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Headaches
03:05
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I am too weak
I am too blind to see
Why you’d ever want you’d ever want you’d want to
Be here with me
Listening to suffering
And I’m sorry for the way I am the way I
Can’t stand to be
Anywhere but my bed
And it’s messing with it’s messing with my head
I just can’t sleep
Headaches are all I feel
It’s all I hear it’s all I know
Was it ever supposed to be fun
You wring me out til im done
And it hurts to feel it
But you love to hear it
Like the broken car you used to drive
When you were young and still alive
You walk the walk and talk the walk
But never let your body thrive
I scream it out the way I did
Before I knew the simple thing
The way I felt inside before
I scream it out forevermore
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Melancholia
02:17
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I vow
To wipe your tears
And hold you close
Just as the Earth makes the foolish attempt
To stop the star
In its tracks
In its glorious intricate dance
The dance of death
Please don’t despair
I think that it’s beautiful and if I could
Prevent this end
I do not know if I would
Melancholia
As the beauty burns its flames
And we lose all we hold dear
As the tragedy awaits
Will you stay here?
And we all know
We’re all falling down
To the final call
To hear everyone out
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I wish that you’d just call
Cause I’m going through the motions
It’s been a long and lonely fall
And I wish that you were here
Cause I just can’t wake up
I’ve been waiting since November
I’m lost and I can’t see
And I need you more than ever
The world is dark and scary
It’s hard to walk alone
If you were by my side now
I could see the whole way home
But I’m going through the motions
Waves sweep me off my feet
And the tides of the blue ocean
Have got me lost at sea
You can’t leave by myself
Conversation once withheld
On a freezing winter night
When the snow just won’t stop falling
It’s getting far too cold
So I hope to hear you calling
The darkness is too loud
The screams are getting blinding
My road back to you’s set
The path is just too winding
The world is dark and scary
It’s hard to walk alone
If you were by my side now
I could see the whole way home
But I’m going through the motions
Waves sweep me off my feet
And the tides of the blue ocean
Have got me lost at sea
I’ll just stay here by myself
I suppose it can’t be helped
The world is dark and scary
Impossible alone
And you’d be by my side now
If you’d just pick up the phone
So I’m going through the motions
Been drowning as of late
And the movement of the ocean
Will keep me far away
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Fault
01:19
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Are you blind to the fate of the trouble stricken man
the youth are staring blank cause they could never understand
The lives we used to have, the life that many lead
Cause feeding those of us in need is just a joke to those of greed
And I’m not saying that we have to kill them all
Just enough for us to show them that we mean it and we got the balls
So give it up, your time is up, you’re through
And remember that the fault of all the faults fall on you
By any means necessary
Being led like cattle
To slaughter
You’re gonna pay
Our time is now
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Stuck Here
03:30
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Staying out of touch of to stay away from all the
Things you said to me to make me feel like I was
Not enough to be around with you and all your
Plans to get away from all the things I said
And I am sorry for the way I used to be but
I don’t miss the things you used have with me
And we are better off without your pain inside
And I am better off without the need to fight
Staying safe from you
Hide away from
everything I used to know
But it won’t be the same
everything I used to say
But I won’t be the same
Never gonna be enough to satisfy the
The thirst you have for me, my blood and every little
Thing I care about the smallest word that makes me
Want to scream it loud enough to drown it out
And all I really need is you to leave me be and
Just forget the love you used to have for me and
Never shed a tear I swear I’m better off with
Calmly leaving here to get point across
Staying safe from me
Hide away from
All the things I want to be
I’m always stuck the same
Everything you need from me
But you don’t feel the pain
Your death poems and cigarettes
And an air of superiority
Twice the thickness of Mason jar glass
And yet twice as fragile
An egg without a shell, a body without organs
A state of potentiality that will never be realised
Ten rose colored deaths in the middle of your skull
And still not enough. And still not enough for you
The last drop of joy continues to loosen its grasp
Reminds me of a dream I had. I go for an ill-advised ride
My body molds to the shape of bent metal and cracked plastic
Not the solace
From your savior
Mouthing out the safeword
We're still steady
Just your unpaid labor
Just your rusted fetters
Forged in flames
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