the past is a grotesque animal

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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

mostly a Disco Elysium blog but I also post other things I like. pretty things, media things, personal things.

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What Happens to the Heart
Series - 80k - Harry/Kim - Case Fic, Romance, Quitting, Le Retour

2022 Disco Elysium Fic Recs
99-100 of my favourites

The Past is a Grotesque Animal (I Don’t Want to Be)
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DE writing playlist (spotify link)
Leonard Cohen - Tom Waits - Little bit of disco - A Whole Lot of Sad

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Let the River Answer - Ao3

Seeing Boogie Street in action is much different than hearing about it. A new group of pilgrims from Faubourg honours Boogie Street. The world spirit accompanies them.

My contribution to the After Death, Life Again zine (@delysiumzine) !

been a while but i am happy to post this hi guys!! Disco Elysium I got to write about Boogie Street and it was very very fun Continuing my tradition of naming every DE piece I write with Leonard Cohen lyrics
bloodanddiscoballs
bloodanddiscoballs

Hellooooo so some of you know that I ended up in the hospital a little over two weeks ago with a stay totaling of 9 whole days. While insurance did cover some of that, my first payment is not one I'm going to be able to make because I had already spent my disability check on other medical bills!

What I owe right now is a whopping $6,835.70.

I'm still in the midst of switching doctors and medications, so right now I'm unable to take on commissions because I am still pretty bedridden (especially cause my free time has been going to dealing with the floods that happened here where I live in Texas so I've been extra fucked lol)

If you can help me make any kind of dent in that number, I would be grateful. I certainly don't expect that it will get paid off with all of your help but any kind of assistance would be immensely appreciated. I'm already putting things aside to try and sell to hopefully pay this payment off before the next one comes due.

PayPal: [email protected]

bloodanddiscoballs

For reference here is what my back looks like:

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I have had 6 reconstructive lower back surgeries as well as a spinal cord stimulator put in at the end of last year. I have been disabled and living with intense chronic pain for 14 1/2 years. I am unable to work because I cannot stand longer than 5mins even with my mobility aids. I am on round the clock medications as well as ice to deal with the swelling of my sacroiliac sack which was damaged in one of my surgeries. I am currently bedridden, though the recent change in my medications after this hospital visit has allowed me to have a little bit more mobility, even it it has meant moving around my home better.

I am hoping that I will be seeing two new doctors soon to try new treatments, but I won't be able to take on that expense until I have this hospital bill paid off. I am going to contact the hospital and see if they can drop my overall bill down due to my economic class but that full bill is still almost $20,000, so regardless, I will still need help even if they approve. I know that everyone is hurting financially right now but even if you could lend me a couple dollars it would add up! Thank you for your kindness and I hope that you have a wonderful July🫶🏽

bloodanddiscoballs

Thank you so much to those who have helped me! What I have left is $6,402.10