So... I won't be there this year.
Because I was scheduled to have surgery friday morning and would be obviously unable to attend as I would need several days to recover, would not be able to walk much after those days and then need to get stitches removed and all that.

But about 45 mins ago or so I get a call that the fucking procedure was canceled and needed to be rescheduled.
for next friday.
or Tuesday afternoon at the earliest.

-.-

So... I COULD have fucking gone.
But considering I had to take time off from work at the last second for surgery and now have to shift all that around.... I dunno.
But, I'm pissed, and now have another 5 days to be freaking out and worrying.

I haven't really been telling people what has been going on with me in this regard.
So... long story short:
I was sick for a while, and then noticed a thing and now need to have said thing removed and tested to see if I have Cancer.
So... yeah.

I don't really want to go into any more detail than that as I don't really know what's going to happen or if it even IS... but... I have been pretty freaked out and worried and all that and now I get 5 more fucking days of this torture and anxiety before going under the knife again.

So, sorry I'm not at AC.... I had to cancel going due to a fucking surgery that got canceled and moved to a time that would have allowed me to fucking go.

Once again, choke on glass the universe, you're a fucking twat.