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!!!MINORS DNI 18+ BLOG!!! DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT!!! lydia / 27 / afab nb i'm obsessed with trevor philips and the postal dude. i'm so down bad for them it's embarrassing.
An actual intro post!
Yeah hey hi hello it is I

My name is Lydia, I'm 27, assigned female at birth nonbinary person, I go by she or they pronouns please. I've been married to the love of my life Jacob since 2017. Born and bred Vermonter. Maple syrup runs through my veins.

First and foremost I am autistic, and I have brain damage from a bunch of head bonks so I am extremely absentminded and forgetful. I am unmedicated for ADHD, BPD, C-PTSD, and a slew of other things so I'm off the rails half the time. I tend to self isolate when that happens so don't be afraid when I disappear for like a week. I really try not to let any of what ails me ail others. Not your monkeys, not your circus.

I have lore miles deep. I've done a lot of weird shit in my life. Homeschooled until high school. I grew up in and currently live in rural Vermont. I'm a 5th generation maple sugarmaker on one side, 3rd generation on the other. I used to be an EMT. I been playing video games since I was just a wee lass thanks to my two older brothers. I also have three older sisters.

I'm at heart an artist in every sense of the word. I am a writer, a musician, a singer, a digital artist, a traditional artist, a furry artist, a woodworker, a crafter, anything I can get my hands on, I will try. I'm currently rediscovering my love of needle-felting. It's nice to stab things into shape. Anything I make will be under the tag lydia's artwork. Everything I do is halfassed but fullhearted.

Fandoms I'm hyperfixating on right now:

The Elder Scrolls Morrowind, Oblivion, and Skyrim. I adore this series. I have the cries of cliff racers engraved into my 6 year old psyche. I will have Secunda played at my funeral. Teldryn Sero is the Nerevarine and he is also my husband, case closed. No questions are being taken at this time.

GTA 4/5. Specifically I am hyperfixating on Trevor Philips right now. Good lord. I am in love with that walking disaster. Something about him just pings my brain right. Niko Bellic is also creeping to the top of my list, I'm playing through 4 for the first time right now and he's worming into my heart. I'm brewing a steamy fic about him.

Postal. I just bought Postal² in late October so I'm very new to the Fandom and I am only on Tuesday of the game but I am in love with the Dude he is my boyfriend end of story

Any writing I do here on tumblr you can find under the lydia's writing tag.

Where else you can find me:

You can find my tamer furry art over on my Bluesky. From there you can find where to find the spicier furry art is if you so wish to look.

My spicy writing can be found on my Archive of our own. There's also non-spicy writing too! But those are sort of on pause as I recollect my brain after the last head bonk.

Ask for my discord and I'll provide, I'm just a bit shy at first. :) drop an ask in my askbox with any questions!! i love answering questions especially about the stories i'm writing

uh yeah thats it bye

to cling, yes, is a way to say you'll remain with them.

but to limpet onto them? to be a remora? to bore into them as a male angler does to a female?

that's the clingage i want

god i want to do a comic so badly but i am so bad at writing shit like that

[guy whose bedtime is approaching fast] I need to write one billion words right now. and draw everything that has ever existed.

"[...] could you draw a chibi champ? Or chibi postal movie dude?"

Why not both? (–⩊–)

How do we feel about gore on this blog

Or torture

Blood

I uh

I drew a lot of this when I was younger, and I'm starting to get back into it.

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