also YES i'm openly acknowledging that i am mana now because my audience isn't big enough to like. find this blog or care. but if by some miracle i blow up and get to meet mint or saba, it's gonna be really difficult to explain to them that no i just have a crush on your character slash stream persona that's who i'm talking about wanting to marry on my hidden proship selfship tumblr blog. even though it also applies to both of your pl characters as well. i swear to god i'm not a parasocial weirdo i'm just a raging lolicon. can we be friends.
part of me wants to start shipping mana with everyone regardless of how little it makes sense for them to be in whatever universe... i love creating characters but i also love mana with my whole heart and see them as me and wonder what it would be like for them to be shipped with all my f/os, not just the vtuber ones... hmm...
*big boss voice* kept you waiting, huh
i just wanted to drop in and say happy late thanksgiving, merry late christmas, and happy late new year, as well as fill you guys in on what i've been up to (for those who care)
i haven't been doing much of the vtuber-y thing lately because seasonal depression has been kicking my ass but i did 100% palworld and started playing monster hunter wilds and pokรฉmon legends z-a (though because of my palworld obsession, i still don't have my full shiny team in pokรฉmon violet yet)
i got some pretty cool stuff for christmas, including a meta quest 3s, hu tao figure, 150cm chillet plushie, new pair of wireless earbuds, a thing of snoopy hot cocoa, some snoopy sheet masks, snoopy pajamas, and a set of d&d dice with little frogs in them
i got to go to seaworld with my family on christmas eve and see the orca show as well as sea lions, flamingos, and penguins (no otters though since those were in a no-stroller area), ride the steel eel (my glasses flew off my face but luckily i caught them in midair), and eat nutella churros
(more in next post since i hit picture limit)
some more pics from seaworld
then on christmas we had ham and decorated cookies and opened presents
and the day after we took both of my baby nephews to the children's museum again cuz sister-in-lawยฒ was in town
new year's was a lot more lowkey though, i just watched the fireworks from my bedroom window
i finally got the motivation to draw something the other day which will get its own dedicated post, thinking of maybe selling it as a sticker at san japan or something
started watching frieren, i'm at the part where fern and stark beat those two demons' asses
and uhhhh i broke up with my boyfriend ๐
so yea a lot has happened these past couple months lol
Btw a psa for all of my mutuals: I love you. I love knowing your lore. I love knowing your favorite songs and shows and artists and books and movies and poems. I love knowing your favorite time of year. I love when you blog about your day at work or school, your crush or your partner, your random experiences throughout the day. I love your lyrical analysis and hearing about your favorite characters. I love knowing about your favorite foods and the places you love. I love hearing about your family and your pets and your lives. I love you and I am rooting for you and I love seeing your posts.
may I ask what jschaltt did? (Apologies if misspelled)
i just don't like schlatt's repeated use of slurs he can't reclaim, the way he mocked the blm movement, and the fact that the company he majority owns (gamersupps) chooses to sponsor / affiliate itself with some people that have... questionable... politics, to say the least. it reflects poorly on him because there's no way he couldn't have known, imo. you can argue that the slurs and offensive jokes are just his brand of edgy humor or that he's playing a character, but i just find some of the things he says a little distasteful. (ยดโฝ` ๏ผ)

me when i get one (1) note on tumblr dot com from my beloved mutuals: they lovmeโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ญโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐โจ๏ธโจ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐โค๏ธโ๐ฉนโค๏ธโ๐ฅโค๏ธโ๐ฅโค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซi love them ๐๐๐โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐๐ f ried n
i cheered out loud when i saw an HSL character on your f/o list. BTW. ALSO CREEPTPASTA YAAAA โ @clownkissed (you will NEVER guess who one of my creepypasta f/os is based on my url LOL)
HAPPY SUGAR LIFE MENTIONED RAHHHH โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ๐ฆ ๐ฆ ๐ฆ
funnily enough, even though i don't post about him often, i actually consider asahi to be my main f/o other than xiao and maaayyybe yoshiki!
also, i'm going to go out on a limb and say you like laughing jack?


