I can’t remember who said this in the tags on a jealous ilya post so please come claim credit for your idea but: I do love the idea that ilya’s jealousy is just jealousy, not a desire to control or change shane’s behavior. he’s fiercely jealous of everyone else who’s gotten to see or touch or talk to or lay claim to shane in any way, and he’s fiercely possessive of shane (MINE. every one of his firsts and lasts should be MINE) but he doesn’t expect shane to stop being friends with rose and he delivers the “list of all the guys you’re fucking” line without making it sound like he thinks shane shouldn’t have been fucking other guys before they got together for real. I don’t usually enjoy jealousy as a fic emotion for the same reason that I don’t love really intense controlling dom/sub dynamics. but I could get very into it as like. ilya just BURNING UP INSIDE with jealousy and then dicking shane down soooo good about it but not in a you’re being punished for looking at someone else kind of way. just in an okay! and now I’m going to fuck you so good that other people won’t cross your mind ever again because when you’re not with me the only thing you’ll be thinking about is how soon you can have me inside you again.
