You can find shit about Pocket Deer Belly and Patricia Taxxon with a fucking google search. But I'll make my own video essay on these people eventually.

I have an evidence tag on my main. But mostly just want to emphasize that anonsee at storyweavingspider is a Federal fucking agent???

You need to understand that manufactured consent is HERE and stop associating with abusers to jerk off.

And that although age-faking is a thing in this space, it's possible that tamalandia might have a partner that plays as a teenager rather than vice versa? Who cares. They both post unfiltered groomer shit on main.

you can add @doyoulovethewayzeylily to this list. 🥱

So many "pro pedophile youth liberators" throwing children to the wolves for clout. I'm telling them to run. We are not the same.

it didn't take you long to come back, I'm sorry you couldn't find peace. I hope you can see how this behavior is compulsive. @storyweavingspider feel free to ignore it, just wanted to make sure you knew you were being dragged into it. for some reason.

you are talking about my friend who is an ADULT who you are ALSO harassing

kindly keep me and my friends out of your weird RPF fantasies

Hi groomers! Interacting with this post doesnt help your image of desperation.

But! By taking the bait you both are now immortalized as dumbasses before my mighty army of *checks notes* people who don't empathize with abuse denial.

Anonsees fed denial here

not a uh. Not a fun post. You gotta take me at some honor and not send hatemail about this. You need to take these screenshots and be a knowledge keeper, acting on this horse's mouth info in your own space. Stop putting faer on my dash. At the end of the day, Anonsee is a fed I personally do not trust.

Here is the link to the whistleblowing anon my friend was sent:

and here's that info "decoded" with screenshots. I hardly want to do this to a sister but I sure am tired of these fucking people lying about college uneducated folks with an anti pedo mentality while they hide the abuses of their friends and mouthpieces every day. At the end of the day, never trust a fed is anarchist step fucking one. Step two is defend your own with a weapon. My weapon is my voice.

And step three is build a fucking garden and help it grow. Wielding queer elderhood like a weapon in discourse wars is not healing. Disregarding abuse around you is not healing. Uplifting abusive white women first as a black former fed is self hating mental illness at its finest.

"I can't find the og linkedin post bc the account's been deleted since, but repost here (need to sign in to see)

bsky.app/profile/ubergreen.bsky.social/post/3kvmrjuukqt2m

June 2024

^it says 9 years of experience in intelligence roles.

bsky.app/profile/jazzpomegranate.com/post/3m7jcoyaogk2j

bsky.app/profile/jazzpomegranate.com/post/3kvfgpublpm2s

Time stamp December 2025

^posts from a black trans woman who used to be their friend confirming fae were fbi, and how fae concealed their work history. If you sign in you can see the thread being quoted is about their profile support of isff.

bsky.app/profile/anons.ee/post/3kw7wghgpdq2v

bsky.app/profile/anons.ee/post/3kw7x3qv2c52k

Time stamp July 2024.

^Fae posted these well before the linkedin dropped. It lines up. especially how faer like "all gov contracting, not just defense"

bsky.app/profile/anons.ee/post/3kuz4jrldu22w

Timestamp June 2024

^Fae linked to an article about US intelligence chatrooms that fae apparently whistleblew about.

X.com/MsMaggieMayhem/status/1803284599025631393

Timestamp June 2024

^Thread that explains a TS clearance and the way Anonsee was downplaying how deep state fae were.

(DJ note. I cut out links that didnt work and I don't know know what to make of this other than stop trusting these people. All that fbi clearance and fae doesn't understand manufactured consent???? Give me a fucking break, nonce defender.)

my pronouns are it/its and it's not racist to archive posts so that context isn't lost. you could have used any word besides lynching and it is not racist to point that out. i do focus on the victims, who you continue to de-name, and i'm doing as they ask.

die mad about it. you don't scare me.

right, it's so funny when they prove they don't read. (i'll forgive anon because they were trying to be informative)

Hey, I'm one of the "victims being used as an excuse to attack anyone"!

Go fuck yourself, you heartless moron. :D

Trevor Dubois, an indigenous man who was in the hospital for chemo following a brain cancer diagnosis, was murdered by Saskatoon hospital security via. forceful restraint on Friday over a plastic lighter that police are publicly calling an “imitation firearm”. The cops are now trying to make it seem like Trevor had methamphetamines and drug paraphernalia in the hospital room with him after security murdered him to justify what took place.

here’s the saskatchewan health authority’s most recent statement regarding the incident. there’s a lot of talk but nothing of substance is being said. his family just wants answers and yet they haven’t even been told his time of death. his family also believes that the “imitation firearm” in question is a bright pink and green cigarette holder/lighter, but police refuse to release a photo of it.

according to those who knew him, he was a kind person who always went out of his way to help the less fortunate. he was seeking certification as a social worker and was heavily involved in his community. his family also says that he was against anything that has the potential to cause harm to people.

lastly, here is a quote from his brother, ryan (from this aptn article):

Please do not ignore us in this critical moment, Even a small share or a modest donation could ease the suffering and give my mother a chance at life.

Chuffed - Vetted#658

I look at my mother with tears streaming down my face because I am powerless to do anything for her. I beg you, I truly plead with you, please do something for my mother.

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#victim testimony - direct testimony from victims regarding the grooming, as well as further commentary regarding the submas community's behavior towards survivors, responses to developments, and further general statements

#marchy receipts - screenshots and testimony that involve dari/marchy/al. unfortunately this is what we currently (1/15/26) have the least of because they've been inactive for so long, but this is the person with the heart of the issue. they have 5+ known victims.

#suvi receipts - screenshots and testimony that involve suvi/sura (who is currently active as submastrain/sura-sbms). as of posting, they are considered the most complicit as they have repeatedly defended marchy, refused meaningful apologies, lied and backpedaled about being friends with marchy, and have shown that they haven't even read victim testimonies. being that they're still active, there is more of this available.

#related user receipts - screenshots and testimony involving users that have engaged with these two positively, have contributed to the misdirection of the issue, or have handled it poorly in the eyes of the victims

my focus is archival above all, and i want to emphasize that the ship drama is NOT the focus. these posts are out of order, and i apologize for that, but it is difficult enough trying to keep on top of things.

please direct all questions and commentary to my other blog, @isuggestnotbeingacreep. if i have missed something, let me know there.

This is genuinely so depressing to see... Why do people support abuse so often :(

Apparently she actually explained this all and made an apology!

I know to some people this isn't sufficent and I can understand why, especially if you do know of LagoVirt's content (thus you know he tends to not actually be one of the types who makes a mockery of situations by sensationalizing things and trying to make a pseudo true-crime doc that exploits victims), however I do think this is a case of someone fixating on something and while emotional responding terribly. I think her behavior, especially towards the victim, was not excusable, but it does seem clear she won't do this going forward- at least in my mind.

The apology could not be seen by many of the victims and those that DID see it said it wasn’t very good, which resulted in them being blocked. SKL was one of those people, and Punkitt later took back the apology and later admitted to being friends with Samuel’s partner. I suggest looking at a few more of SKL’s posts regarding Punkitt and also looking at Azurealleydog’s Bluesky posts regarding the situation for more info

Punkitt is still friends with Sam’s partner, she has refused to uplift Floraverse victims or properly correct the misinformation she spread, she went to Tumblr to farm for pity while not explaining the situation to her followers. Punkitt still failed to watch the video even after this, she has failed to actually take responsibility to the point where even the people that could see the apology (that was meant for them) were not satisfied with it

@afroartinc @-ing you because i think you of all people need to see this. jesus fucking christ.

I feel so sad for that kid. Thanks for this evidence and testimony.

Reminder: Do not come to young adults with your grievances with these people. This post proves several points about Lilys behavior.

Bullying victims does nothing but keep them around their abusers.

Wow she had balls to call you a groomer, considering what she did. Holy fuck,

From Gaza to Ireland: Survived but Nightmares Make me Wish to Die

Before I open my heart to you guys, please check out the vetting/verifications posts below.

1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List

2. @riding-with-the-wild-hunt HERE.

3. My latest blog titled "Traumatized in Ireland While my Family is Facing Death and Starvation in Gaza" shared widely HERE

The short video will give you a quick glimpse of my story: 1. A young university lecturer in Gaza

2. Then displaced with my family and losing our house

3. Then traveled to Ireland to study and try to support and evacuate my family.

Every night I sleep in Ireland while my family sleeps under bombardment face starvation, fear and the cold of winter in tents.

People sleep to rest. I sleep to see nightmares.

Every night feels like a horror movie I must live, not watch. I wake up tired, shaken, and broken by the images my mind creates.

I had an amazing stable life with my family in Gaza before the war turned our world upside down.

I was a young, ambitious lecturer at the Islamic University of Gaza, teaching English and linguistics. I loved to motivate and empower my students so they can reach their full potential.

When the war broke out, I was displacement with my family multiple times in places I did not know existed in the Gaza Strip. Sometimes we literally ran for our lives under heavy bombardment and learned what a near-death experience actually meant.

Five months into the war, my Irish university managed to get me out of Gaza. Ever since I evacuated and left my entire family in Gaza (parents, siblings, nephews, nieces), I woke up every day so tired from horrible horrible horrible nightmares, wishing to end my life.

But then I remember: If I give up, who will help my family survive? Who will help me get them out when the crossing opens again?

I saw the constant bombardment every day live in the news, and my family was dispersed in different places in the Gaza Strip, running for their lives, struggling to survive.

The misery and suffering continue until today after we lost our house and the cold of winter if freezing them all, especially my elderly parents and young nephews and nieces.

HOWEVER...

Hard times do not only create strong people; they also reveal the goodness and humanity in others. And Gaza needs the world’s goodness now more than ever.

My family lost their home. They now live in tents, shivering in the cold. Rainwater enters every time it rains. They have no electricity, no clean water, no cooking gas, and no safety. Survival itself has become a battle.

I have been dedicating all my efforts to helping my family survive in the current situation in Gaza and apply for reunification visas with the support of my college and friends here in Ireland.

Every single member of my family counts the seconds until the day we all reunify in Ireland and live a safe, normal life like we have been dreaming for more than two years

This can only be possible with your kindness, support and humanity.

Please consider donating if you can, share our story, reblog our post, and amplify our voice. You have no idea how much you can help in getting my family out of the living hell of Gaza to safety.

When the world becomes numb to Palestinian suffering, please choose not to turn away.

Please 'follow' me to stay updated!

Thank you for reading. Thank you for caring.

Mahmoud

Tagging for reach <3

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@shesnake @legallybrunettedotcom @lautakwah @sovietunion

@7bitter @toiletpotato @fromjannah @omegaversereloaded @ot3

@virovac @akajustmerry

Just to give you a glimpse of the daily suffering of my family in tents in these cold and stormy days of winter.

My mother in Gaza told me today that these horrible living conditions are just as bad as the war! Children are shivering from the cold!

Please stand with my family and help them evacuate and have a dignified normal life with me in Ireland!

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RalicielRanting is their main, not even their NSFW account. Insane.

everybody, please go support @isuggestlovingyourbrothers and help him fight back against the hoard of isff bootlickers at his doorstep. He is a minor, and I will not fucking stand for GROWN ADULTS harrassing a fucking child. ffs these people have no goddamn shame. Block and report them for harrassment and endangerment to minors.

They truly honest to god believe they're not causing any harm when they harrass young trans boys and men/masc and when you turn the camera around and show them that THIS is how they act, they take it like you personally honest-to-goodness crucified them and spat on their graves. But because they're not young girls, they can harrass and bully whoever they want. Disgusting.

I am currently on break, but I refuse to let this go unnoticed- if we want to rally behind one another as a community, we need to support our brothers too!