Distance... [personal]
9 years ago
General
Hey all,
I know that it has been some time since I've last made a journal and for good reason. I've been dealing with a lot of personal issues and family trouble that have made me become extremely distant with those that I care about. I want to say that I'm sorry to all of you that I've neglected in these recent times but I'm at a point now that if something happens to me or anyone around me I'll have an emotional break down. The past couple of nights I've been having extreme anxiety over my dad losing his job, being on the verge of eviction, and to top it all off the everyday stress I get from my dad being an asshole to me. I don't what I'm going to do and I'm scared that if I try and say something that he'll get angry at me and then do something. I don't know hat to do anymore and I just can't take this stress. I want things to change but I know that I have no power to do so and even if I do try nothing will happen.
TL;DR
Anxiety: 1
Me: 0
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