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[ENG|RU] 05.05.2025 | R.I.P My dad
General | Posted 8 months ago[ENG]
On May 05, 2025, my dad passed away. He died in the car in the arms of his older brother. My uncle tried to resuscitate him, but it didn't work. The ambulance couldn't do anything to help. I'm absolutely shattered.
My dad was only 61 years old. I'd like him to live for another 20-30 years. We had so many plans together. I wanted to do a lot of things with him, go somewhere, show him off, treat him, etc., but now he's gone and I can't do it all. It's very hard to lose loved ones. Dad surrounds me. He did a lot of renovation work where he and I live. He gave me things, bought something useful for the house, we did repairs, we made something. For example, I put on my sneakers and I know that my dad gave them to me. I touch the walls of the apartment and remember how Dad made them. I take the item and remember Dad. There are so many things that bring back memories of him. It's hard for my mom too. I'm spending time with my mom and grandma right now.
It's a blow to all the loved ones. It would seem that I only hugged him on Sunday, ruffled his hair on his head, agreed to come during the week, and on Monday morning my uncle calls and says that Dad is no more. Everyone who knew him is in shock. No one could have imagined such a thing. We lost our father, husband, son-in-law, brother, friend. It's unbearable. It was only after more than 15 years that I was able to find peace after my grandfather's death, and then Dad. I don't know how to live on. I don't want to believe what happened. It still seems to me that he's around, that he'll come home, call, speak kindly to me and tell me something. We didn't spend much time together, but that time is valuable too. I'll always remember him, he is always by my side.
There will be a farewell ceremony on Thursday, May 8th. That's where I'll see my dad for the last time. He will be different, but he will still be my dad. I'm very afraid to see him, but at the same time I want to. My head is spinning. I'm constantly crying and there's a lump of pain in my chest.
I buried my face in his pillow at home all Monday. With the smell of cigarettes, with the smell of Dad. I slept in his place, with my mom. She needs support. She can't do everything alone, and she's responsible for her mother. My grandmother is almost 80 years old.
Dad was our rock, our protector. He liked to joke and smiled a lot. I could always call him, ask for advice or help. It would seem that there was nothing that Dad did not know. I miss him. Everything happened too soon.
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[RU]
05 мая 2025 года не стало моего папы. Он умер в машине на руках своего страшего брата. Дядя пытался его реанимировать, но это не дало результата. Скорая не смогла ничем помочь. Я абсолютно разбита.
Моему папе было всего 61 год. Я бы хотела чтобы он прожил еще лет 20-30. Столько у нас было совместных планов. Хотела с ним много чего сделать, сходить куда-то, показать, угостить и тд, но теперь его нет и я не смогу это всё сделать. Очень тяжело терять близких. Папа меня окружает. Он сделал много чего по ремонту там, где я и он живем. Он дарил мне вещи, покупал что-то полезное для дома, мы с ним делали ремонт, что-то мастерили. Например, я надеваю кроссовки и знаю, что их мне подарил папа. Я дотрагиваюсь до стен квартиры и помню, как их делала папа. Я беру вещь и вспоминаю папу. Так много вещей, которые вызывают воспоминания о нем. Моей маме тоже тяжело. Я сейчас провожу время с мамой и бабушкой.
Это удар для всех близких. Казалось бы я только в воскресенье его обнимала, трепала по волосам на голове, догововаривалась приехать на неделе, а в понедельник утром звонит дядя и говорит что папы больше нет. Все кто его знал в шоке. Никто не мог предположить подобное. Мы потеряли отца, мужа, зятя, брата, друга. Это невыносимо. Найти покой после смерти дедушки я смогла лишь спустя более 15 лет, а тут папа. Я не знаю как жить дальше. Не хочу верить в то, что случилось. Мне до сих пор кажется что он рядом, что зайдет домой, позвонит, ласково ко мне обратится и что-то расскажет. Мы проводили не так много времени вместе, но и это время ценно. Я всегда буду его помнить, он всегда рядом со мной.
В четверг 8 мая будет церемония прощания. Там я в последний раз увижу папу. Он уже будет другим, но всё еще будет моим папой. Я очень боюсь его увидеть, но в тоже время хочу этого. Голова идет кругом. Я постоянно срываюсь на слезы и в груди комок боли.
Весь понедельник дома я утыкнулась лицом в его подушку. С запахом сигарет, с запахом папы. Спала на его места, вместе с мамой. Ей нужна поддержка. Она одна не сможет всё делать, на ней ответственность и за бабушку. Бабушке почти 80 лет.
Папа был нашей опорой, защитником. Он любил пошутить, улыбался часто. Всегда можно было ему позвонить, попросить совета или помощи. Казалось бы не было ничего, чего не знал папа. Мне его не хватает. Всё произошло слишком рано.
On May 05, 2025, my dad passed away. He died in the car in the arms of his older brother. My uncle tried to resuscitate him, but it didn't work. The ambulance couldn't do anything to help. I'm absolutely shattered.
My dad was only 61 years old. I'd like him to live for another 20-30 years. We had so many plans together. I wanted to do a lot of things with him, go somewhere, show him off, treat him, etc., but now he's gone and I can't do it all. It's very hard to lose loved ones. Dad surrounds me. He did a lot of renovation work where he and I live. He gave me things, bought something useful for the house, we did repairs, we made something. For example, I put on my sneakers and I know that my dad gave them to me. I touch the walls of the apartment and remember how Dad made them. I take the item and remember Dad. There are so many things that bring back memories of him. It's hard for my mom too. I'm spending time with my mom and grandma right now.
It's a blow to all the loved ones. It would seem that I only hugged him on Sunday, ruffled his hair on his head, agreed to come during the week, and on Monday morning my uncle calls and says that Dad is no more. Everyone who knew him is in shock. No one could have imagined such a thing. We lost our father, husband, son-in-law, brother, friend. It's unbearable. It was only after more than 15 years that I was able to find peace after my grandfather's death, and then Dad. I don't know how to live on. I don't want to believe what happened. It still seems to me that he's around, that he'll come home, call, speak kindly to me and tell me something. We didn't spend much time together, but that time is valuable too. I'll always remember him, he is always by my side.
There will be a farewell ceremony on Thursday, May 8th. That's where I'll see my dad for the last time. He will be different, but he will still be my dad. I'm very afraid to see him, but at the same time I want to. My head is spinning. I'm constantly crying and there's a lump of pain in my chest.
I buried my face in his pillow at home all Monday. With the smell of cigarettes, with the smell of Dad. I slept in his place, with my mom. She needs support. She can't do everything alone, and she's responsible for her mother. My grandmother is almost 80 years old.
Dad was our rock, our protector. He liked to joke and smiled a lot. I could always call him, ask for advice or help. It would seem that there was nothing that Dad did not know. I miss him. Everything happened too soon.
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[RU]
05 мая 2025 года не стало моего папы. Он умер в машине на руках своего страшего брата. Дядя пытался его реанимировать, но это не дало результата. Скорая не смогла ничем помочь. Я абсолютно разбита.
Моему папе было всего 61 год. Я бы хотела чтобы он прожил еще лет 20-30. Столько у нас было совместных планов. Хотела с ним много чего сделать, сходить куда-то, показать, угостить и тд, но теперь его нет и я не смогу это всё сделать. Очень тяжело терять близких. Папа меня окружает. Он сделал много чего по ремонту там, где я и он живем. Он дарил мне вещи, покупал что-то полезное для дома, мы с ним делали ремонт, что-то мастерили. Например, я надеваю кроссовки и знаю, что их мне подарил папа. Я дотрагиваюсь до стен квартиры и помню, как их делала папа. Я беру вещь и вспоминаю папу. Так много вещей, которые вызывают воспоминания о нем. Моей маме тоже тяжело. Я сейчас провожу время с мамой и бабушкой.
Это удар для всех близких. Казалось бы я только в воскресенье его обнимала, трепала по волосам на голове, догововаривалась приехать на неделе, а в понедельник утром звонит дядя и говорит что папы больше нет. Все кто его знал в шоке. Никто не мог предположить подобное. Мы потеряли отца, мужа, зятя, брата, друга. Это невыносимо. Найти покой после смерти дедушки я смогла лишь спустя более 15 лет, а тут папа. Я не знаю как жить дальше. Не хочу верить в то, что случилось. Мне до сих пор кажется что он рядом, что зайдет домой, позвонит, ласково ко мне обратится и что-то расскажет. Мы проводили не так много времени вместе, но и это время ценно. Я всегда буду его помнить, он всегда рядом со мной.
В четверг 8 мая будет церемония прощания. Там я в последний раз увижу папу. Он уже будет другим, но всё еще будет моим папой. Я очень боюсь его увидеть, но в тоже время хочу этого. Голова идет кругом. Я постоянно срываюсь на слезы и в груди комок боли.
Весь понедельник дома я утыкнулась лицом в его подушку. С запахом сигарет, с запахом папы. Спала на его места, вместе с мамой. Ей нужна поддержка. Она одна не сможет всё делать, на ней ответственность и за бабушку. Бабушке почти 80 лет.
Папа был нашей опорой, защитником. Он любил пошутить, улыбался часто. Всегда можно было ему позвонить, попросить совета или помощи. Казалось бы не было ничего, чего не знал папа. Мне его не хватает. Всё произошло слишком рано.
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General | Posted a year ago[ENG]
The end of my story... --->>> https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10934763/
On Sunday (12/01/2024), the guy took his last things. Before that, hours earlier, he had assembled my PC for me. They brought me a new system unit, the guy paid for it. He broke it himself, paid for a new one himself, and assembled it himself. But it was possible not to break my thing.
The last thing we did together was assemble the system unit. We talked a little bit. The atmosphere was quite friendly. Although, of course, he answered some of my questions later: "I've been here too long for eight years already." I didn't say anything, it hurt. It's like I'm trash that he didn't need in his life and nothing good happened.
I gave him a friendly hug twice during the evening. This time he even responded with hugs, but rather restrained. It's not so easy to accept, to realize that something was really the last in my life. The guy answered me harshly that he did not want any more communication with me. Cut it off like that.
I understand that I need to move on. When one book is closed and put on the shelf, you can find a new book. It's just that right now I'm lonely and in pain. If you've ever been in a long-term relationship, you can understand my feelings. It was my longest relationship in my life. Now there is emptiness and uncertainty. I don't know how or what to do now.
That's the story)
[RU]
Конец моей истории... --->>> https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10934763/
В воскресенье (01.12.2024) парень забрал свои последние вещи. Перед этим часами ранее он собрал мне мой ПК. Мне привезли новый корпус, парень его оплатил. Сам сломал, сам оплатил новый, сам собрал. А ведь было можно не ломать мою вещь.
Последнее что мы делали вместе - собирали системный блок. Немного общались. Атмосфера была довольно дружелюбная. Хотя конечно потом он на какой-то мой вопрос ответил: "Я и так здесь задержался на слишком долгие восемь лет". Я промолчала, это было больно. Словно я мусор, который был ему в жизни не нужен и ничего хорошего не было.
Я дважды приобняла дружески за вечер его. В этот раз он даже ответил объятиями, но довольно сдержано. Не так просто принимать, осознавать что вот что-то было реально последним в жизни. Человек ответил мне жестко, что не хочет больше никакого общения со мной. Вот так отрезал.
Я понимаю что нужно двигаться дальше. Когда закрывается одна книга и ставится на полку, можно найти новую книгу. Просто именно сейчас мне одиноко и больно. Если вы когда-либо были в долгих отношениях, то сможете понять мои чувства. Это были мои самые долгие отношения в жизни. Сейчас пустота и неизвестность. Я не знаю как и что мне теперь делать.
Такая вот история)
The end of my story... --->>> https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10934763/
On Sunday (12/01/2024), the guy took his last things. Before that, hours earlier, he had assembled my PC for me. They brought me a new system unit, the guy paid for it. He broke it himself, paid for a new one himself, and assembled it himself. But it was possible not to break my thing.
The last thing we did together was assemble the system unit. We talked a little bit. The atmosphere was quite friendly. Although, of course, he answered some of my questions later: "I've been here too long for eight years already." I didn't say anything, it hurt. It's like I'm trash that he didn't need in his life and nothing good happened.
I gave him a friendly hug twice during the evening. This time he even responded with hugs, but rather restrained. It's not so easy to accept, to realize that something was really the last in my life. The guy answered me harshly that he did not want any more communication with me. Cut it off like that.
I understand that I need to move on. When one book is closed and put on the shelf, you can find a new book. It's just that right now I'm lonely and in pain. If you've ever been in a long-term relationship, you can understand my feelings. It was my longest relationship in my life. Now there is emptiness and uncertainty. I don't know how or what to do now.
That's the story)
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Конец моей истории... --->>> https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10934763/
В воскресенье (01.12.2024) парень забрал свои последние вещи. Перед этим часами ранее он собрал мне мой ПК. Мне привезли новый корпус, парень его оплатил. Сам сломал, сам оплатил новый, сам собрал. А ведь было можно не ломать мою вещь.
Последнее что мы делали вместе - собирали системный блок. Немного общались. Атмосфера была довольно дружелюбная. Хотя конечно потом он на какой-то мой вопрос ответил: "Я и так здесь задержался на слишком долгие восемь лет". Я промолчала, это было больно. Словно я мусор, который был ему в жизни не нужен и ничего хорошего не было.
Я дважды приобняла дружески за вечер его. В этот раз он даже ответил объятиями, но довольно сдержано. Не так просто принимать, осознавать что вот что-то было реально последним в жизни. Человек ответил мне жестко, что не хочет больше никакого общения со мной. Вот так отрезал.
Я понимаю что нужно двигаться дальше. Когда закрывается одна книга и ставится на полку, можно найти новую книгу. Просто именно сейчас мне одиноко и больно. Если вы когда-либо были в долгих отношениях, то сможете понять мои чувства. Это были мои самые долгие отношения в жизни. Сейчас пустота и неизвестность. Я не знаю как и что мне теперь делать.
Такая вот история)
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A difficult life situation. Need
General | Posted a year ago[ENG]
Hello everyone! You know, I actually do not know how to start my note correctly. I am not one of those people who often writes about my personal life, because the public comes to look at beautiful pictures, and not at personal events in the author's life.
However, one very serious thing has happened in my life and I can no longer hold back and pretend that everything is fine and I'm coping. No, I need help.
On August 14th of this year, I had a serious conflict with a guy. So serious that my PC was damaged by his hands. I had to call the police to get him to leave the apartment. After that, he decided to take all his things. On Saturday, he took a lot of things and left.
He is still experiencing negative emotions. So I decided not to touch him and not to try to communicate. We've been together for about 8 years. But every day I feel worse. At first, I was just nervous and upset. Now I realize that I don't eat much, I don't sleep. I am overcome by panic, uncertainty about nothing. The pain, the desire to talk to him (I stop myself).
I realized for myself that I needed help. Not just to talk to someone, but the help of a psychologist. That's why I made an appointment with a specialist in the coming days. The problem is that his services are worth a lot to me and I'm sure I'll need a few sessions. At the same time, I'm not sure that I have enough money for this. Despite the fact that I still paint to order, my expenses have increased because the guy has left.
I wouldn't ask for help if I didn't really need it. So please, if you have the opportunity, then send me what you can as a donation. I will be very grateful for your support. Seriously, even a dollar can help me. I'm sorry if it was too rude.
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Once again. If you are indifferent to the situation and you are convinced that there is nothing terrible in my situation, then this is your right. But please don't leave toxic comments. I ask for help from those who really want to support me.
My current condition makes it difficult for me to do my job. But at the same time, the need to draw helps me to be at least a little sure that there will be money at least for food and other household expenses. I really try to do everything in my power so that the situation does not affect the quality of my drawings and deadlines.
So if you still decide to support me by ordering a drawing, I will be glad. The situation happened later than I organized a set of slots. So the slots are available from October and later months.
What do I want in the end? I want psychological help. I want to sort myself out and figure out what I did wrong. I want to sincerely apologize to the person when they are ready to listen. I want to return the relationship, but so that it is without negativity.
[RU]
Всем привет! Знаете, на самом деле я не знаю как правильно начать свою заметку. Я не из тех людей кто часто пишет о своей личной жизни, потому что публика приходит смотреть на красивые картинки, а не на личные события в жизни автора.
Однако, произошла одна очень серьезная вещь в моей жизни и я уже не могу сдерживаться и делать вид что всё в порядке и я справлясь. Нет, мне нужна помощь.
14 августа этого года у меня произошел серьезный конфликт с парнем. Настолько серьезный, что пострадал мой пк от его рук. Пришлось вызывать полицию чтобы он покинул квартиру. После этого он решил забрать все свои вещи. В субботу он взял очень многое и уехал.
Он до сих пор испытывает негативные эмоции. Поэтому я решила его не трогать и не пытаться пообщаться. Вместе мы 8 лет примерно. Но с каждым днем я ощущаю себя всё хуже. Сначала я просто была на нервах и расстроена. Теперь же я понимаю что почти ничего не ем, не сплю. Меня одолевает паника, неуверенность ни в чем. Боль, желание поговорить с ним (я останавливаю себя).
Я поняла для себя что мне нужна помощь. Не просто поговорить с кем-то, а помощь психолога. Поэтому я записалась к специалисту в ближайшие дни. Проблема в том, что его услуги стоят не мало для меня и я уверена, что мне потребуется несколько сеансов. При этом я не уверена что у меня хватит на это денег. Несмотря на то, что я всё еще рисую на заказ, мои траты повысились потому что парень уехал.
Я бы не стала просить помощи, если бы она мне действительно не требовалась. Поэтому пожалуйста, если у вас есть возможность, то пришлите мне то что вы можете в качестве доната. Я буду очень благодарна вашей поддержке. Серьезно, даже доллар может мне помочь. Извините если это вышло слишком грубо.
Для ру комьюнити вместо Бусти и Хиполинка могу предложить банковскую карту в ЛС
Еще раз. Если вам безразлична ситуация и вы убеждены, что ничего страшного нет в моей ситуации, то это ваше право. Но пожалуйста, не оставляйте токсичные комментарии. Я прошу помощи у тех, кто меня действительно хочет поддержать.
Мое текущее состояние затрудняет мне выполнять свою работу. Но в тоже время необходимость рисовать помогает мне хотя бы немного быть уверенной что будут деньги хотя бы на еду и прочие бытовые расходы. Я действительно стараюсь сделать всё что в моих силах, чтобы ситуация не отразилась на качестве моих рисунков и сроках.
Так что если вы всё таки решите меня поддержать заказом рисунка, я буду рада. Ситуация случилась позже, чем я организовала набор слотов. Так что слоты доступны с Октября и более поздние месяцы.
Чего я хочу в итоге? Я хочу психологической помощи. Я хочу разобраться в себе и понять что сделала не так. Я хочу искренне извиниться перед человеком, когда он будет готов слушать. Я хочу вернуть отношения, но чтобы они были без негатива.
Hello everyone! You know, I actually do not know how to start my note correctly. I am not one of those people who often writes about my personal life, because the public comes to look at beautiful pictures, and not at personal events in the author's life.
However, one very serious thing has happened in my life and I can no longer hold back and pretend that everything is fine and I'm coping. No, I need help.
On August 14th of this year, I had a serious conflict with a guy. So serious that my PC was damaged by his hands. I had to call the police to get him to leave the apartment. After that, he decided to take all his things. On Saturday, he took a lot of things and left.
He is still experiencing negative emotions. So I decided not to touch him and not to try to communicate. We've been together for about 8 years. But every day I feel worse. At first, I was just nervous and upset. Now I realize that I don't eat much, I don't sleep. I am overcome by panic, uncertainty about nothing. The pain, the desire to talk to him (I stop myself).
I realized for myself that I needed help. Not just to talk to someone, but the help of a psychologist. That's why I made an appointment with a specialist in the coming days. The problem is that his services are worth a lot to me and I'm sure I'll need a few sessions. At the same time, I'm not sure that I have enough money for this. Despite the fact that I still paint to order, my expenses have increased because the guy has left.
I wouldn't ask for help if I didn't really need it. So please, if you have the opportunity, then send me what you can as a donation. I will be very grateful for your support. Seriously, even a dollar can help me. I'm sorry if it was too rude.
My Boosty.to -> https://boosty.to/skiba613/single-p.....re=target_link
My Hipolink (Tips) -> https://hipolink.me/skiba613/tips
Once again. If you are indifferent to the situation and you are convinced that there is nothing terrible in my situation, then this is your right. But please don't leave toxic comments. I ask for help from those who really want to support me.
My current condition makes it difficult for me to do my job. But at the same time, the need to draw helps me to be at least a little sure that there will be money at least for food and other household expenses. I really try to do everything in my power so that the situation does not affect the quality of my drawings and deadlines.
So if you still decide to support me by ordering a drawing, I will be glad. The situation happened later than I organized a set of slots. So the slots are available from October and later months.
What do I want in the end? I want psychological help. I want to sort myself out and figure out what I did wrong. I want to sincerely apologize to the person when they are ready to listen. I want to return the relationship, but so that it is without negativity.
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Всем привет! Знаете, на самом деле я не знаю как правильно начать свою заметку. Я не из тех людей кто часто пишет о своей личной жизни, потому что публика приходит смотреть на красивые картинки, а не на личные события в жизни автора.
Однако, произошла одна очень серьезная вещь в моей жизни и я уже не могу сдерживаться и делать вид что всё в порядке и я справлясь. Нет, мне нужна помощь.
14 августа этого года у меня произошел серьезный конфликт с парнем. Настолько серьезный, что пострадал мой пк от его рук. Пришлось вызывать полицию чтобы он покинул квартиру. После этого он решил забрать все свои вещи. В субботу он взял очень многое и уехал.
Он до сих пор испытывает негативные эмоции. Поэтому я решила его не трогать и не пытаться пообщаться. Вместе мы 8 лет примерно. Но с каждым днем я ощущаю себя всё хуже. Сначала я просто была на нервах и расстроена. Теперь же я понимаю что почти ничего не ем, не сплю. Меня одолевает паника, неуверенность ни в чем. Боль, желание поговорить с ним (я останавливаю себя).
Я поняла для себя что мне нужна помощь. Не просто поговорить с кем-то, а помощь психолога. Поэтому я записалась к специалисту в ближайшие дни. Проблема в том, что его услуги стоят не мало для меня и я уверена, что мне потребуется несколько сеансов. При этом я не уверена что у меня хватит на это денег. Несмотря на то, что я всё еще рисую на заказ, мои траты повысились потому что парень уехал.
Я бы не стала просить помощи, если бы она мне действительно не требовалась. Поэтому пожалуйста, если у вас есть возможность, то пришлите мне то что вы можете в качестве доната. Я буду очень благодарна вашей поддержке. Серьезно, даже доллар может мне помочь. Извините если это вышло слишком грубо.
Для ру комьюнити вместо Бусти и Хиполинка могу предложить банковскую карту в ЛС
Еще раз. Если вам безразлична ситуация и вы убеждены, что ничего страшного нет в моей ситуации, то это ваше право. Но пожалуйста, не оставляйте токсичные комментарии. Я прошу помощи у тех, кто меня действительно хочет поддержать.
Мое текущее состояние затрудняет мне выполнять свою работу. Но в тоже время необходимость рисовать помогает мне хотя бы немного быть уверенной что будут деньги хотя бы на еду и прочие бытовые расходы. Я действительно стараюсь сделать всё что в моих силах, чтобы ситуация не отразилась на качестве моих рисунков и сроках.
Так что если вы всё таки решите меня поддержать заказом рисунка, я буду рада. Ситуация случилась позже, чем я организовала набор слотов. Так что слоты доступны с Октября и более поздние месяцы.
Чего я хочу в итоге? Я хочу психологической помощи. Я хочу разобраться в себе и понять что сделала не так. Я хочу искренне извиниться перед человеком, когда он будет готов слушать. Я хочу вернуть отношения, но чтобы они были без негатива.
Now I'm on Boosty!
General | Posted 4 years agoHello everyone!
Due to recent events I decided to create an account on Boosty. I'll be glad of your subscriptions, support and comments. I do a lot to ensure that you receive content from me. And so that the payment of commissions, the purchase of content was convenient.
I hope you'll appreciate this platform and we'll continue our cooperation)
https://boosty.to/skiba613
https://boosty.to/skiba613
https://boosty.to/skiba613To-do list
General | Posted 4 years agoHi! I open the commission slots. Orders for any types of commissions are accepted, which are indicated >>> here <<<. Before making an order, be sure to read my ToS and price.
You can leave a request either here in the journal or immediately write to me in the PM. Ask me if you are not sure if your idea suits me.
1. Slot for
chsnake5050
2. Slot for
artankatana
3. Slot for
nanjarb
4. Slot for
Newie
You can leave a request either here in the journal or immediately write to me in the PM. Ask me if you are not sure if your idea suits me.
1. Slot for
chsnake50502. Slot for
artankatana3. Slot for
nanjarb4. Slot for
NewieBad end of the story
General | Posted 4 years agoThe end of the story
Hi. Remember I wrote the story about getting a refund for a sketch I made for a person?
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9857003/
A story with a bad ending. PayPal for some reason decided that the buyer was right and returned the money to him. So the fraudster received from me both the sketch and his money.
I hope that other artists read my warning on twitter, on a special site and never deal with this person!
Hi. Remember I wrote the story about getting a refund for a sketch I made for a person?
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9857003/
A story with a bad ending. PayPal for some reason decided that the buyer was right and returned the money to him. So the fraudster received from me both the sketch and his money.
I hope that other artists read my warning on twitter, on a special site and never deal with this person!
Double compensation? Seriously?
General | Posted 4 years agoSuddenly, --- >>> my story <<< --- was continued.
Today I received a letter from Paypal. It says that the person has filed a request to withhold the amount of the payment.
Let me remind you that the person has already made a refund request once. I made a sketch, he paid for it. And after a while the person made a refund. In a dispute with Paypal, I explained the situation, attached a file with a drawing. And you know what Paypal did? Nothing. They just took my money and closed the dispute.
And today, I see that this person has again created a new dispute. He took my money again. Not my own, but already MY money! I remind you that the service was provided by me on time, in full. But the man wanted to get money from me and a drawing. As a result, I wrote to Paypal again. Again I attached a file with a picture and described the situation. I wrote that this is the second request on the same topic with the same person. But Paypal ignores me again.
Double compensation? Seriously?
Has anyone encountered such a situation? What to do?
Today I received a letter from Paypal. It says that the person has filed a request to withhold the amount of the payment.
Let me remind you that the person has already made a refund request once. I made a sketch, he paid for it. And after a while the person made a refund. In a dispute with Paypal, I explained the situation, attached a file with a drawing. And you know what Paypal did? Nothing. They just took my money and closed the dispute.
And today, I see that this person has again created a new dispute. He took my money again. Not my own, but already MY money! I remind you that the service was provided by me on time, in full. But the man wanted to get money from me and a drawing. As a result, I wrote to Paypal again. Again I attached a file with a picture and described the situation. I wrote that this is the second request on the same topic with the same person. But Paypal ignores me again.
Double compensation? Seriously?
Has anyone encountered such a situation? What to do?
Important information: commissions
General | Posted 4 years agoHello everyone!
I have a number of reasons why I don't have time to draw the commissions according to the plan. This doesn't mean that I refuse your commissions! Nope. Everything remains in effect, but it will move slightly in terms of time.
If your commission for some reason requires completion by a specific deadline, please write to me in PM.
Due to the time shift of orders, I'm temporarily suspending the collection of new commissions. When I complete my plan, I'll reopen the set of slots.
I apologize for the inconvenience caused. Hope for understanding.
I have a number of reasons why I don't have time to draw the commissions according to the plan. This doesn't mean that I refuse your commissions! Nope. Everything remains in effect, but it will move slightly in terms of time.
If your commission for some reason requires completion by a specific deadline, please write to me in PM.
Due to the time shift of orders, I'm temporarily suspending the collection of new commissions. When I complete my plan, I'll reopen the set of slots.
I apologize for the inconvenience caused. Hope for understanding.
Invitation: Discord server
General | Posted 4 years agoHello everyone!
I invite you to my Discord server. Here you will find interesting content, information, communication, as well as the latest news! Join!)
https://discord.gg/kap9Mfgu4x
https://discord.gg/kap9Mfgu4x
https://discord.gg/kap9Mfgu4x
Vacation
General | Posted 5 years agoHello!
08/13/2020 - 09/13/2020 I'm going on vacation. I will not be able to draw, so I will postpone the commissions at a later date. Unless, of course, they stay. Before the vacation I will try to draw all the orders that I have now. If there is a postponement of the deadline for the commission, then I will inform the commissioner personally.
08/13/2020 - 09/13/2020 I'm going on vacation. I will not be able to draw, so I will postpone the commissions at a later date. Unless, of course, they stay. Before the vacation I will try to draw all the orders that I have now. If there is a postponement of the deadline for the commission, then I will inform the commissioner personally.
Important update - prices
General | Posted 5 years agoHello everyone!
I want to inform that from May 5 2020, I have raised prices for commissions by 20%.
I understand that for some people my new prices may seem overpriced. However, do not worry! I have payment plans for expensive commissions. I raise prices because I don’t have enough current income to cover all my expenses: treatment of a cat, life, housing, etc. I hope you will understand me.
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Changed prices will be published in the Commissions section on May 5, 2020
I want to inform that from May 5 2020, I have raised prices for commissions by 20%.
I understand that for some people my new prices may seem overpriced. However, do not worry! I have payment plans for expensive commissions. I raise prices because I don’t have enough current income to cover all my expenses: treatment of a cat, life, housing, etc. I hope you will understand me.
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Changed prices will be published in the Commissions section on May 5, 2020
Cool artist
General | Posted 6 years ago
etskuniInteresting artists
General | Posted 6 years ago
Cool horse YCH
General | Posted 6 years agoHi guys! See how cool YHC is for sale now with my friend!)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34921175/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34921175/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34921175/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34921175/
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Raffle from vorell
General | Posted 6 years agoThese chic artists give a chance to get a drawing.
Read the terms of participation carefully: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9372725/
Read the terms of participation carefully: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9372725/
Patreon | Ko-Fi | Twitter | Instagram | Telegram
General | Posted 6 years agoHello! I want to remind you of sites where you can support me, as well as just watch and read.
Patreon | Ko-Fi | Twitter | Instagram | Telegram
✔ Patreon - Here you can support me. In return, you will get access to wip and drawings in high quality and large size, access to psd files. The reward depends on the level of subscription.
✔ Ko-Fi - Here you can just support me financially.
✔ Twitter - Read the latest news, updates. Spoilers for new drawings. Actual events and much more!
✔ Instagram - Instagram is periodically updated with new photos of various places where I was.
✔ Telegram - A place to chat. A faster way to contact me, ask questions, clarify something. Here you can also write to me about commission.❄❄❄ Christmas raffle results ❄❄❄
General | Posted 6 years agoHi guys!
Today I summed up the Christmas raffle. With random.org, a winner was selected from among those who left a comment here.
★ ★ ★ Winner ★ ★ ★
Video with the winner selection process: https://youtu.be/qnf3noNT6dM
Congratulations to the winner. Other participants good luck in the next raffle!)
Hours Of Happy Times With Friends And Family
Abundant Time For Relaxation
Prosperity
Plenty Of Love When You Need It The Most
Youthful Excitement At Life Simple Pleasures
Nights Of Restful Slumber
Everything You Need
Wishing You Love And Light
Years And Years Of Good Health
Enjoyment And Mirth
Angels To Watch Over You
Remembrances Of A Happy Year!
Interesting artist
General | Posted 6 years agoHello! I want to introduce you to the work of this artist: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/tailung
New Year's gift raffle
General | Posted 6 years ago❄❄❄Ho-ho-ho, guys!❄❄❄
Soon New Year and Christmas. Many people want to find a gift under the Christmas tree. I decided to make a small gift is very lucky man!
As you understand it is about raffle)
What do I offer as a prize?
This will be a drawing of your character in a full render, in a full body with a simple background.
The terms of participation
• You have to watching me*
• Write serial number in comments**
• Newly created accounts cannot participate in raffle
Raffle end date
25.12.2019
*If you unsubscribe from me, after the completion of raffle, then I will add you to the black list. Think carefully before participating. Your watchlist should be available for viewing.
**Be careful when writing the number. I can correct your comment if necessary.
★ ★ ★ I wish you all good luck!) ★ ★ ★
Soon New Year and Christmas. Many people want to find a gift under the Christmas tree. I decided to make a small gift is very lucky man!
As you understand it is about raffle)
What do I offer as a prize?
This will be a drawing of your character in a full render, in a full body with a simple background.
The terms of participation
• You have to watching me*
• Write serial number in comments**
• Newly created accounts cannot participate in raffle
Raffle end date
25.12.2019
*If you unsubscribe from me, after the completion of raffle, then I will add you to the black list. Think carefully before participating. Your watchlist should be available for viewing.
**Be careful when writing the number. I can correct your comment if necessary.
★ ★ ★ I wish you all good luck!) ★ ★ ★
I need help: life or ..
General | Posted 6 years agoHello!
Until recently, I did not want to write such a journal. I am one of those people who are trying to cope with their problems on their own. But here, it turns out, a different case.
It's about my cat's health. Yes, for some, an animal is just an animal. For me, a cat is a member of the family. She has a problem: kidney failure. The disease is serious and the animal is on the verge of life and death.
The problem is that she was prescribed expensive treatment. Until recently, I managed to find money for droppers. Each procedure costs approximately $80. This is not a big bill if your salary is big. But in my country, salaries are low. As a result, 5 droppers on average cost us $400. Plus, the cost of the drugs themselves is added. I bought some medicines and vaccines to use at home. This slightly reduced the overall bill from the hospital. So far, $ 500 is the maximum amount we could allocate for treatment.
For comparison: my boyfriend’s salary is only about $550 per month. I hope this shows how much the financial issue hits our budget.
I leave her for the night in the clinic for droppers. She is administered drugs for 11 hours. This is pretty slow, but doctors said it was necessary. Today the animal has become worse. She did not eat or drink water: she had a severe upset stomach. Maybe you experienced it yourself? But it’s one thing when a healthy person cannot stop his “fountain”, and another when a sick animal is so.
In the morning, the doctor told me to monitor her condition. The cat is sleeping at home right now. If the animal gets worse - run to the clinic. If everything is in order, then come with a cat in the evening to examine and discuss further treatment.
This is where the problem lies. I do not know what treatment will be prescribed. It can also be not cheap. And as I said above, it’s not just for us to allocate money to treat the animal.
Therefore, I ask you: if you have at least some free money, then I will be grateful for the transfer! I promise that all funds received will go exclusively to the cat. For her treatment, drugs, maintenance in the clinic (this is also paid).
REQUISITES:
paypal.me/skiba613
In the evening I will supplement the journal with information about the state of the animal and the treatment that will be prescribed to it.
I uploaded documents and photos of the animal to Google disk. I warn you that the documents are not in English. But I want to show that history is true. I also attach recent cat photos. Her name is Anfisa. I love her very much and want her to feel better. If you need clean scanned documents, then write to me.
UPD: 23.11.2019
Hello!
I have good news. The cat got better! Thanks to all of you, I also have the means to provide her with medicines and medical care in the near future. So far, the animal has been released home. Here we make her a dropper under the skin, and not as in a clinic - into a vein. The cat walks herself, quite cheerfully!) She drinks a lot, asks for affection. The truth eats a little, but eats. She goes to the toilet. He sleeps in a familiar position already.
11/26/2019 scheduled a repeat visit to the doctor. They will examine her again, take a blood test. Based on a blood test, they will be able to say in more detail how much the treatment helped her.
I know that my English is not so good, but I hope at least part of the written is understandable ..
Until recently, I did not want to write such a journal. I am one of those people who are trying to cope with their problems on their own. But here, it turns out, a different case.
It's about my cat's health. Yes, for some, an animal is just an animal. For me, a cat is a member of the family. She has a problem: kidney failure. The disease is serious and the animal is on the verge of life and death.
The problem is that she was prescribed expensive treatment. Until recently, I managed to find money for droppers. Each procedure costs approximately $80. This is not a big bill if your salary is big. But in my country, salaries are low. As a result, 5 droppers on average cost us $400. Plus, the cost of the drugs themselves is added. I bought some medicines and vaccines to use at home. This slightly reduced the overall bill from the hospital. So far, $ 500 is the maximum amount we could allocate for treatment.
For comparison: my boyfriend’s salary is only about $550 per month. I hope this shows how much the financial issue hits our budget.
I leave her for the night in the clinic for droppers. She is administered drugs for 11 hours. This is pretty slow, but doctors said it was necessary. Today the animal has become worse. She did not eat or drink water: she had a severe upset stomach. Maybe you experienced it yourself? But it’s one thing when a healthy person cannot stop his “fountain”, and another when a sick animal is so.
In the morning, the doctor told me to monitor her condition. The cat is sleeping at home right now. If the animal gets worse - run to the clinic. If everything is in order, then come with a cat in the evening to examine and discuss further treatment.
This is where the problem lies. I do not know what treatment will be prescribed. It can also be not cheap. And as I said above, it’s not just for us to allocate money to treat the animal.
Therefore, I ask you: if you have at least some free money, then I will be grateful for the transfer! I promise that all funds received will go exclusively to the cat. For her treatment, drugs, maintenance in the clinic (this is also paid).
REQUISITES:
paypal.me/skiba613In the evening I will supplement the journal with information about the state of the animal and the treatment that will be prescribed to it.
I uploaded documents and photos of the animal to Google disk. I warn you that the documents are not in English. But I want to show that history is true. I also attach recent cat photos. Her name is Anfisa. I love her very much and want her to feel better. If you need clean scanned documents, then write to me.
UPD: 23.11.2019
Hello!
I have good news. The cat got better! Thanks to all of you, I also have the means to provide her with medicines and medical care in the near future. So far, the animal has been released home. Here we make her a dropper under the skin, and not as in a clinic - into a vein. The cat walks herself, quite cheerfully!) She drinks a lot, asks for affection. The truth eats a little, but eats. She goes to the toilet. He sleeps in a familiar position already.
11/26/2019 scheduled a repeat visit to the doctor. They will examine her again, take a blood test. Based on a blood test, they will be able to say in more detail how much the treatment helped her.
I know that my English is not so good, but I hope at least part of the written is understandable ..
Information about changes in commissions
General | Posted 6 years agoHello everyone!
I have had a change in life. Now I have less free time for commissions for the FA. But in spite of this, I am not going to end my activity here. You can still place an order and get a cool picture! However, for this it will be necessary to fulfill the conditions. I will write about them below. In addition, I will try to please you with YCH and additional entries about free slots.
Conditions for receiving a commission
I will not write any original "conditions", everything is quite simple. To be able to place an order for something, just subscribe to my Patreon. Whoa-whoa! Do you think I ask for much? Not really! The minimum subscription level is enough - for $ 1. This is necessary so that I can see that a person is really interested in working with me. And suddenly you will like to watch me and you will stay?
Alternative option
I understand that for someone my first option may not be very convenient. There is another possibility for you: this is my Ko-Fi. The minimum amount that can be donated on this resource is enough.
Even more options? Okay!
You can try to ask about the status of commissions in my personal messages. But you need to understand that in this case I can put you in the queue. Priority is always for those who turned out to be first, as well as took advantage of the conditions that I wrote about above. I understand that all this can be somewhat ... annoying? Unnerve? Get angry? Sorry, I'm not trying to arouse negative emotions in you.
What? What for? Why?
I am attentive and respect everyone who decided to cooperate with me. You can get confirmation from my customers. I am not trying to take more from you for my own benefit. I only want to better allocate my time regarding orders for you.
I try to update my to-do list more often. You can periodically check the status and progress of my orders here.
Thank you very much for your attention! If you have questions, you can ask them under this entry.About changes in life, work, support
General | Posted 6 years ago
Hello!
I want to express my gratitude to all those who are watching me, comment on the work, subscribed to me on other resources.
A little about work and drawings
Few people know, but I lost my job in February 2019. Ever since, orders for FA are my only earnings. In real life, the job is not so easy to find. Work that will be associated with drawing. Having evaluated the pros and cons of working in real life and freelancing, I decided to stay on freelancing.
Each of your orders allows me to pay bills, buy food, clothes, pay for medicine and many other household items.
How can you help
You can support me by placing an order. You can subscribe me to Patreon. You can leave me a tip through ko-fi. This is if there is a financial opportunity.
If you do not want or can not support me financially, then you can support me by subscribing on Twitter. You can repost my Twitter posts, comment, like.
Also on the FA, you can leave comments, add to favorites and, most importantly, subscribe to me. I am pleased to read your questions, comments. It gives me feedback from the audience. And this is important in my opinion)
Any support you give me is very valuable! Thank you very much!)
