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@essythewolf

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THE CURE FOR LIVING is now available for preorder!

Walk blessed – or, as they say in Khîra, yâsh thûya,

It’s time. Five years after Dreams of the Dying, the next two books in the Twelfth World series are now available for preorder, at a special discount. The books are currently being printed, and will ship around the final week of March 2026.

Visit my website for more information, or head straight to the store. If you haven’t read the first novel yet, you can purchase it here  –  a new, premium reprint is in the works. Knowledge of Dreams isn’t strictly necessary, but recommended.

The Cure for Living is a single story told in two volumes. It concludes Jespar’s saga.

“I’ll tell you a story,” the Visionary said to the young woman. “When I’m done, I promise you I’ll undo these chains and let you go.” He met her gaze, his eyes as dark as the void between worlds. “You will stay." In the oasis city of Qurrâb, wealth, power, and fame all bow to a single ideal: yâsh, the virtue of one's heart. There, a thirteen-year-old girl with a mind like no other resolves to become the brightest soul history has ever seen, inspiring others to follow her example. Her goal? To unite humanity and vanquish the Darkness, the destructive force within all of us that makes the world the wretched place that it is.  When veteran Jespar tre Moreste reaches the fabled City of Sages forty years later, his only concern is finding Loanne, the sister he once abandoned. Little does he know that his journey will soon lead him into the dark underbelly of the supposed paradise, where ruthless crime syndicates mingle with death cults and forbidden schools of philosophy. As old wounds resurface and reality fractures, Jespar realizes that even after the tumultuous events of Kilay, he still has demons of his own to conquer — and that often, the most charming masks hide the vilest of minds.

At over 1,200 pages, this is one of the most ambitious and complex stories I’ve ever written. Even though it took much longer to complete than I expected, every second of it was worth it. It’s a story about identity, obsession, and how quickly we can become the very thing we’re fighting. It’s also a tale of grief and letting go.

Like Dreams of the Dying, these books come in three editions: eBook, paperback, and premium hardcover.

This time, I chose not to use a print-on-demand provider and instead oversaw the printing process myself. That decision allowed for significantly higher quality across both physical editions, especially the hardcover. This is why quantities are limited for now - for this first edition, I simply couldn’t afford to print more. It’s an indie novel in every sense of the word.

Both hardcovers feature full-color sprayed edges, gold foil lettering on a matte-laminated dust jacket, and a colored bookmark. Part One of The Cure for Living also includes a full-color, 140-page appendix illustrated by Dominik Derow. See the store description for more details.

All editions also include a stunning watercolor map of the oasis city of Qûrrab by Francesca Baerald, cartographer for franchises such as Warhammer, Game of Thrones, and World of Warcraft.

I’m blessed and honored to have collaborated with several gifted artists on this novel—from my amazing friends Dominik Derow (illustration), Johanna Krünes (layout), and David Müller (linguistics), to my editor, my typesetter, to the various scientific advisers who helped make the world feel so much more textured. All are listed in the acknowledgments. 💜

The third book - and Jespar’s saga as a whole - is dedicated to my dear friend Katharina Lippenberger, a gifted author, poet, and beautiful mind who didn’t live to see it finished.

Thank you to everyone who supported me on this journey. Exciting things lie ahead. I wouldn’t have made it here without you.

Sincerely,

Nico

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Nine People I'd Like to Know Better

Tagged by @surive-07 Thank you for the tag!

Last Book: The last thing I read was Tokyo Ghoul manga. Last Song: Fall Out Boy - Rat a Tat Last Series: oh god I just realized I EVEN WATCHED Tokyo Ghoul... Sweet or Salty: both? yea both is good! Coffee or Tea: Tea but I will drink coffee whenever if I'm dead enough and need a kick of energy. Working On: I've been working on a massive Tokyo Ghoul fan project. (I can't really share what but know that it'll be awesome once it's finished ^u^)

tagging (no pressure to do this but if you wanna go ahead :3) @doublebadger @iamaweretoad @jhara-ivez @dueliz @ipsen @ghostie-bunni @essythewolf @coredeter @vverikae

Tagged by @websterweaver

Last book: Rivers of London 1

Last song: リリー by Buck-Tick

Last Series: .... uh... Batman Beyond probably. Earlier this year. But not sure.

Sweet or salty: both. I'm quite enjoying both in combination like salted chocolate for example.

Coffee or Tea: ... Tea! Coffee only with loooots of milk, and only in Italy.

Working on: .... my will to live. I have not worked on anything serious for ages and it really takes a toll by now.

tagging (and only if you want): @mmhawkes @beck-nightengale @iamaweretoad @essythewolf and whoever wants

Last Book: Star Wars: Plageius

Last Song: Queen of Clubs (Ysabella's Theme) - Vampire the Masquerade Bloodlines 2 Sountrack

Last Series: Uhhh I'll give two. Podcast wise: The Magnus Archives (I'm re-listening to that). Show wise: Love, Death, Robots

Sweet or Salty?: Both!

Coffee or Tea?: Coffee hands down with plenty of milk and sugar.

Working on: Some personal fics and headcanons with a good friend between Star Wars and Vampire the Masquerade. Will it ever see the light of day? Probably not. Doesn't mean I can't think about it on the daily.

Tagging: Any of the previous above or anyone who sees this and would like to.

Signs of a heart attack are different for each gender yet we only really teach the male warning signs. Make sure you’re aware of both and spread it to as many other women as possible!

EVERY SINGLE TIME I HAVE TAKEN A CPR CLASS I have had to be that person who points out that the training videos ALWAYS frame the “male” symptoms as the default universal heart attack experience, while the “female” symptoms are framed as though they’re a deviation from the norm, rather than the primary symptom set that cis women experience. 

ALSO: I just showed this post to my roommate, who is an MD at a clinic that specializes in care for the LGBT community in the Baltimore area. I asked her  whether hormones were responsible for the difference in the “male/female” symptom arrays. I asked how that would apply to her trans patients (which, she treats a LOT of trans patients). She said, basically, that the longer you’ve taken testosterone the more likely you are to get the intense chest pressure and the arm pain, versus the upper back pressure and shortness of breath.

Obviously I am not a doctor myself, consult your own health care provider, etc.

Reblogging this comment because this is the FIRST TIME I’ve ever seen someone address what XYZ medical condition would look like in trans patients. Also this is partly why my great-grandma died: the (male) doctor dismissed her heart attack as basically indigestion, because she didn’t have the typical male symptoms.

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Oh my God someone was able to answer the trans patient question!

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Fictober25!

Fictober Event, the prompts for 2025

Here is the list for October this year. Write something short (or long) and tag it with #fictober25 in the first five tags. Let’s see your creativity!

  1. "Just take my hand."
  2. "This is new."
  3. "I don't need a reason."
  4. "Can you hold me?"
  5. "But you promised!"
  6. "This is annoying."
  7. "You'll have to try harder than this."
  8. "I know it sounds impossible."
  9. "They didn't even touch it!"
  10. "I'm here, am I not?"
  11. "Stupider people than us have done this."
  12. "Does this help you?"
  13. "It's a balance."
  14. "Do we have a plan?"
  15. "It's rather complicated."
  16. "I will never forget this."
  17. "You're not alone."
  18. "I think I see it."
  19. "Yes, I missed this."
  20. "Trust me, this will work."
  21. "Just be honest."
  22. "And how did that work out?"
  23. "I believe in us."
  24. "There's not enough time."
  25. "We've done this before."
  26. "It's been a while, hasn't it?"
  27. "Why would they do this?"
  28. "I'm not lost!"
  29. "Where did they go?"
  30. "Do you trust me?"
  31. "I still love you."

This event is open to fanfiction and original fiction. Start the first of October. You do not have to do the prompts in order. Tag your posts with #fictober25.

Please state at the top if your entry is original fiction or fanfiction and what fandom. State common warnings and triggers at the top and tag accordingly.

No AI generated text or art.

I reserve the right to not reblog fics that I find inappropriate. I will reblog things here on @fictober-event, follow this blog to see all the entries. Go forth and write!

Things almost every author needs to research

  • How bodies decompose
  • Wilderness survival skills
  • Mob mentality
  • Other cultures
  • What it takes for a human to die in a given situation
  • Common tropes in your genre
  • Average weather for your setting
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No Mercy for the Wicked

It would be over soon. He needed to shoulder the burden of Prophet for just a little longer. Just a little longer... He could trust himself with a blade, now. Could carry a dagger on his hip without issue. But in the quiet times, the weak times, in mornings where he felt the kind of tired that sleep couldn't fix... With the razor in his hand... Wouldn't it be nice? To rest? [~1k words]

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✨Star Summer Night - Masquerade Ball 🎆

Greetings, Enderal Fandom,

I have some exciting news to share with you all! The Star Summer Night celebration is fast approaching, and it would be delightful if you would join me on June 1st! 🎇

Although canonically this holiday is celebrated on the first day of spring - according to the Butcher of Ark books, we are choosing to be fashionably late this year - and our good friend Nico approves. He has even kindly provided us with a list of animal costumes that the canon characters would wear for the masquerade🦁

By the way, I will include the text of both letters under the cut below.

So, whether you are an artist, a writer, or simply someone who loves Enderal, we would be thrilled to see what you can come up with. You can share your work on social media using the hashtag #EnderalStarSummerNight.

Can’t wait to see all the fantastic things you create and to share in the excitement of this amazing event together 🎭

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