thinking about jealous subs yet again n their little pouts and glares and needy possessive touches and thinking about them kneeling and begging me to reassure them they’re my one and only and being so sulky and sad and adorable and clingy and fuck i really need a jealous possessive pretty boy right this second.
The idea of being covertly corrupted and brainwashed into someone's addicted, obsessed, and obedient plaything is so fucking hot.
It's also one of my biggest fears. Manipulated and gaslighted until I'm hopelessly enslaved, against my will and without me realizing it? Nightmare fuel.
On the other hand, the idea that someone would put that much effort into a long term brainwashing campaign specifically so they could have me the way they want me? Countless hours of planning, building trust, laying traps, implanted triggers, endless conditioning and priming -- what a beautifully colossal labor of love.
Like, it's kinda romantic, right?
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i deserve better than this. some ppl Have been helping me but im also becoming steadily More forgotten & ignored. ive noticed & been told a lot of people on here are hoping on my eventual death. with rent always being hard to raise for, homelessness & worse is always on the horizon. i need $440 rent ASAP, as the office will be closed for Christmas—but they'll still evict us since we're already late.
im a disabled (mentally & physically) csa/abuse survivor still under abusive family. my entire life is ruined by abuse & ive never got time to even Think about recovery. hard to recover when ur still being abused! i dont even have the room to transition 🏳️⚧️ either. i need a roof over my head, to care for my cat & bills paid. if i have no residual funds/savings, then i cant use money i dont Have to start up job hunting Again. so please, donate & rb. (goals & info below.)
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HI. DONT IGNORE ME, I DO NOT DESERVE TO BE HOMELESS DURING THE HOLIDAYS & NEW YEARS. | paylinks info/proof
i deserve better than this. some ppl Have been helping me but im also becoming steadily More forgotten & ignored. ive noticed & been told a lot of people on here are hoping on my eventual death. with rent always being hard to raise for, homelessness & worse is always on the horizon. i need $440 rent ASAP, as the office will be closed for Christmas—but they'll still evict us since we're already late.
im a disabled (mentally & physically) csa/abuse survivor still under abusive family. my entire life is ruined by abuse & ive never got time to even Think about recovery. hard to recover when ur still being abused! i dont even have the room to transition 🏳️⚧️ either. i need a roof over my head, to care for my cat & bills paid. if i have no residual funds/savings, then i cant use money i dont Have to start up job hunting Again. so please, donate & rb. (goals & info below.)
help a survivor today. put your money where your mouth is. i cant survive without it.
you can never go back. this is your one life. you had a bad childhood and that's it. you lost your teen years to mental illness and that's it. you're miserable in your 20s and that's it. you just go forward
I feel like we’re backsliding in terms of sex positivity. To combat that, I will be openly hornier. Nothing wrong with enjoying sex and wanting to have it.
i actually like when boys come fast. it’s the cutest thing and not shameful at all. like i will just make you come again. don’t hold back on me. we can do it again; and again and again and again, until you can’t remember what day of the week it is and don’t know whether you want me to stop or keep going