they're meant to die by each other's sword why are they in a coffee shop
do you ever think about ilya and just go a little insane? I mean, that's the guy who won the stanley cup for his dead mother. he wears his mother's necklace. he keeps ginger ale in his fridge for shane. he play fights with svetlana. he got nervous when shane kissed him on the forehead after they had sex. he tried to combe back his hair back before opening the door for shane. he asked shane to stay. he made shane a tuna melt. he played with kids in the pool. he gets scared of loon noises. he cried when he told shane he loved him. he confessed his love in russian first. he checked the meaning of compatible to make sure he understood what it meant. he wanted to hold shane's hand at the beach. he devoured those spaghetti. he loves being shane's boyfriend. he loves being part of a family that actually loves him. he is so full of love!
ilya: i don't want to be a russian citizen ilya: maybe i could get a canadian passport ilya: i would move to canada for the right person ilya: maybe i should get greencard married ilya: if only someone out there who was canadian would greencard marry me ilya: if only there was a canadian citizen who i had insane chemistry with who loved hockey as much as i did and wanted a future with me in canada shane: ... shane: welp sounds like an unsolvable problem but while you work on that let's start a charity so we can get dinner in public sometimes
Shane Hollander's search history (Ilya's version)
and one more thing!! so we’ve basically confirmed scott has clocked shane and ilya. and as a person struggling with being a closeted queer hockey player you’d think hey maybe he would try to talk to them and bond since they’re all going through similar things. NOPE. he brought a gun to the ice and said get out and take that weird bisexual man with you
Shane being like for the next two weeks I’m begging you to just tell me what you’re thinking this is my two weeks off a year I am not spending it trying to read social cues I am exhausted
the gay on gay violence was so insane im still not over it. shane shit talked scott’s game and scott said what if i kill you. what if you die right now. “you’re even starting to sound like him”?? that’s on a different playing field than just being homophobic that is psychological warfare. he said i’m in your walls motherfucker




