so i already asked a few about this on Facebook so here it is anyway.

how do you sleep?

and what i mean by that is, what kind of ritual do you preform before you close your eyes and slip away to dream land. I'm only asking this because i was feeling a bit weird the other day for the way i set up my bed before sleep thinking to myself "god I'm so weird. why don't i sleep like normal people?" and then it occurred to me...
how do others like to sleep at night?

what i am curious to know is
- what position do you sleep(laying on your back, side, chest?)
- how do you orient yourself( do you like sleeping with you feet where your head should be etc.)
- how many pillows and blankets do you use
- is there something you do unique?
-sound(music, radio talk shows silence)

i myself like to take all my pillows and blankets an pile them, then form an indent in the center so it looks kinda like a bird nest. i then proceed to curl up in a ball laying on my side (most the time the left) cover myself with a blanket and either listen to calming music or if I'm up for it a good creepy pasta.


So tell me what is your ritual. i want to know even if you are someone i never talk to.

i stayed up most the night and didn't rest till 5. though me and watched pacific rim before the clock hit twelve and during the movie a character called out " STOP THE CLOCK!" and in that moment it had become 2014.~ i actually had worked on a cake all that day and decided to eat it myself since no one else was still awake. and then i awoke at 2 discovering that it is snowing~ i think i might try to make a snow man. Anyway happy new Year ~ i hope you all make goals and then achieve them for this year

for as long as i can recall from finding out the tooth fairy wasn't real, i have found extremely difficult to believe in things and have spirit. this has gone on for years. but not this year. i wanted to change that for Christmas because ,as a frequent tumblr user,i could tell Christmas is a BIG deal. so it was decided. i would be the most festive i have ever since i was young. throughout the month it was great but think slowly started dieing down.eventually we get to Christmas and i try being fully energy and excitement, but the moment i go downstairs to try and put on Christmas carols, i instantly get shut down by my mom. things went sorta good during present opening spite the very few we had(heck i didn't think i was going to get anything this year) so its good right. well for the aftermath when everyone disperses and goes about their day,i did the same and well it kinda just got worse from their. continuously throughout the day i get yelled at for being upset on Christmas,get made fun of for my fears,get shot down for having spirit,and ignored by my friends when i tried going to them for help. in retrospect this Christmas sucked. i tried so hard to be happy, so hard to be strong, so hard to have spirit, but in the end i just get tore down like a crumbling building. so this year i say BAH HUMBUG to the family that is suppose to happy and drawn together by the holiday but instead rather to continue its dysfunctional way.

I'm a weak person and all they did this year was make me weaker.

last year i did a secret santa and i really want to do it again so if anyone know if there are any going on about now?

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promote this bitch

keep in mind i am owlet


frenchbrah: owlet, skank level immeasurable
frenchbrah: eyes too far apart
j0ksta: o.o
frenchbrah: nose croked
frenchbrah: chest of a 10 year old boy
frenchbrah: owlets overall #
frenchbrah was banned by crashkitt (crashkitt)
boyblaze2: thank you crash
crashkitt: Dont be a dick mah nigga
crashkitt: owlet is a kawaii lil flower
crashkitt: desu desu

i love tiny chat

i have been having these random moment of depression at some of the worst times lately and i just wanted someone to know i was suffering and needing attenion. people in rl never notice wen something bothers me, usually because they never notice me.

hey just saying im still alive just pre-occupied with school but I am doing a lot of tradition sketches maybe if I get a chance I will scan them and post them

PS I got a haircut ;u;

I just don't know what to draw anymore

so sometime I like to sit and draw at luch with all my close bros and slowly over the past year I have successfully converted a 6 of my friends into the furry fandom. I feel so proud of myself

well now im 18 and between the other 8 people living in my house there is extreme pressure being put on me to get a job or make some form of money. i would go and get a job now but i dont think i can juggle doing school, work, and homework all at once. and unfortunatley im already behnd in my classes so i dont think getting a job would help. but i need to do something about money for living exspences. and the best i can come up with is doing commissions.
please if you're interested i use my commission tab, so go browse what i currently have to offer.
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today is the day you guys i finally turned 18. im so super happy and excited

so like just from streaming today i scsessfully obtained 10 new watches GEE WILIKERS i wonder how many ill get tommorow if i stream <3

SO LIKE THE LAST STREAM SPAZZED OUT HERE IS THE NEW ONE

~ https://join.me/486-061-504

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STREAM TIME!!!
https://join.me/569-064-433

so if anyone might remember and if not ill tell you that my computer fnally crashed about a week or 2 ago and i have off and on using my dads. buuuut i use paint tool sai and he only has photoshop on his computer so i have been trying to get back into photoshop. well i did get some doodles one *sigh* but it just isnt the same as sai .v^v. time goes by and school starts up last wendsday and it feels awesome seeing all my friends again <3 going through our classes i have one called GAVC whis is like a graphic arts class. i ended up talking with the teacer most the class(there are only 4 kid in my class) and i mentioned sai and bringing in my usb with it on it. but honestly i didnt even know if it was or not. so i decide to check my USBs and to my surprise there it was :'D i instantly put it on my dads computer and started drawing~ so i can actaly start posting daily drawings again XD heck my GAVC teacer said for the first 10 15 mins of class we do whatever we want so i can use that time to work on art <3~~


Loves from
~kiwi

so apperently when i first came here to minooka their was a small rumor floating around that i just heard about. someone was saying that i transfered here from England. i nearly died laughing. if i knew about this sooner i would have played along and just mind fucked with people. i kinda want to do it now anyway

so yesterday while chillin here in Chicago and went out and made up as friends while i went to the movies with a guy from my old school. we first went to the movies and watched PACIFIC RIM!!!! clearly best movie of the year. after we went to target and fucked around in the toy section playing with masks n shit. we then took a long walk and talked while heading to a comic book store. hung there for a bit before i hade to get going. we huged and said goodbye.after getting home we texted a bit and i confessed some feelings he was totally cool with it and maybe next time i visit chicago we will go on another date.so i had a lot of fun.

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Me and  driftingdragon are doing a game stream join us and ivite all your friendss too

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Me and  driftingdragon are doing a game stream join us and ivite all your friendss too

After 10 years of using the same old broken down virus infected peice of shit computer it finally cracked under pressure. Now I'm sure my parent know a way to fix it cause they both are computer technitians only problem they are leaving for the weekend and won't be back till Monday morning and they usually sleep when they get home. So I'm going to go an entire weekend without using my tablet :c I would use it on my dads computer but I would need to download the driver and he HATES if anyone downloads anything on his computer. So i won't be drawing anything this weekend ;^;

im kinda going through art block and need something to do

im actually using the commissions tab

also im just gonna have this journal as a reference of what i need to do

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this one here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11069833/

i drew this because i am a very loving individual and i feel like my love should be shared with as many as i can, but society says having more than one lover is looked down upon. i just wish making the ultimate decision on who i love going to be. i have even made charts evaluating peoples qualities as an attempt to decide who is my match. right now i feel like its like some requirement to have someone to love right now in my life because I've been lonely for so long. i just wish there was an easier way to find someone i like who like me back ;3;

for the past week or so our internet has been wonky but no more. turns out one of our spliters went bad due to a local power outage from a couple weeks back. but its all good now :3