not sure at this point
15 years ago
General
feeling dazed and confused, wondering what if anything i was ever told was the truth or a lie, my head is messed up i cant think right, im not even sure if the person i feel for was a fake or the real deal, the part of me that loves him still after all the pain wants him back, but i don't think that i can let him back into my life, some days i don't even know what good i got out of the whole deal, never in my wildest dreams did i think i could get so wrapped up and hooked on some one, guess i know now why they say love hurts
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If it is any consolation to you my friend, I would have done the exact same thing you had done.
You, in my estimation, did everything carefully, and with meticulous planning. Here again, you are an individual with Morals and Values, unlike some others that seem to reside in this Community.
My best advice for you, is to stay strong, and keep at it. I know you'll find someone soon, even though now that wounds may still be quite deep.
Know that you have friends like myself that care about you. :)
*hugs*
All the best,
Rukario