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@ellasharp84

She/her, Taken, Transfem, Plural, Very Very Sapphic, MREOW!!

This is not a passing phrase or a trick to catch attention, but a final plea not to scroll past us as you would any other post. We are still trapped in Gaza, living between death that hunts us, cold that pierces the tents, hunger that exhausts our bodies, and a future that is erased a little more every day.

You say you are tired of the news, and we are tired of staying alive without a life. You say you cannot do anything, but the cruelest thing is to do nothing at all to keep scrolling as if our suffering were just content. Our children do not know what “ignoring” means; they only know shivering at night, crying from hunger, and fear that never sleeps.

If your conscience is still alive, do not skip this. Help in any way you can donate, share, raise your voice, and do not leave us alone in this hell. We are very close to reaching our goal, and our survival today may depend on a single click from you please don’t fail us.

It’s kind of crazy how people demand that impcore military pigs be coddled into not being part of a genocidal murder machine. They should actually get repeatedly beaten over the head with the reality of the institution they are a part of until they defect or die about it. There shouldn’t be a single second of their lives where they aren’t reminded of what they serve and the blood that is on their hands. Even if they “already know.”

If you're in the US military or National Guard, frag yourself+your entire unit immediately and pray that that is enough penance for the horrors you have facilitated/visited upon the world in the name of imperialism and that you won’t go straight to hell when you bite it.

Liberals love to talk as if members of the US military are an oppressed class.

We're a second-gen, regenerative farm in St Lawrence County, New York. For 23 years, the farm was managed by my parents, but in 2023, management was transferred to me - 113.5 acres, 20 cows, three greenhouses, two gardens, nine pigs, 17 sheep and 36 chickens. As the last living family members, my father and I've been working the farm together, trying to scale down and rest more, for the past three years. Due to the sheer size of the undertaking, along with my father's disabilities, I made the management decision to welcome two friends ( @theartistrans ) I hope will someday become equal partners here. 

However, their welcome to the farm has coincided with a total shitshow. Shortly after their arrival, I was struck by a milk truck and landed in the hospital with a broken ankle, concussion, and a totaled car. Our already faulty stove took a nosedive, and then the electricity in our house went out. We are now without heat, running water, electricity, or a way to prepare food; we are all crammed into my father's house and tensions are running high. 

We have both long and short-term goals. I am committed to this farm no matter what. I'm not moving to Canada or selling off chunks of land. I - we - want to improve the infrastructure, protect the endangered species here and create social sanctuary for the greater queer community. We are also in a time of major transitions, and so must address basic needs and immediate concerns. 

Immediate Concerns:

Our house's primary electric line needs to be replaced. It's over 60 years old; a necessary upgrade to a safe system. We then need to either repair or replace the old gas cooking stove. We need to be able to stabilize the farm, which includes both human and animal care. This means grain costs, hay costs, household bills, taxes, and seed costs.

Meeting this goal will enable us to continue running the farm, protect the land and its native species, create a greater sanctuary for the queer community, and ensure our own safety and warmth. Please dm me or @theartistrans for proof or further information. My totaled car can be seen below.

$100 has been received to the GFM from a personal friend, but nothing else has been received yet in regards to this. We got a quote yesterday from the electrician and it's going to be $3,500.00 for the up front payment, $4,500.00 total. It is hard to overstate the urgency of all of this - the house needs to be maintained to survive the Winter here, and it's not currently livable.

$130 has been received for this since it was posted. This is a huge goal, but we will literally lose the farm if we do not start making progress on this.

2)Transgendz/Thearist, one of people being hosted, the page o on KOfi, maybe ask for commissions? (past post with some artwork)

Vetting and cancer treatment appointment for a friend of family in screenshot below

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Civil rights pioneer

Claudette Colvin, whose 1955 arrest for refusing to give up her seat on a segregated Montgomery bus helped spark the modern civil rights movement, has died. She was 86.

Her death was announced Tuesday by the Claudette Colvin Legacy Foundation. Ashley D. Roseboro of the organization confirmed she died in Texas.

Colvin was arrested months before Rosa Parks gained international fame before refusing to give up her seat on a segregated bus.

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no animal was harmed during the making of this video. not one. for the few minutes that we were shooting film, the guns of each hunter fell silent. the industrial bolt throwers observed a moment's peace and the jaws of every predator hung softly open. no fish bit any hook and the bait worms held off on drowning only until the cameras stopped. the tails of ruminants ceased to flick just as their attendant flies, in unison, landed on their flanks to catch their tiny breaths. a spider instantly stopped winding silk around a wasp, patiently waiting for the caesura to end. a young veterinarian paused with the syringe in their hand. somewhere, a colicky baby stopped biting its mother's nipple and nursed happily for the very first time. we're sorry. we're sorry it couldn't have been longer. we didn't know this would happen.

i think after 35k notes of people tagging welcome to night vale, which i'm certain is good but which i've never listened to more than maybe 3 minutes of, i can say now that this was not written with a soothing radio voice in mind. the voice here, in my imagining, is grief-stricken, on the verge of tears.

if you're interested to know what this post IS biting, if it is not biting WTNV, it's basically just a conflation of the key descriptive passage in Jorge Luis Borges' short story El Aleph with my favorite passage from Vonnegut's Slaughterhouse V (the war movie that plays in reverse), plus a little piece of imagery borrowed from the staggeringly brilliant and tragically underappreciated poet Cornelius Eady, specifically the bit about the flies, which is lifted in part from my favorite image in his poem "Victims of the Latest Dance Craze." if you aren't familiar with any one of these, please consider this my recommendation of all three.

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a day without trans girls is a day that does not exist. there will always be trans girls no matter how hard you try to erase them. and i'll be right there helping to create more of them :)

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Your hate for chatgpt or however is written has fucking blinded you from real interactions with real human beings.

If you don't see this as a problem than I don't know what to fucking tell you

I just got called a chatbot because I was taking too long to answer for his petition of showing him my archive but I'm dumb as rocks and not very tech savvy so I didn't know where to find my archive to show him and now I blocked and probably got my blog reported

Am I not fucking real????

Me being stripped of my dignity so I can earn maybe $2 so I can feed my family isn't real?

Damn then good fucking news to me and my sick, disabled and chronically ill family cause now that we're not real then our pain, hunger and troubles can disappear for your fucking comfort

I've been trying to fundraise for my medication, food, affording the laundromat and taxis to our many doctor appointments since December 2025.

There was a power outage last Sunday and we need to replace our diabetics insulin ASAP please.

We will give up fundraising for a bed and we will continue as we have been for the past year.

Please, help us at least reblog while I manage the energy to make a better post please.

Not to be atheist on main again, but like: I really do think this wing of tumblr, as a whole, is getting way too comfortable with being reflexively pro religion. I've been to mass, as a child and as an adult. I'm grateful I was not raised religiously because I can say this for certain: the things that get taught in mass are often hateful and deplorable, and it it is not uncommon for children to develop a deeply harmful relationship with those teachings.

I simply do not doubt that a great many lesbians required to attend mass during their formative years would have developed traumatic guilt and self loathing as a result.

"Oh, so now having all the adults and authority figures in your early childhood talk about how the being that runs the entire universe will torture you forever in fire if you do something bad is somehow 'traumatic'"

I mean, not every mass or Christian actually teaches that, but like... a lot of them do.

and all that without mentioning that this is lesbians, and the catholic church teaches that women are inherently lesser in the eyes of god (sure, they might avoid saying that explicitly but there is literally no other way to take eg the priesthood thing) and that homosexual desire is "intrinsically disordered". gosh i wonder why lesbians might struggle with catholic upbringings

going to start researching sheep breeds that are like endangered or need conservation and then seek out their wool to use, preferably buying directly from the herders, so i can support them

i found a farm that has Navajo-Churro sheep and sells their wool as roving and yarn directly to the public, along with several other uncommon breeds :) website here

holy shit theres a lot of small farms out there with heritage breed sheep n other animals selling their fiber!!

re: your tags, totally fine to reblog!! there's a whole database of farms im looking at now on the Livestock Conservancy website!! here's the link, all you have to do is select "yarn" or "fiber" from this drop down menu

and it'll give you contact info and websites to A BUNCH of small farms selling their heritage breed fiber directly!! you can also look up by animal breed if you want a specific kind of fiber like, say Navajo-Churro

it's AWESOME!! many of these farms seem to be certified by the Conservancy and the Conservancy itself seems to be like a good nonprofit

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i should and will put sex scenes in my comic/story

t4t furry sex bitch!

idk it's just something special to draw trans characters especially disabled trans characters being sexually intimate with each other out of pure love and affection.

trans woman facing homelessness

its friend bliss from Seattle is being kicked out to the street February 1st.

if anyone has any room or even just a couch they could spare to house her in the city or area it would help a lot. she is 21 & actively hunting for jobs.

please dm if you can help.

otherwise any funds to support her can be sent via venmo / paypal @ petalbeetle

thank you

once again, lolcow YouTubers and their content is nothing but bottom of the barrel slop that is regurgitated from each other until it creates a parasetic human centipede constantly cannibalizing each other over who can make the most viewed "documentary" that is not only uninspired, but was lazily out together on a random internet artist or disabled person that was gangstalked by a community of people that only find happiness in their cruelty because they're so entrenched by their own insecurities, misery, unaddressed trauma and a job that isn't paying well enough.

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Being a girl is easier than you think, but watch out! Being a girl makes some bad people VERY angry.

But remember: there aren't only bad people. You will find the good people who accept you as you. And if not, you can make them out of the raw material called cis boys.

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