I can’t stop thinking about the idea of an edit of Robert to Godlight by Noah Kahan. I mean come on: “To know me is to hate me is to hate what I’ve become. It’s to watch me as I’m falling from that ladder’s last rung” and especially “It’s a hole I can’t fill, it’s a curse I can’t break, and I gave my soul to it, and it cannot be reclaimed” it’s literally him and the legacy of Mecha Man
i hope i did your vision justice op i did this rlly fast without access to ep 3&4 clips 💔💔
new prime asset oc.
originally a reagent, his bloodthirst and snitch like tendencies interested easterman to the point of creating a new prime asset. the rat eventually angers easterman after failing to capture reagents. the removal of his human ears and replacement with fake, almost cartoonishly large rat ears was his punishment. "if you cannot hear the reagents, i will give you the tools to do so."
while he is deaf, he'd be one of the only prime assets to be able to see in the dark. effectively giving him "enhanced" senses, so to speak. he fully believes that he has regained his hearing when in reality he experiences major auditory hallucinations.
for the family dynamic that the prime assets play into, he'd unashamedly be the pet. i believe gooseberry would love him. i have yet to get around to drawing it but i imagine her sitting with him curled up in her lap and her steadily petting along his back. the others? i'm not too sure yet. franco would see him as a toy, maybe. how kids will kick their dogs just to see what happens. perhaps coyle would be the "dad who didn't want a pet then comes to be the pets biggest fan" in a sense that he openly mocks and boasts about how he hates the rat only to allow the guy to get close and sit near him. maybe he pets him in secret. the twins i have no idea. i hardly understand them yet.
he fully plays into the animal dynamic. he sleeps on the ground curled up. he gets fed like an animal. he does not argue or fight if he's treated like one. and while he does still speak to reagents sometimes he does forget that animals don't speak. sometimes he won't speak at all. he cannibalizes and feeds off downed reagents like they're prey. or perhaps a large piece of cheese.
anyway. these are just some ideas i've had. there's more if anyones interested
its a littlw jarring to me that ive somehow made friends that actually want to game with me . i didnt know i knew how to do that!
i think about this post sometimes and wonder what i do that fucks everything up. what is so unlikeable about me. i need to dissect every inch of my brain so i can remove whatever keeps fucking up my ability to have stable relationships with people.
been thinking back on hurricane helene since the anniversary recently came and gone and i just cant help but relive it all. how isolated i felt because of people i considered, and unfortunately still do, friends decided i wasnt worth keeping company. they all were hardly effected and their power came back instantly. i was alone for two weeks in complete isolation. i remember begging for days on end and even trying to compromise by saying i'd walk blocks until the roads they were comfortable on (which wasnt even far from my house) but nothing. NOTHING. from them. the only person i had was online and even that was hard to keep up considering how fast my phone would die
loneliness is probably my biggest fear and i just cant take how lonely it gets sometimes
hallo! i have been unable to post for some time due to the app just. glitching out i guess? i was only able to use already made drafts to post but i ran out of those. here's some art as ab apology!
this is my bell design!!! this specifically is him undercover at the kgb. if anyone is interested, i'll make a post about all the headcanons i've got.
here's the original pictures of bell. anyways byebye