If you're watching this account; this is a very old account that's abandoned! So please watch over to the ones listed below!
I'll deactivate this account by start of November!





Please save your artworks in here if you haven't!~!
Commissions are still ongoing, no worries, I am doing a huge shift!

However, only clean and slightly mature artworks would be posted there.
For EXTREME artworks listed as in my previous journals

Go to here instead





Enjoy your stay at the new place!~~!

One big change in June will be a total account overhaul! By this Sunday, I will no longer be using this account and will be resubmitting recent artworks to this account!~!





Please save your artworks in here if you haven't!~!
Commissions are still ongoing, no worries, I am doing a huge shift!

However, only clean and slightly mature artworks would be posted there.
For EXTREME artworks listed as in my previous journals

Go to here instead





Enjoy your stay at the new place!~~!

June is the month of transition to me. Things will change. My life will change. Everything will change...

1. Extreme end of art (1st June)
2. Tears will be shed (8th June)
3. Farewell, Singapore (16th June)
4. On my Own (22nd June)

Pretty much these 4 key phrases will reflect my month of June. I will update the details every Sunday starting on 1st June and so on and so forth. Watch out for this, it may affect some of you but mostly if you are a local fur who has been in contact with me...

I will be ditching LiveStream entirely and will only be using these two broadcasting services!

TigerDile and FurStre.Am

Reasons why I love Tigerdile, it has good chat and user management AS A STREAMER/BROADCASTER. Very stable servers and a quick response team for troubleshooting! It is a paid service but an affordable one. Just create an account there if you wish so that you can also be notified of my streams without viewing FA itself.

FurStre.Am is stable enough as it is but much better compared to LiveStream as of late. I will be using FurStre.Am in replace of LiveStream from now on.


.::Gale, what do you allow yourself to draw?::.

For the people on Twitterverse, you might have known about my blow up with blobs or uberfat furries being drawn. Let me make this clear. I do not want to draw them is due to the fact that I am unable to draw them in a way that makes it seem less of a chore. It's always a chore to find the squash and stretch of each mound of fat especially when I learn a lot by anatomy rules. It usually discourages me from continuing drawing; so until I learn how to draw blobs better, I will not be accepting blobs as a form of commission.

Recent gore freakouts. Okay, I draw almost anything, heck, let me come clean, I like gore in certain aspects but I don't fap to it. It's just an interesting thing for me to draw you know, I actually enjoyed drawing the guts being flushed out because it is something different and fresh for me to try out! Other types of stuff I actually plan to put to draw are: SCAT, HYPER, COPROPHAGIA, SLOB, LIFE SUPPORT, SNUFF, POPPING/BURSTING, BDSM, TENTACLES.

However, I need an opinion from you guys. With the stated fetishes above, should I create an extreme fetish account or have them just posted here in the gallery instead? I am doing this for you guys, for you guys to enjoy what I draw...

So, that's all for the update. I hope you guys understand where I am coming from, thank you for the support thus far and hope to see you guys in future streams.



...also don't judge my fetishes, go away. dun maek me crai ervytim..

Ask me stuff here: http://ask.fm/Bear_ista

Anyone who asks in this journal will get 5 across the ass...

Now is mid May and it has been almost a quarter of the year. 3 months have spanned ever since the last review. Some of you might find this annoying but don't fret, I am just trying to gain as much remarks about my art style as of late because I am self-taught and trained; the only feed back I am getting is from you guys, my watchers.

1. Which part of my style do you think is lacking?
2. What do you want to see me draw more of?
3. Are commissions of affordable price?
4. Are there anything that I have been a jerk about?
5. Are streams of desired length and is there any way to improve them?

Last but not least. at this point of time. Rate my art on the scale of 1 - 5 for these categories from 1 being the lowest and 5 being the highest.

General Art -
Fetish Art -
Line Art -
Colored Art -
Shading -
General Output -
Background -
Comics/Sequences -
Streams -
Speed -

Tell me why you give (category) the LOWEST. Tell me why you give (category) the HIGHEST.

I do require feedback every 2 - 3 months to see where I stand. I hope you guys understand and thanks for supporting me thus far~!

May has been gentle with me so far, not that much with money though. As for the moment, my finances is slightly stable but my brothers don't know how to control portion sizes for the food I buy. As much as I am a fat fur, I do control food portions to last the month that match my finances.

There will be more sketchmissions this month however, if not many people get the commissions. Also, commissions are being done bit by bit, no worries. I will be updating the WIP folder again. I wil be focusing on timely sleep schedules, you won't see much online if on Skype.

I do hope everyone is able to tolerate with me. I would love to finish the commissions if I have the time. My shifts are getting longer and longer this month, plus I am being sent to busier stores... I am going to work in store under a convention centre... yay, staff deployment...


Thank you for supporting me always guys. Love your support and comments. Stay happy this May and have a Happy Mother's Day!

It means that there is at least an introduction.
It means that random RPs are hastily rejected when we have yet to break the ice for even a week.
It means that you shouldn't just add me and not even make a single conversation with me at all.
It means that we are not friends just because I draw something fetishous in which you are a big fan of.

Just be a decent individual and you'll get along fine with me...

Ask me things that you think is too much information!~!

Mycaruba.
Mycaruba.

Mike Aruba.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GI4X2VSJFro

Ask me stuff really. Ask me stuff that are TMI which you think that I think is too much information. Not, what is your favorite food... If you ask that? I'll eat your testicles or ovaries...

So, ask away. TMI Tuesday!

Let me put it this way. I don't mind drawing blobs or mountains of fat but I draw realistic fats better. I have more fun drawing realistic fats than immobile fats. I don't know, I rely a lot on anatomy and breaking them can sometimes break me haha...

It's not that I restrict blobs but just it might take me a longer time to draw blobs than to draw real fats..

My throat/airway is getting better. I am going for a follow up appointment next week to find out what caused the contraction, in the meantime... I received the medical bill as well and it isn't really a sight to see. I will be opening sketchmissions again later when I feel slightly better than now....

I really appreciate the concern from the last journal. Thank you so much guys.

At around 6am this morning, I had to go to work and out of nowhere. My airway closed up and I seriously was very short of breath.. Had to call an ambulance down and was admitted to the hospital for the morning...

It was the scariest thing that happened in my life...
I was so worried of just... *sigh* not being alive...
Because at one point, I really felt faint and very out of breath till my lungs hurt...




Just so scary...



But now, I feel better. I am back home... but yeah, a very painful start for Easter..

Let me get this straight, TMI Tuesday is not a day to ask questions about everything. It's a day to ask questions where I won't disclose it to the general public. Any stupid mundane questions will receive a sarcastic answer should there be any!

Ask questions that you think I think is TMI here: http://ask.fm/Bear_ista


Any questions asked in this journal will be sarcastically slapped.

As what I have noted down, I've drawn a lot of stuff like not a lot as in a lot of different stuff~

From FAT to MUSCLE
From PREGNANCY to TENTACLES
From INFLATION to VORE

What do you think of being able to draw a variety? Or do you prefer me to be the best at one instead of being a jack of all trades?

Also, which do you think I should draw more?

The start of April this year was a blast, I didn't get poured with mocha syrup by my colleagues~! Squeaky clean.

However, all good things must come to an end. My mother had some crucial issues with her job due to a customer fallacy which requires her to pay a sum of cash on her part. I know it's stupid and she had it discussed with her manager about the problem. The money however will only be reimbursed to her at the end of the month.

I had to help her with it in the end after paying all the house bills and whatnot. In the end, we ended up with no food in the pantry and fridge. I have been working hard on commissions to try and shrink the list as much so that people can safely commission but urgh, work has been extending my hours again...

So, pretty much just broke and urgh and I just wanted to let this out...

It isn't really a cry for help for cash but I am at least staying fed with the little things I can. I hope you guys can remain patient with my commissions progress, it's moving no doubt but just not quickly.

I might be opening stream-only commissions like last time for instant work to be done and I may require permission for some of the commissioners for it since they have been waiting months for theirs to be done, thus the reason I am writing this journal. If it is disallowed, I won't mind it at all but thank you for hearing me out

Hope everyone is having a great April!~!

Ask me questions that you think I consider TMI!~!

A big thanks to my watchers, commissioners and of course, my friends. You guys have really pushed me through and supported me during the 21st year. I really have gone up so far and am willing to produce much better artworks for all my dear friends and try to complete my commissions list to make room for more....

Thank you for the pictures, gifts, messages, time to be with me on the special day yesterday. Love you guys!!

Hey, I am 22!
GIMME BAKERIES OF CHEESECAKES

Ask me anything about my birthday which comes on 3rd or basically myself!

I don't celebrate April Fool's because seriously, from where I was from or raised, it's kind of blasphemic....
Sooooooooooooo, TMI Tuesday ask me anything on this journal

It's on 3rd April. It's coming soon.








TIME TO EAT LOTS OF CHEESECAKE! I RUV CHEESECAKE

Not going to do the event thing this year. I am sick and tired of people not reading the rules properly. You guys go have your own fun, I try to be nice and make something interesting for others, some people really have to spoil it all.

Last year went swell with people reading rules, this year, nobody is able to read the rules for some reason, even if it is in bold.

http://ask.fm/Bear_ista

Don't ask questions that are like not TMI exclusive? Also, please ask on the website, I won't answer on the journal

First things first, yes, I've been getting notes from people on when I am going to finish their work. All I want to say is I seriously and sincerely apologize about my tardiness and irresponsibility with my commissions.

I tend to skip because of lack of inspiration from certain commission descriptions and I keep neglecting the others. So, I want to make a proposition to correct this mistake and satisfy all my clients (commissioners).

What I'm going to do is finish all the WIP files first and not create any new ones till all of it are finished. If your name is in the dropbox link where it shows the files of the WIPs, I will be working on those first.

Once everything is sorted out in that folder, Ic will then go down the list of clients by chronological order which is how it was queued in the Microsoft Excel link provided in my profile page.

In the event of anyone wanting a refund, you guys might have to wait till the 28th of March to do so, that will be the date of my pay and the time where I can issue refunds to people.

I hope you guys understand my situation on this part. I really don't want to trouble and dissatisfy you guys. If there is still any issues regarding the matter, we can discuss it through notes. I won't reply frequent because as said, this week is a very full work week. 12 hours a day all the way till Sunday.

Thank you for supporting thus far, I appreciate your patience and your concerns :)